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The Fallen Leaves

by Wilkie Collins

To CAROLINE

Experience of the reception of _The Fallen Leaves_ by intelligent
readers, who have followed the course of the periodical publication at
home and abroad, has satisfied me that the design of the work speaks
for itself, and that the scrupulous delicacy of treatment, in certain
portions of the story, has been as justly appreciated as I could wish.
Having nothing to explain, and (so far as my choice of subject is
concerned) nothing to excuse, I leave my book, without any prefatory
pleading for it, to make its appeal to the reading public on such
merits as it may possess.

W. C. GLOUCESTER PLACE, LONDON July 1st, 1879

THE PROLOGUE

I

The resistless influences which are one day to reign supreme over our
poor hearts, and to shape the sad short course of our lives, are
sometimes of mysteriously remote origin, and find their devious ways to
us through the hearts and the lives of strangers.

While the young man whose troubled career it is here proposed to follow
was wearing his first jacket, and bowling his first hoop, a domestic
misfortune, falling on a household of strangers, was destined
nevertheless to have its ultimate influence over his happiness, and to
shape the whole aftercourse of his life.

For this reason, some First Words must precede the Story, and must
present the brief narrative of what happened in the household of
strangers. By what devious ways the event here related affected the
chief personage of these pages, when he grew to manhood, it will be the
business of the story to trace, over land and sea, among men and women,
in bright days and dull days alike, until the end is reached, and the
pen (God willing) is put back in the desk.

II

Old Benjamin Ronald (of the Stationers' Company) took a young wife at
the ripe age of fifty, and carried with him into the holy estate of
matrimony some of the habits of his bachelor life.

As a bachelor, he had never willingly left his shop (situated in that
exclusively commercial region of London which is called "the City")
from one year's end to another. As a married man, he persisted in
following the same monotonous course; with this one difference, that he
now had a woman to follow it with him. "Travelling by railway," he
explained to his wife, "will make your head ache--it makes _my_ head
ache. Travelling by sea will make you sick--it makes _me_ sick. If you
want change of air, every sort of air is to be found in the City. If
you admire the beauties of Nature, there is Finsbury Square with the
beauties of Nature carefully selected and arranged. When we are in
London, you (and I) are all right; and when we are out of London, you
(and I) are all wrong." As surely as the autumn holiday season set in,
so surely Old Ronald resisted his wife's petition for a change of scene
in that form of words. A man habitually fortified behind his own inbred
obstinacy and selfishness is for the most part an irresistible power
within the limits of his domestic circle. As a rule, patient Mrs.
Ronald yielded; and her husband stood revealed to his neighbours in the
glorious character of a married man who had his own way.

But in the autumn of 1856, the retribution which sooner or later
descends on all despotisms, great and small, overtook the iron rule of
Old Ronald, and defeated the domestic tyrant on the battle-field of his
own fireside.

The children born of the marriage, two in number, were both daughters.
The elder had mortally offended her father by marrying imprudently--in
a pecuniary sense. He had declared that she should never enter his
house again; and be had mercilessly kept his word. The younger daughter
(now eighteen years of age) proved to be also a source of parental
inquietude, in another way. She was the passive cause of the revolt
which set her father's authority at defiance. For some little time past
she had been out of health. After many ineffectual trials of the mild
influence of persuasion, her mother's patience at last gave way. Mrs.
Ronald insisted--yes, actually insisted--on taking Miss Emma to the
seaside.

"What's the matter with you?" Old Ronald asked; detecting something
that perplexed him in his wife's look and manner, on the memorable
occasion when she asserted a will of her own for the first time in her
life.

A man of finer observation would have discovered the signs of no
ordinary anxiety and alarm, struggling to show themselves openly in the
poor woman's face. Her husband only saw a change that puzzled him.
"Send for Emma," he said, his natural cunning inspiring him with the
idea of confronting the mother and daughter, and of seeing what came of
_that._ Emma appeared, plump and short, with large blue eyes, and full
pouting lips, and splendid yellow hair: otherwise, miserably pale,
languid in her movements, careless in her dress, sullen in her manner.
Out of health as her mother said, and as her father saw.

"You can see for yourself," said Mrs. Ronald, "that the girl is pining
for fresh air. I have heard Ramsgate recommended."

Old Ronald looked at his daughter. She represented the one tender place
in his nature. It was not a large place; but it did exist. And the
proof of it is, that he began to yield--with the worst possible grace.

"Well, we will see about it," he said.

"There is no time to be lost," Mrs. Ronald persisted. "I mean to take
her to Ramsgate tomorrow."

Mr. Ronald looked at his wife as a dog looks at the maddened sheep that
turns on him. "You mean?" repeated the stationer. "Upon my soul--what
next? You mean? Where is the money to come from? Answer me that."

Mrs. Ronald declined to be drawn into a conjugal dispute, in the
presence of her daughter. She took Emma's arm, and led her to the door.
There she stopped, and spoke. "I have already told you that the girl is
ill," she said to her husband. "And I now tell you again that she must
have the sea air. For God's sake, don't let us quarrel! I have enough
to try me without that." She closed the door on herself and her
daughter, and left her lord and master standing face to face with the
wreck of his own outraged authority.

What further progress was made by the domestic revolt, when the bedroom
candles were lit, and the hour of retirement had arrived with the
night, is naturally involved in mystery. This alone is certain: On the
next morning, the luggage was packed, and the cab was called to the
door. Mrs. Ronald spoke her parting words to her husband in private.

"I hope I have not expressed myself too strongly about taking Emma to
the seaside," she said, in gentle pleading tones. "I am anxious about
our girl's health. If I have offended you--without meaning it, God
knows!--say you forgive me before I go. I have tried honestly, dear, to
be a good wife to you. And you have always trusted me, haven't you? And
you trust me still?"

She took his lean cold hand, and pressed it fervently: her eyes rested
on him with a strange mixture of timidity and anxiety. Still in the
prime of her life, she preserved the personal attractions--the fair
calm refined face, the natural grace of look and movement--which had
made her marriage to a man old enough to be her father a cause of angry
astonishment among all her friends. In the agitation that now possessed
her, her colour rose, her eyes brightened; she looked for the moment
almost young enough to be Emma's sister. Her husband opened his hard
old eyes in surly bewilderment. "Why need you make this fuss?" he
asked. "I don't understand you." Mrs. Ronald shrank at those words as
if he had struck her. She kissed him in silence, and joined her
daughter in the cab.

For the rest of that day, the persons in the stationer's employment had
a hard time of it with their master in the shop. Something had upset
Old Ronald, He ordered the shutters to be put up earlier that evening
than usual. Instead of going to his club (at the tavern round the
corner), he took a long walk in the lonely and lifeless streets of the
City by night. There was no disguising it from himself; his wife's
behaviour at parting had made him uneasy. He naturally swore at her for
taking that liberty, while he lay awake alone in his bed. "Damn the
woman! What does she mean?" The cry of the soul utters itself in
various forms of expression. That was the cry of Old Ronald's soul,
literally translated.

III

The next morning brought him a letter from Ramsgate.

"I write immediately to tell you of our safe arrival. We have found
comfortable lodgings (as the address at the head of this letter will
inform you) in Albion Place. I thank you, and Emma desires to thank you
also, for your kindness in providing us with ample means for taking our
little trip. It is beautiful weather today; the sea is calm, and the
pleasure-boats are out. We do not of course expect to see you here. But
if you do, by any chance, overcome your objection to moving out of
London, I have a little request to make. Please let me hear of your
visit beforehand--so that I may not omit all needful preparations. I
know you dislike being troubled with letters (except on business), so I
will not write too frequently. Be so good as to take no news for good
news, in the intervals. When you have a few minutes to spare, you will
write, I hope, and tell me how you and the shop are going on. Emma
sends you her love, in which I beg to join." So the letter was
expressed, and so it ended.

"They needn't be afraid of my troubling them. Calm seas and
pleasure-boats! Stuff and nonsense!" Such was the first impression
which his wife's report of herself produced on Old Ronald's mind. After
a while, he looked at the letter again--and frowned, and reflected.
"Please let me hear of your visit beforehand," he repeated to himself,
as if the request had been, in some incomprehensible way, offensive to
him. He opened the drawer of his desk, and threw the letter into it.
When business was over for the day, he went to his club at the tavern,
and made himself unusually disagreeable to everybody.

A week passed. In the interval he wrote briefly to his wife. "I'm all
right, and the shop goes on as usual." He also forwarded one or two
letters which came for Mrs. Ronald. No more news reached him from
Ramsgate. "I suppose they're enjoying themselves," he reflected. "The
house looks queer without them; I'll go to the club."

He stayed later than usual, and drank more than usual, that night. It
was nearly one in the morning when he let himself in with his
latch-key, and went upstairs to bed.

Approaching the toilette-table, he found a letter lying on it,
addressed to "Mr. Ronald--private." It was not in his wife's
handwriting; not in any handwriting known to him. The characters sloped
the wrong way, and the envelope bore no postmark. He eyed it over and
over suspiciously. At last he opened it, and read these lines:

"You are advised by a true friend to lose no time in looking after your
wife. There are strange doings at the seaside. If you don't believe me,
ask Mrs. Turner, Number 1, Slains Row, Ramsgate."

No address, no date, no signature--an anonymous letter, the first he
had ever received in the long course of his life.

His hard brain was in no way affected by the liquor that he had drunk.
He sat down on his bed, mechanically folding and refolding the letter.
The reference to "Mrs. Turner" produced no impression on him of any
sort: no person of that name, common as it was, happened to be numbered
on the list of his friends or his customers. But for one circumstance,
he would have thrown the letter aside, in contempt. His memory reverted
to his wife's incomprehensible behaviour at parting. Addressing him
through that remembrance, the anonymous warning assumed a certain
importance to his mind. He went down to his desk, in the back office,
and took his wife's letter out of the drawer, and read it through
slowly. "Ha!" he said, pausing as he came across the sentence which
requested him to write beforehand, in the unlikely event of his
deciding to go to Ramsgate. He thought again of the strangely
persistent way in which his wife had dwelt on his trusting her; he
recalled her nervous anxious looks, her deepening colour, her agitation
at one moment, and then her sudden silence and sudden retreat to the
cab. Fed by these irritating influences, the inbred suspicion in his
nature began to take fire slowly. She might be innocent enough in
asking him to give her notice before he joined her at the seaside--she
might naturally be anxious to omit no needful preparation for his
comfort. Still, he didn't like it; no, he didn't like it. An appearance
as of a slow collapse passed little by little over his rugged wrinkled
face. He looked many years older than his age, as he sat at the desk,
with the flaring candlelight close in front of him, thinking. The
anonymous letter lay before him, side by side with his wife's letter.
On a sudden, he lifted his gray head, and clenched his fist, and struck
the venomous written warning as if it had been a living thing that
could feel. "Whoever you are," he said, "I'll take your advice."

He never even made the attempt to go to bed that night. His pipe helped
him through the comfortless and dreary hours. Once or twice he thought
of his daughter. Why had her mother been so anxious about her? Why had
her mother taken her to Ramsgate? Perhaps, as a blind--ah, yes, perhaps
as a blind! More for the sake of something to do than for any other
reason, he packed a handbag with a few necessaries. As soon as the
servant was stirring, he ordered her to make him a cup of strong
coffee. After that, it was time to show himself as usual, on the
opening of the shop. To his astonishment, he found his clerk taking
down the shutters, in place of the porter.

"What does this mean?" he asked. "Where is Farnaby?"

The clerk looked at his master, and paused aghast with a shutter in his
hands.

"Good Lord! what has come to you?" he cried. "Are you ill?"

Old Ronald angrily repeated his question: "Where is Farnaby?"

"I don't know," was the answer.

"You don't know? Have you been up to his bedroom?"

"Yes."

"Well?"

"Well, he isn't in his bedroom. And, what's more, his bed hasn't been
slept in last night. Farnaby's off, sir--nobody knows where."

Old Ronald dropped heavily into the nearest chair. This second mystery,
following on the mystery of the anonymous letter, staggered him. But
his business instincts were still in good working order. He held out
his keys to the clerk. "Get the petty cash-book," he said, "and see if
the money is all right."

The clerk received the keys under protest. _"That's_ not the right
reading of the riddle," he remarked.

"Do as I tell you!"

The clerk opened the money-drawer under the counter; counted the
pounds, shillings and pence paid by chance customers up to the closing
of the shop on the previous evening; compared the result with the petty
cash-book, and answered, "Right to a halfpenny."

Satisfied so far, old Ronald condescended to approach the speculative
side of the subject, with the assistance of his subordinate. "If what
you said just now means anything," he resumed, "it means that you
suspect the reason why Farnaby has left my service. Let's hear it."

"You know that I never liked John Farnaby," the clerk began. "An active
young fellow and a clever young fellow, I grant you. But a bad servant
for all that. False, Mr. Ronald--false to the marrow of his bones."

Mr. Ronald's patience began to give way. "Come to the facts," he
growled. Why has Farnaby gone off without a word to anybody? Do you
know that?"

"I know no more than you do," the clerk answered coolly. "Don't fly
into a passion. I have got some facts for you, if you will only give me
time. Turn them over in your own mind, and see what they come to. Three
days ago I was short of postage-stamps, and I went to the office.
Farnaby was there, waiting at the desk where they pay the post-office
orders. There must have been ten or a dozen people with letters,
orders, and what not, between him and me. I got behind him quietly, and
looked over his shoulder. I saw the clerk give him the money for his
post-office order. Five pounds in gold, which I reckoned as they lay on
the counter, and a bank-note besides, which he crumpled up in his hand.
I can't tell you how much it was for; I only know it _was_ a bank-note.
Just ask yourself how a porter on twenty shillings a week (with a
mother who takes in washing, and a father who takes in drink) comes to
have a correspondent who sends him an order for five sovereigns--and a
bank-note, value unknown. Say he's turned betting-man in secret. Very
good. There's the post-office order, in that case, to show that he's
got a run of luck. If he has got a run of luck, tell me this--why does
he leave his place like a thief in the night? He's not a slave; he's
not even an apprentice. When he thinks he can better himself, he has no
earthly need to keep it a secret that he means to leave your service.
He may have met with an accident, to be sure. But that's not _my_
belief. I say he's up to some mischief And now comes the question: What
are we to do?"

Mr. Ronald, listening with his head down, and without interposing a
word on his own part, made an extraordinary answer. "Leave it," he
said. "Leave it till tomorrow."

"Why?" the clerk answered, without ceremony.

Mr. Ronald made another extraordinary answer. "Because I am obliged to
go out of town for the day. Look after the business. The ironmonger's
man over the way will help you to put up the shutters at night. If
anybody inquires for me, say I shall be back tomorrow." With those
parting directions, heedless of the effect that he had produced on the
clerk, he looked at his watch, and left the shop.

IV

The bell which gave five minutes' notice of the starting of the
Ramsgate train had just rung.

While the other travellers were hastening to the platform, two persons
stood passively apart as if they had not even yet decided on taking
their places in the train. One of the two was a smart young man in a
cheap travelling suit; mainly noticeable by his florid complexion, his
restless dark eyes, and his profusely curling black hair. The other was
a middle-aged woman in frowsy garments; tall and stout, sly and sullen.
The smart young man stood behind the uncongenial-looking person with
whom he had associated himself, using her as a screen to hide him while
he watched the travellers on their way to the train. As the bell rang,
the woman suddenly faced her companion, and pointed to the railway
clock.

"Are you waiting to make up your mind till the train has gone?" she
asked.

The young man frowned impatiently. "I am waiting for a person whom I
expect to see," he answered. "If the person travels by this train, we
shall travel by it. If not, we shall come back here, and look out for
the next train, and so on till night-time, if it's necessary."

The woman fixed her small scowling gray eyes on the man as he replied
in those terms. "Look here!" she broke out. "I like to see my way
before me. You're a stranger, young Mister; and it's as likely as not
you've given me a false name and address. That don't matter. False
names are commoner than true ones, in my line of life. But mind this! I
don't stir a step farther till I've got half the money in my hand, and
my return-ticket there and back."

"Hold your tongue!" the man suddenly interposed in a whisper. "It's all
right. I'll get the tickets."

He looked while he spoke at an elderly traveller, hastening by with his
head down, deep in thought, noticing nobody. The traveller was Mr.
Ronald. The young man, who had that moment recognized him, was his
runaway porter, John Farnaby.

Returning with the tickets, the porter took his repellent travelling
companion by the arm, and hurried her along the platform to the train.
"The money!" she whispered, as they took their places. Farnaby handed
it to her, ready wrapped up in a morsel of paper. She opened the paper,
satisfied herself that no trick had been played her, and leaned back in
her corner to go to sleep. The train started. Old Ronald travelled by
the second class; his porter and his porter's companion accompanied him
secretly by the third.

V

It was still early in the afternoon when Mr. Ronald descended the
narrow street which leads from the high land of the South-Eastern
railway station to the port of Ramsgate. Asking his way of the first
policeman whom he met, he turned to the left, and reached the cliff on
which the houses in Albion Place are situated. Farnaby followed him at
a discreet distance; and the woman followed Farnaby.

Arrived in sight of the lodging-house, Mr. Ronald paused--partly to
recover his breath, partly to compose himself. He was conscious of a
change of feeling as he looked up at the windows: his errand suddenly
assumed a contemptible aspect in his own eyes. He almost felt ashamed
of himself. After twenty years of undisturbed married life, was it
possible that he had doubted his wife--and that at the instigation of a
stranger whose name even was unknown to him? "If she was to step out in
the balcony, and see me down here," he thought, "what a fool I should
look!" He felt half-inclined, at the moment when he lifted the knocker
of the door, to put it back again quietly, and return to London. No! it
was too late. The maid-servant was hanging up her birdcage in the area
of the house; the maid-servant had seen him.

"Does Mrs. Ronald lodge here?" he asked.

The girl lifted her eyebrows and opened her mouth--stared at him in
speechless confusion--and disappeared in the kitchen regions. This
strange reception of his inquiry irritated him unreasonably. He knocked
with the absurd violence of a man who vents his anger on the first
convenient thing that he can find. The landlady opened the door, and
looked at him in stern and silent surprise.

"Does Mrs. Ronald lodge here?" he repeated.

The landlady answered with some appearance of effort--the effort of a
person who was carefully considering her words before she permitted
them to pass her lips.

"Mrs. Ronald has taken rooms here. But she has not occupied them yet."

"Not occupied them yet?" The words bewildered him as if they had been
spoken in an unknown tongue. He stood stupidly silent on the doorstep.
His anger was gone; an all-mastering fear throbbed heavily at his
heart. The landlady looked at him, and said to her secret self: "Just
what I suspected; there _is_ something wrong!"

"Perhaps I have not sufficiently explained myself, sir," she resumed
with grave politeness. "Mrs. Ronald told me that she was staying at
Ramsgate with friends. She would move into my house, she said, when her
friends left--but they had not quite settled the day yet. She calls
here for letters. Indeed, she was here early this morning, to pay the
second week's rent. I asked when she thought of moving in. She didn't
seem to know; her friends (as I understood) had not made up their
minds. I must say I thought it a little odd. Would you like to leave
any message?"

He recovered himself sufficiently to speak. "Can you tell me where her
friends live?" he said.

The landlady shook her head. "No, indeed. I offered to save Mrs. Ronald
the trouble of calling here, by sending letters or cards to her present
residence. She declined the offer--and she has never mentioned the
address. Would you like to come in and rest, sir? I will see that your
card is taken care of, if you wish to leave it."

"Thank you, ma'am--it doesn't matter--good morning."

The landlady looked after him as he descended the house-steps. "It's
the husband, Peggy," she said to the servant, waiting inquisitively
behind her. "Poor old gentleman! And such a respectable-looking woman,
too!"

Mr. Ronald walked mechanically to the end of the row of houses, and met
the wide grand view of sea and sky. There were some seats behind the
railing which fenced the edge of the cliff. He sat down, perfectly
stupefied and helpless, on the nearest bench.

At the close of life, the loss of a man's customary nourishment extends
its debilitating influence rapidly from his body to his mind. Mr.
Ronald had tasted nothing but his cup of coffee since the previous
night. His mind began to wander strangely; he was not angry or
frightened or distressed. Instead of thinking of what had just
happened, he was thinking of his young days when he had been a
cricket-player. One special game revived in his memory, at which he had
been struck on the head by the ball. "Just the same feeling," he
reflected vacantly, with his hat off, and his hand on his forehead.
"Dazed and giddy--just the same feeling!"

He leaned back on the bench, and fixed his eyes on the sea, and
wondered languidly what had come to him. Farnaby and the woman, still
following, waited round the corner where they could just keep him in
view.

The blue lustre of the sky was without a cloud; the sunny sea leapt
under the fresh westerly breeze. From the beach, the cries of children
at play, the shouts of donkey-boys driving their poor beasts, the
distant notes of brass instruments playing a waltz, and the mellow
music of the small waves breaking on the sand, rose joyously together
on the fragrant air. On the next bench, a dirty old boatman was prosing
to a stupid old visitor. Mr. Ronald listened, with a sense of vacant
content in the mere act of listening. The boatman's words found their
way to his ears like the other sounds that were abroad in the air.
"Yes; them's the Goodwin Sands, where you see the lightship. And that
steamer there, towing a vessel into the harbour, that's the Ramsgate
Tug. Do you know what I should like to see? I should like to see the
Ramsgate Tug blow up. Why? I'll tell you why. I belong to Broadstairs;
I don't belong to Ramsgate. Very well. I'm idling here, as you may see,
without one copper piece in my pocket to rub against another. What
trade do I belong to? I don't belong to no trade; I belong to a boat.
The boat's rotting at Broadstairs, for want of work. And all along of
what? All along of the Tug. The Tug has took the bread out of our
mouths: me and my mates. Wait a bit; I'll show you how. What did a ship
do, in the good old times, when she got on them sands--Goodwin Sands?
Went to pieces, if it come on to blow; or got sucked down little by
little when it was fair weather. Now I'm coming to it. What did We do
(in the good old times, mind you) when we happened to see that ship in
distress? Out with our boat; blow high or blow low, out with our boat.
And saved the lives of the crew, did you say? Well, yes; saving the
crew was part of the day's work, to be sure; the part we didn't get
paid for. We saved _the cargo,_ Master! and got salvage!! Hundreds of
pounds, I tell you, divided amongst us by law!!! Ah, those times are
gone. A parcel of sneaks get together, and subscribe to build a
Steam-Tug. When a ship gets on the sands now, out goes the Tug, night
and day alike, and brings her safe into harbour, and takes the bread
out of our mouths. Shameful--that's what I call it--shameful."

The last words of the boatman's lament fell lower, lower, lower on Mr.
Ronald's ears--he lost them altogether--he lost the view of the sea--he
lost the sense of the wind blowing over him. Suddenly, he was roused as
if from a deep sleep. On one side, the man from Broadstairs was shaking
him by the collar. "I say, Master, cheer up; what's come to you?" On
the other side, a compassionate lady was offering her smelling-bottle.
"I am afraid, sir, you have fainted." He struggled to his feet, and
vacantly thanked the lady. The man from Broadstairs--with an eye to
salvage--took charge of the human wreck, and towed him to the nearest
public-house. "A chop and a glass of brandy-and-water," said this good
Samaritan of the nineteenth century. "That's what you want. I'm peckish
myself, and I'll keep you company."

He was perfectly passive in the hands of any one who would take charge
of him; he submitted as if he had been the boatman's dog, and had heard
the whistle.

It could only be truly said that he had come to himself, when there had
been time enough for him to feel the reanimating influence of the food
and drink. Then he got to his feet, and looked with incredulous wonder
at the companion of his meal. The man from Broadstairs opened his
greasy lips, and was silenced by the sudden appearance of a gold coin
between Mr. Ronald's finger and thumb. "Don't speak to me; pay the
bill, and bring me the change outside." When the boatman joined him, he
was reading a letter; walking to and fro, and speaking at intervals to
himself. "God help me, have I lost my senses? I don't know what to do
next." He referred to the letter again: "if you don't believe me, ask
Mrs. Turner, Number 1, Slains Row, Ramsgate." He put the letter back in
his pocket, and rallied suddenly. "Slains Row," he said, turning to the
boatman. "Take me there directly, and keep the change for yourself."

The boatman's gratitude was (apparently) beyond expression in words. He
slapped his pocket cheerfully, and that was all. Leading the way
inland, he went downhill, and uphill again--then turned aside towards
the eastern extremity of the town.

Farnaby, still following, with the woman behind him, stopped when the
boatman diverged towards the east, and looked up at the name of the
street. "I've got my instructions," he said; "I know where he's going.
Step out! We'll get there before him, by another way."

Mr. Ronald and his guide reached a row of poor little houses, with poor
little gardens in front of them and behind them. The back windows
looked out on downs and fields lying on either side of the road to
Broadstairs. It was a lost and lonely spot. The guide stopped, and put
a question with inquisitive respect. "What number, sir?" Mr. Ronald had
sufficiently recovered himself to keep his own counsel. "That will do,"
he said. "You can leave me." The boatman waited a moment. Mr. Ronald
looked at him. The boatman was slow to understand that his leadership
had gone from him. "You're sure you don't want me any more?" he said.
"Quite sure," Mr. Ronald answered. The man from Broadstairs
retired--with his salvage to comfort him.

Number 1 was at the farther extremity of the row of houses. When Mr.
Ronald rang the bell, the spies were already posted. The woman loitered
on the road, within view of the door. Farnaby was out of sight, round
the corner, watching the house over the low wooden palings of the back
garden.

A lazy-looking man, in his shirt sleeves, opened the door. "Mrs. Turner
at home?" he repeated. "Well, she's at home; but she's too busy to see
anybody. What's your pleasure?" Mr. Ronald declined to accept excuses
or to answer questions. "I must see Mrs. Turner directly," he said, "on
important business." His tone and manner had their effect on the lazy
man. "What name?" he asked. Mr. Ronald declined to mention his name.
"Give my message," he said. "I won't detain Mrs. Turner more than a
minute." The man hesitated--and opened the door of the front parlour.
An old woman was fast asleep on a ragged little sofa. The man gave up
the front parlour, and tried the back parlour next. It was empty.
"Please to wait here," he said--and went away to deliver his message,

The parlour was a miserably furnished room. Through the open window,
the patch of back garden was barely visible under fluttering rows of
linen hanging out on lines to dry. A pack of dirty cards, and some
plain needlework, littered the bare little table. A cheap American
clock ticked with stern and steady activity on the mantelpiece. The
smell of onions was in the air. A torn newspaper, with stains of beer
on it, lay on the floor. There was some sinister influence in the place
which affected Mr. Ronald painfully. He felt himself trembling, and sat
down on one of the rickety chairs. The minutes followed one another
wearily. He heard a trampling of feet in the room above--then a door
opened and closed--then the rustle of a woman's dress on the stairs. In
a moment more, the handle of the parlour door was turned. He rose, in
anticipation of Mrs. Turner's appearance. The door opened. He found
himself face to face with his wife.

VI

John Farnaby, posted at the garden paling, suddenly lifted his head and
looked towards the open window of the back parlour. He reflected for a
moment--and then joined his female companion on the road in front of
the house.

"I want you at the back garden," he said. "Come along!"

"How much longer am I to be kept kicking my heels in this wretched
hole?" the woman asked sulkily.

"As much longer as I please--if you want to go back to London with the
other half of the money." He showed it to her as he spoke. She followed
him without another word.

Arrived at the paling, Farnaby pointed to the window, and to the back
garden door, which was left ajar. "Speak softly," he whispered. "Do you
hear voices in the house?"

"I don't hear what they're talking about, if that's what you mean."

"I don't hear, either. Now mind what I tell you--I have reasons of my
own for getting a little nearer to that window. Sit down under the
paling, so that you can't be seen from the house. If you hear a row,
you may take it for granted that I am found out. In that case, go back
to London by the next train, and meet me at the terminus at two o'clock
tomorrow afternoon. If nothing happens, wait where you are till you
hear from me or see me again."

He laid his hand on the low paling, and vaulted over it. The linen
hanging up in the garden to dry offered him a means of concealment (if
any one happened to look out of the window) of which he skilfully
availed himself. The dust-bin was at the side of the house, situated at
a right angle to the parlour window. He was safe behind the bin,
provided no one appeared on the path which connected the patch of
garden at the back with the patch in front. Here, running the risk, he
waited and listened.

The first voice that reached his ears was the voice of Mrs. Ronald. She
was speaking with a firmness of tone that astonished him.

"Hear me to the end, Benjamin," she said. "I have a right to ask as
much as that of my husband, and I do ask it. If I had been bent on
nothing but saving the reputation of our miserable girl, you would have
a right to blame me for keeping you ignorant of the calamity that has
fallen on us--"

There the voice of her husband interposed sternly. "Calamity! Say
disgrace, everlasting disgrace."

Mrs. Ronald did not notice the interruption. Sadly and patiently she
went on.

"But I had a harder trial still to face," she said. "I had to save her,
in spite of herself, from the wretch who has brought this infamy on us.
He has acted throughout in cold blood; it is his interest to marry her,
and from first to last he has plotted to force the marriage on us. For
God's sake, don't speak loud! She is in the room above us; if she hears
you it will be the death of her. Don't suppose I am talking at random;
I have looked at his letters to her; I have got the confession of the
servant-girl. Such a confession! Emma is his victim, body and soul. I
know it! I know that she sent him money (_my_ money) from this place. I
know that the servant (at _her_ instigation) informed him by telegraph
of the birth of the child. Oh, Benjamin, don't curse the poor helpless
infant--such a sweet little girl! don't think of it! I don't think of
it! Show me the letter that brought you here; I want to see the letter.
Ah, I can tell you who wrote it! _He_ wrote it. In his own interests;
always with his own interests in view. Don't you see it for yourself?
If I succeed in keeping this shame and misery a secret from
everybody--if I take Emma away, to some place abroad, on pretence of
her health--there is an end of his hope of becoming your son-in-law;
there is an end of his being taken into the business. Yes! he, the
low-lived vagabond who puts up the shop-shutters, _he_ looks forward to
being taken into partnership, and succeeding you when you die! Isn't
his object in writing that letter as plain to you now as the heaven
above us? His one chance is to set your temper in a flame, to provoke
the scandal of a discovery--and to force the marriage on us as the only
remedy left. Am I wrong in making any sacrifice, rather than bind our
girl for life, our own flesh and blood, to such a man as that? Surely
you can feel for me, and forgive me, now. How could I own the truth to
you, before I left London, knowing you as I do? How could I expect you
to be patient, to go into hiding, to pass under a false name--to do all
the degrading things that must be done, if we are to keep Emma out of
this man's way? No! I know no more than you do where Farnaby is to be
found. Hush! there is the door-bell. It's the doctor's time for his
visit. I tell you again I don't know--on my sacred word of honour, I
don't know where Farnaby is. Oh, be quiet! be quiet! there's the doctor
going upstairs! don't let the doctor hear you!"

So far, she had succeeded in composing her husband. But the fury which
she had innocently roused in him, in her eagerness to justify herself,
now broke beyond all control. "You lie!" he cried furiously. "If you
know everything else about it, you know where Farnaby is. I'll be the
death of him, if I swing for it on the gallows! Where is he? Where is
he?"

A shriek from the upper room silenced him before Mrs. Ronald could
speak again. His daughter had heard him; his daughter had recognized
his voice.

A cry of terror from her mother echoed the cry from above; the sound of
the opening and closing of the door followed instantly. Then there was
a momentary silence. Then Mrs. Ronald's voice was heard from the upper
room calling to the nurse, asleep in the front parlour. The nurse's
gruff tones were just audible, answering from the parlour door. There
was another interval of silence; broken by another voice--a stranger's
voice--speaking at the open window, close by.

"Follow me upstairs, sir, directly," the voice said in peremptory
tones. "As your daughter's medical attendant, I tell you in the
plainest terms that you have seriously frightened her. In her critical
condition, I decline to answer for her life, unless you make the
attempt at least to undo the mischief you have done. Whether you mean
it or not, soothe her with kind words; say you have forgiven her. No! I
have nothing to do with your domestic troubles; I have only my patient
to think of. I don't care what she asks of you, you must give way to
her now. If she falls into convulsions, she will die--and her death
will be at your door."

So, with feebler and feebler interruptions from Mr. Ronald, the doctor
spoke. It ended plainly in his being obeyed. The departing footsteps of
the men were the next sounds to be heard. After that, there was a pause
of silence--a long pause, broken by Mrs. Ronald, calling again from the
upper regions. "Take the child into the back parlour, nurse, and wait
till I come to you. It's cooler there, at this time of the day."

The wailing of an infant, and the gruff complaining of the nurse, were
the next sounds that reached Farnaby in his hiding place. The nurse was
grumbling to herself over the grievance of having been awakened from
her sleep. "After being up all night, a person wants rest. There's no
rest for anybody in this house. My head's as heavy as lead, and every
bone in me has got an ache in it."

Before long, the renewed silence indicated that she had succeeded in
hushing the child to sleep. Farnaby forgot the restraints of caution
for the first time. His face flushed with excitement; he ventured
nearer to the window, in his eagerness to find out what might happen
next. After no long interval, the next sound came--a sound of heavy
breathing, which told him that the drowsy nurse was falling asleep
again. The window-sill was within reach of his hands. He waited until
the heavy breathing deepened to snoring. Then he drew himself up by the
window-sill, and looked into the room.

The nurse was fast asleep in an armchair; and the child was fast asleep
on her lap.

He dropped softly to the ground again. Taking off his shoes, and
putting them in his pockets, he ascended the two or three steps which
led to the half-open back garden door. Arrived in the passage, he could
just hear them talking upstairs. They were no doubt still absorbed in
their troubles; he had only the servant to dread. The splashing of
water in the kitchen informed him that she was safely occupied in
washing. Slowly and softly he opened the back parlour door, and stole
across the room to the nurse's chair.

One of her hands still rested on the child. The serious risk was the
risk of waking her, if he lost his presence of mind and hurried it!

He glanced at the American clock on the mantelpiece. The result
relieved him; it was not so late as he had feared. He knelt down, to
steady himself, as nearly as possible on a level with the nurse's
knees. By a hair's breadth at a time, he got both hands under the
child. By a hair's breadth at a time, he drew the child away from her;
leaving her hand resting on her lap by degrees so gradual that the
lightest sleeper could not have felt the change. That done (barring
accidents), all was done. Keeping the child resting easily on his left
arm, he had his right hand free to shut the door again. Arrived at the
garden steps, a slight change passed over the sleeping infant's
face--the delicate little creature shivered as it felt the full flow of
the open air. He softly laid over its face a corner of the woollen
shawl in which it was wrapped. The child reposed as quietly on his arm
as if it had still been on the nurse's lap.

In a minute more he was at the paling. The woman rose to receive him,
with the first smile that had crossed her face since they had left
London.

"So you've got the baby," she said, "Well, you _are_ a deep one!"

"Take it," he answered irritably. "We haven't a moment to lose."

Only stopping to put on his shoes, he led the way towards the more
central part of the town. The first person he met directed him to the
railway station. It was close by. In five minutes more the woman and
the baby were safe in the train to London.

"There's the other half of the money," he said, handing it to her
through the carriage window.

The woman eyed the child in her arms with a frowning expression of
doubt. "All very well as long as it lasts," she said. "And what after
that?"

"Of course, I shall call and see you," he answered.

She looked hard at him, and expressed the whole value she set on that
assurance in four words. "Of course you will!"

The train started for London. Farnaby watched it, as it left the
platform, with a look of unfeigned relief. "There!" he thought to
himself. "Emma's reputation is safe enough now! When we are married, we
mustn't have a love-child in the way of our prospects in life."

Leaving the station, he stopped at the refreshment room, and drank a
glass of brandy-and-water. "Something to screw me up," he thought, "for
what is to come." What was to come (after he had got rid of the child)
had been carefully considered by him, on the journey to Ramsgate.
"Emma's husband-that-is-to-be"--he had reasoned it out--"will naturally
be the first person Emma wants to see, when the loss of the baby has
upset the house. If Old Ronald has a grain of affection left in him, he
must let her marry me after _that!"_

Acting on this view of his position, he took the way that led back to
Slains Row, and rang the door-bell as became a visitor who had no
reasons for concealment now.

The household was doubtless already disorganized by the discovery of
the child's disappearance. Neither master nor servant was active in
answering the bell. Farnaby submitted to be kept waiting with perfect
composure. There are occasions on which a handsome man is bound to put
his personal advantages to their best use. He took out his pocket-comb,
and touched up the arrangement of his whiskers with a skilled and
gentle hand. Approaching footsteps made themselves heard along the
passage at last. Farnaby put back his comb, and buttoned his coat
briskly. "Now for it!" he said, as the door was opened at last.

THE STORY

BOOK THE FIRST

AMELIUS AMONG THE SOCIALISTS

CHAPTER 1

Sixteen years after the date of Mr. Ronald's disastrous discovery at
Ramsgate--that is to say, in the year 1872--the steamship _Aquila_ left
the port of New York, bound for Liverpool.

It was the month of September. The passenger-list of the _Aquila_ had
comparatively few names inscribed on it. In the autumn season, the
voyage from America to England, but for the remunerative value of the
cargo, would prove to be for the most part a profitless voyage to
shipowners. The flow of passengers, at that time of year, sets steadily
the other way. Americans are returning from Europe to their own
country. Tourists have delayed the voyage until the fierce August heat
of the United States has subsided, and the delicious Indian summer is
ready to welcome them. At bed and board the passengers by the _Aquila_
on her homeward voyage had plenty of room, and the choicest morsels for
everybody alike on the well spread dinner-table.

The wind was favourable, the weather was lovely. Cheerfulness and
good-humour pervaded the ship from stem to stern. The courteous captain
did the honours of the cabin-table with the air of a gentleman who was
receiving friends in his own house. The handsome doctor promenaded the
deck arm-in-arm with ladies in course of rapid recovery from the first
gastric consequences of travelling by sea. The excellent chief
engineer, musical in his leisure moments to his fingers' ends, played
the fiddle in his cabin, accompanied on the flute by that young Apollo
of the Atlantic trade, the steward's mate. Only on the third morning of
the voyage was the harmony on board the _Aquila_ disturbed by a passing
moment of discord--due to an unexpected addition to the ranks of the
passengers, in the shape of a lost bird!

It was merely a weary little land-bird (blown out of its course, as the
learned in such matters supposed); and it perched on one of the yards
to rest and recover itself after its long flight.

The instant the creature was discovered, the insatiable Anglo-Saxon
delight in killing birds, from the majestic eagle to the contemptible
sparrow, displayed itself in its full frenzy. The crew ran about the
decks, the passengers rushed into their cabins, eager to seize the
first gun and to have the first shot. An old quarter-master of the
_Aquila_ was the enviable man, who first found the means of destruction
ready to his hand. He lifted the gun to his shoulder, he had his finger
on the trigger, when he was suddenly pounced upon by one of the
passengers--a young, slim, sunburnt, active man--who snatched away the
gun, discharged it over the side of the vessel, and turned furiously on
the quarter-master. "You wretch! would you kill the poor weary bird
that trusts our hospitality, and only asks us to give it a rest? That
little harmless thing is as much one of God's creatures as you are. I'm
ashamed of you--I'm horrified at you--you've got bird-murder in your
face; I hate the sight of you!"

The quarter-master--a large grave fat man, slow alike in his bodily and
his mental movements--listened to this extraordinary remonstrance with
a fixed stare of amazement, and an open mouth from which the unspat
tobacco-juice tricked in little brown streams. When the impetuous young
gentleman paused (not for want of words, merely for want of breath),
the quarter-master turned about, and addressed himself to the audience
gathered round. "Gentlemen," he said, with a Roman brevity, "this young
fellow is mad."

The captain's voice checked the general outbreak of laughter. "That
will do, quarter-master. Let it be understood that nobody is to shoot
the bird--and let me suggest to _you,_ sir, that you might have
expressed your sentiments quite as effectually in less violent
language."

Addressed in those terms, the impetuous young man burst into another
fit of excitement. "You're quite right, sir! I deserve every word you
have said to me; I feel I have disgraced myself." He ran after the
quartermaster, and seized him by both hands. "I beg your pardon; I beg
your pardon with all my heart. You would have served me right if you
had thrown me overboard after the language I used to you. Pray excuse
my quick temper; pray forgive me. What do you say? 'Let bygones _be_
bygones'? That's a capital way of putting it. You're a thorough good
fellow. If I can ever be of the smallest use to you (there's my card
and address in London), let me know it; I entreat you let me know it."
He returned in a violent hurry to the captain. "I've made it up with
the quarter-master, sir. He forgives me; he bears no malice. Allow me
to congratulate you on having such a good Christian in your ship. I
wish I was like him! Excuse me, ladies and gentlemen, for the
disturbance I have made. It shan't happen again--I promise you that."

The male travellers in general looked at each other, and seemed to
agree with the quarter-master's opinion of their fellow-passenger. The
women, touched by his evident sincerity, and charmed with his handsome
blushing eager face, agreed that he was quite right to save the poor
bird, and that it would be all the better for the weaker part of
creation generally if other men were more like him. While the various
opinions were still in course of expression, the sound of the luncheon
bell cleared the deck of the passengers, with two exceptions. One was
the impetuous young man. The other was a middle-aged traveller, with a
grizzled beard and a penetrating eye, who had silently observed the
proceedings, and who now took the opportunity of introducing himself to
the hero of the moment.

"Are you not going to take any luncheon?" he asked.

"No, sir. Among the people I have lived with we don't eat at intervals
of three or four hours, all day long."

"Will you excuse me," pursued the other, "if I own I should like to
know _what_ people you have been living with? My name is Hethcote; I
was associated, at one time of my life, with a college devoted to the
training of young men. From what I have seen and heard this morning, I
fancy you have not been educated on any of the recognized systems that
are popular at the present day. Am I right?"

The excitable young man suddenly became the picture of resignation, and
answered in a formula of words as if he was repeating a lesson.

"I am Claude-Amelius-Goldenheart. Aged twenty-one. Son, and only child,
of the late Claude Goldenheart, of Shedfield Heath, Buckinghamshire,
England. I have been brought up by the Primitive Christian Socialists,
at Tadmor Community, State of Illinois. I have inherited an income of
five hundred a year. And I am now, with the approval of the Community,
going to London to see life."

Mr. Hethcote received this copious flow of information, in some doubt
whether he had been made the victim of coarse raillery, or whether he
had merely heard a quaint statement of facts.

Claude-Amelius-Goldenheart saw that he had produced an unfavourable
impression, and hastened to set himself right.

"Excuse me, sir," he said, "I am not making game of you, as you seem to
suppose. We are taught to be courteous to everybody, in our Community.
The truth is, there seems to be something odd about me (I'm sure I
don't know what), which makes people whom I meet on my travels curious
to know who I am. If you'll please to remember, it's a long way from
Illinois to New York, and curious strangers are not scarce on the
journey. When one is obliged to keep on saying the same thing over and
over again, a form saves a deal of trouble. I have made a form for
myself--which is respectfully at the disposal of any person who does me
the honour to wish for my acquaintance. Will that do, sir? Very well,
then; shake hands, to show you're satisfied."

Mr. Hethcote shook hands, more than satisfied. He found it impossible
to resist the bright honest brown eyes, the simple winning cordial
manner of the young fellow with the quaint formula and the strange
name. "Come, Mr. Goldenheart," he said, leading the way to a seat on
deck, "let us sit down comfortably, and have a talk."

"Anything you like, sir--but don't call me Mr. Goldenheart."

"Why not?"

"Well, it sounds formal. And, besides, you're old enough to be my
father; it's _my_ duty to call _you_ Mister--or Sir, as we say to our
elders at Tadmor. I have left all my friends behind me at the
Community--and I feel lonely out here on this big ocean, among
strangers. Do me a kindness, sir. Call me by my Christian name; and
give me a friendly slap on the back if you find we get along smoothly
in the course of the day."

"Which of your names shall it be?" Mr. Hethcote asked, humouring this
odd lad. "Claude?"

"No. Not Claude. The Primitive Christians said Claude was a finicking
French name. Call me Amelius, and I shall begin to feel at home again.
If you're in a hurry, cut it down to three letters (as they did at
Tadmor), and call me Mel."

"Very good," said Mr. Hethcote. "Now, my friend Amelius (or Mel), I am
going to speak out plainly, as you do. The Primitive Christian
Socialists must have great confidence in their system of education, to
turn you adrift in the world without a companion to look after you."

"You've hit it, sir," Amelius answered coolly. "They have unlimited
confidence in their system of education. And I'm a proof of it."

"You have relations in London, I suppose?" Mr. Hethcote proceeded.

For the first time the face of Amelius showed a shadow of sadness on
it.

"I have relations," he said. "But I have promised never to claim their
hospitality. 'They are hard and worldly; and they will make you hard
and worldly, too.' That's what my father said to me on his deathbed."
He took off his hat when he mentioned his father's death, and came to a
sudden pause--with his head bent down, like a man absorbed in thought.
In less than a minute he put on his hat again, and looked up with his
bright winning smile. "We say a little prayer for the loved ones who
are gone, when we speak of them," he explained. "But we don't say it
out loud, for fear of seeming to parade our religious convictions. We
hate cant in our Community."

"I cordially agree with the Community, Amelius. But, my good fellow,
have you really no friend to welcome you when you get to London?"

Amelius answered the question mysteriously. "Wait a little!" he
said--and took a letter from the breast-pocket of his coat. Mr.
Hethcote, watching him, observed that he looked at the address with
unfeigned pride and pleasure.

"One of our brethren at the Community has given me this," he announced.
"It's a letter of introduction, sir, to a remarkable man--a man who is
an example to all the rest of us. He has risen, by dint of integrity
and perseverance, from the position of a poor porter in a shop to be
one of the most respected mercantile characters in the City of London."

With this explanation, Amelius handed his letter to Mr. Hethcote. It
was addressed as follows:--

To John Farnaby, Esquire,
Messrs. Ronald & Farnaby,
Stationers,
Aldersgate Street, London.

CHAPTER 2

Mr. Hethcote looked at the address on the letter with an expression of
surprise, which did not escape the notice of Amelius. "Do you know Mr.
Farnaby?" he asked.

"I have some acquaintance with him," was the answer, given with a
certain appearance of constraint.

Amelius went on eagerly with his questions. "What sort of man is he? Do
you think he will be prejudiced against me, because I have been brought
up in Tadmor?"

"I must be a little better acquainted, Amelius, with you and Tadmor
before I can answer your question. Suppose you tell me how you became
one of the Socialists, to begin with?"

"I was only a little boy, Mr. Hethcote, at that time."

"Very good. Even little boys have memories. Is there any objection to
your telling me what you can remember?"

Amelius answered rather sadly, with his eyes bent on the deck. "I
remember something happening which threw a gloom over us at home in
England. I heard that my mother was concerned in it. When I grew older,
I never presumed to ask my father what it was; and he never offered to
tell me. I only know this: that he forgave her some wrong she had done
him, and let her go on living at home--and that relations and friends
all blamed him, and fell away from him, from that time. Not long
afterwards, while I was at school, my mother died. I was sent for, to
follow her funeral with my father. When we got back, and were alone
together, he took me on his knee and kissed me. 'Which will you do,
Amelius,' he said; 'stay in England with your uncle and aunt? or come
with me all the way to America, and never go back to England again?
Take time to think of it.' I wanted no time to think of it; I said, 'Go
with you, papa.' He frightened me by bursting out crying; it was the
first time I had ever seen him in tears. I can understand it now. He
had been cut to the heart, and had borne it like a martyr; and his boy
was his one friend left. Well, by the end of the week we were on board
the ship; and there we met a benevolent gentleman, with a long gray
beard, who bade my father welcome, and presented me with a cake. In my
ignorance, I thought he was the captain. Nothing of the sort. He was
the first Socialist I had ever seen; and it was he who had persuaded my
father to leave England."

Mr. Hethcote's opinions of Socialists began to show themselves (a
little sourly) in Mr. Hethcote's smile. "And how did you get on with
this benevolent gentleman?" he asked. "After converting your father,
did he convert you--with the cake?"

Amelius smiled. "Do him justice, sir; he didn't trust to the cake. He
waited till we were in sight of the American land--and then he preached
me a little sermon, on our arrival, entirely for my own use."

"A sermon?" Mr. Hethcote repeated. "Very little religion in it, I
suspect."

"Very little indeed, sir," Amelius answered. "Only as much religion as
there is in the New Testament. I was not quite old enough to understand
him easily--so he wrote down his discourse on the fly-leaf of a
story-book I had with me, and gave it to me to read when I was tired of
the stories. Stories were scarce with me in those days; and, when I had
exhausted my little stock, rather than read nothing I read my
sermon--read it so often that I think I can remember every word of it
now. 'My dear little boy, the Christian religion, as Christ taught it,
has long ceased to be the religion of the Christian world. A selfish
and cruel Pretence is set up in its place. Your own father is one
example of the truth of this saying of mine. He has fulfilled the first
and foremost duty of a true Christian--the duty of forgiving an injury.
For this, he stands disgraced in the estimation of all his friends:
they have renounced and abandoned him. He forgives them, and seeks
peace and good company in the New World, among Christians like himself.
You will not repent leaving home with him; you will be one of a loving
family, and, when you are old enough, you will be free to decide for
yourself what your future life shall be.' That was all I knew about the
Socialists, when we reached Tadmor after our long journey."

Mr. Hethcote's prejudices made their appearance again. "A barren sort
of place," he said, "judging by the name."

"Barren? What can you be thinking of? A prettier place I never saw, and
never expect to see again. A clear winding river, running into a little
blue lake. A broad hill-side, all laid out in flower-gardens, and
shaded by splendid trees. On the top of the hill, the buildings of the
Community, some of brick and some of wood, so covered with creepers and
so encircled with verandahs that I can't tell you to this day what
style of architecture they were built in. More trees behind the
houses--and, on the other side of the hill, cornfields, nothing but
cornfields rolling away and away in great yellow plains, till they
reached the golden sky and the setting sun, and were seen no more. That
was our first view of Tadmor, when the stage-coach dropped us at the
town."

Mr. Hethcote still held out. "And what about the people who live in
this earthly Paradise?" he asked. "Male and female saints--eh?"

"Oh dear no, sir! The very opposite of saints. They eat and drink like
their neighbours. They never think of wearing dirty horsehair when they
can get clean linen. And when they are tempted to misconduct
themselves, they find a better way out of it than knotting a cord and
thrashing their own backs. Saints! They all ran out together to bid us
welcome like a lot of school-children; the first thing they did was to
kiss us, and the next thing was to give us a mug of wine of their own
making. Saints! Oh, Mr. Hethcote, what will you accuse us of being
next? I declare your suspicions of the poor Socialists keep cropping up
again as fast as I cut them down. May I make a guess, sir, without
offending you? From one or two things I have noticed, I strongly
suspect you're a British clergyman."

Mr. Hethcote was conquered at last: he burst out laughing. "You have
discovered me," he said, "travelling in a coloured cravat and a
shooting jacket! I confess I should like to know how."

"It's easily explained, sir. Visitors of all sorts are welcome at
Tadmor. We have a large experience of them in the travelling season.
They all come with their own private suspicion of us lurking about the
corners of their eyes. They see everything we have to show them, and
eat and drink at our table, and join in our amusements, and get as
pleasant and friendly with us as can be. The time comes to say
goodbye--and then we find them out. If a guest who has been laughing
and enjoying himself all day, suddenly becomes serious when he takes
his leave, and shows that little lurking devil of suspicion again about
the corners of his eyes--it's ten chances to one that he's a clergyman.
No offence, Mr. Hethcote! I acknowledge with pleasure that the corners
of _your_ eyes are clear again. You're not a very clerical clergyman,
sir, after all--I don't despair of converting you, yet!"

"Go on with your story, Amelius. You're the queerest fellow I have met
with, for many a long day past."

"I'm a little doubtful about going on with my story, sir. I have told
you how I got to Tadmor, and what it looks like, and what sort of
people live in the place. If I am to get on beyond that, I must jump to
the time when I was old enough to learn the Rules of the Community."

"Well--and what then?"

"Well, Mr. Hethcote, some of the Rules might offend you."

"Try!"

"All right, sir! don't blame me; _I'm_ not ashamed of the Rules. And
now, if I am to speak, I must speak seriously on a serious subject; I
must begin with our religious principles. We find our Christianity in
the spirit of the New Testament--not in the letter. We have three good
reasons for objecting to pin our faith on the words alone, in that
book. First, because we are not sure that the English translation is
always to be depended on as accurate and honest. Secondly, because we
know that (since the invention of printing) there is not a copy of the
book in existence which is free from errors of the press, and that
(before the invention of printing) those errors, in manuscript copies,
must as a matter of course have been far more serious and far more
numerous. Thirdly, because there is plain internal evidence (to say
nothing of discoveries actually made in the present day) of
interpolations and corruptions, introduced into the manuscript copies
as they succeeded each other in ancient times. These drawbacks are of
no importance, however, in our estimation. We find, in the spirit of
the book, the most simple and most perfect system of religion and
morality that humanity has ever received--and with that we are content.
To reverence God; and to love our neighbour as ourselves: if we had
only those two commandments to guide us, we should have enough. The
whole collection of Doctrines (as they are called) we reject at once,
without even stopping to discuss them. We apply to them the test
suggested by Christ himself: by their fruits ye shall know them. The
fruits of Doctrines, in the past (to quote three instances only), have
been the Spanish Inquisition, the Massacre of St. Bartholomew, and the
Thirty Years' War--and the fruits, in the present, are dissension,
bigotry, and opposition to useful reforms. Away with Doctrines! In the
interests of Christianity, away with them! We are to love our enemies;
we are to forgive injuries; we are to help the needy; we are to be
pitiful and courteous, slow to judge others, and ashamed to exalt
ourselves. That teaching doesn't lead to tortures, massacres, and wars;
to envy, hatred, and malice--and for that reason it stands revealed to
us as the teaching that we can trust. There is our religion, sir, as we
find it in the Rules of the Community."

"Very well, Amelius. I notice, in passing, that the Community is in one
respect like the Pope--the Community is infallible. We won't dwell on
that. You have stated your principles. As to the application of them
next? Nobody has a right to be rich among you, of course?"

"Put it the other way, Mr. Hethcote. All men have a right to be
rich--provided they don't make other people poor, as a part of the
process. We don't trouble ourselves much about money; that's the truth.
We are farmers, carpenters, weavers, and printers; and what we earn
(ask our neighbours if we don't earn it honestly) goes into the common
fund. A man who comes to us with money puts it into the fund, and so
makes things easy for the next man who comes with empty pockets. While
they are with us, they all live in the same comfort, and have their
equal share in the same profits--deducting the sum in reverse for
sudden calls and bad times. If they leave us, the man who has brought
money with him has his undisputed right to take it away again; and the
man who has brought none bids us good-bye, all the richer for his equal
share in the profits which he has personally earned. The only fuss at
our place about money that I can remember was the fuss about my five
hundred a year. I wanted to hand it over to the fund. It was my own,
mind--inherited from my mother's property, on my coming of age. The
Elders wouldn't hear of it: the Council wouldn't hear of it: the
general vote of the Community wouldn't hear of it. 'We agreed with his
father that he should decide for himself, when he grew to
manhood'--that was how they put it. 'Let him go back to the Old World;
and let him be free to choose, by the test of his own experience, what
his future life shall be.' How do you think it will end, Mr. Hethcote?
Shall I return to the Community? Or shall I stop in London?"

Mr. Hethcote answered, without a moment's hesitation. "You will stop in
London."

"I'll bet you two to one, Sir, he goes back to the Community."

In those words, a third voice (speaking in a strong New England accent)
insinuated itself into the conversation from behind. Amelius and Mr.
Hethcote, looking round, discovered a long, lean, grave stranger--with
his face overshadowed by a huge felt hat. "Have you been listening to
our conversation?" Mr. Hethcote asked haughtily.

"I have been listening," answered the grave stranger, "with
considerable interest. This young man, I find, opens a new chapter to
me in the book of humanity. Do you accept my bet, Sir? My name is Rufus
Dingwell; and my home is at Coolspring, Mass. You do _not_ bet? I
express my regret, and have the pleasure of taking a seat alongside of
you. What is your name, Sir? Hethcote? We have one of that name at
Coolspring. He is much respected. Mr. Claude A. Goldenheart, you are no
stranger to me--no, Sir. I procured your name from the steward, when
the little difficulty occurred just now about the bird. Your name
considerably surprised me."

"Why?" Amelius asked.

"Well, sir--not to say that your surname (being Goldenheart) reminds
one unexpectedly of _The Pilgrim's Progress_--I happen to be already
acquainted with you. By reputation."

Amelius looked puzzled. "By reputation?" he said. "What does that
mean?"

"It means, sir, that you occupy a prominent position in a recent number
of our popular journal, entitled _The Coolspring Democrat._ The late
romantic incident which caused the withdrawal of Miss Mellicent from
your Community has produced a species of social commotion at
Coolspring. Among our ladies, the tone of sentiment, Sir, is
universally favourable to you. When I left, I do assure you, you were a
popular character among us. The name of Claude A. Goldenheart was, so
to speak, in everybody's mouth."

Amelius listened to this, with the colour suddenly deepening on his
face, and with every appearance of heartfelt annoyance and regret.
"There is no such thing as keeping a secret in America," he said,
irritably. "Some spy must have got among us; none of _our_ people would
have exposed the poor lady to public comment. How would you like it,
Mr. Dingwell, if the newspaper published the private sorrows of your
wife or your daughter?"

Rufus Dingwell answered with the straightforward sincerity of feeling
which is one of the indisputable virtues of his nation. "I had not
thought of it in that light, sir," he said. "You have been good enough
to credit me with a wife or a daughter. I do not possess either of
those ladies; but your argument hits me, notwithstanding--hits me hard,
I tell you." He looked at Mr. Hethcote, who sat silently and stiffly
disapproving of all this familiarity, and applied himself in perfect
innocence and good faith to making things pleasant in that quarter.
"You are a stranger, Sir," said Rufus; "and you will doubtless wish to
peruse the article which is the subject of conversation?" He took a
newspaper slip from his pocket-book, and offered it to the astonished
Englishman. "I shall be glad to hear your sentiments, sir, on the view
propounded by our mutual friend, Claude A. Goldenheart."

Before Mr. Hethcote could reply, Amelius interposed in his own headlong
way. "Give it to me! I want to read it first!"

He snatched at the newspaper slip. Rufus checked him with grave
composure. "I am of a cool temperament myself, sir; but that don't
prevent me from admiring heat in others. Short of boiling point--mind
that!" With this hint, the wise New Englander permitted Amelius to take
possession of the printed slip.

Mr. Hethcote, finding an opportunity of saying a word at last, asserted
himself a little haughtily. "I beg you will both of you understand that
I decline to read anything which relates to another person's private
affairs."

Neither the one nor the other of his companions paid the slightest heed
to this announcement. Amelius was reading the newspaper extract, and
placid Rufus was watching him, In another moment, he crumpled up the
slip, and threw it indignantly on the deck. "It's as full of lies as it
can hold!" he burst out.

"It's all over the United States, by this time," Rufus remarked. "And I
don't doubt we shall find the English papers have copied it, when we
get to Liverpool. If you will take my advice, sir, you will cultivate a
sagacious insensibility to the comments of the press."

"Do you think I care for myself?" Amelius asked indignantly. "It's the
poor woman I am thinking of. What can I do to clear her character?"

"Well, sir," suggested Rufus, "in your place, I should have a
notification circulated through the ship, announcing a lecture on the
subject (weather permitting) in the course of the afternoon. That's the
way we should do it at Coolspring."

Amelius listened without conviction. "It's certainly useless to make a
secret of the matter now," he said; "but I don't see my way to making
it more public still." He paused, and looked at Mr. Hethcote. "It so
happens, sir," he resumed, "that this unfortunate affair is an example
of some of the Rules of our Community, which I had not had time to
speak of, when Mr. Dingwell here joined us. It will be a relief to me
to contradict these abominable falsehoods to somebody; and I should
like (if you don't mind) to hear what you think of my conduct, from
your own point of view. It might prepare me," he added, smiling rather
uneasily, "for what I may find in the English newspapers."

With these words of introduction he told his sad story--jocosely
described in the newspaper heading as "Miss Mellicent and Goldenheart
among the Socialists at Tadmor."

CHAPTER 3

"Nearly six months since," said Amelius, "we had notice by letter of
the arrival of an unmarried English lady, who wished to become a member
of our Community. You will understand my motive in keeping her family
name a secret: even the newspaper has grace enough only to mention her
by her Christian name. I don't want to cheat you out of your interest;
so I will own at once that Miss Mellicent was not beautiful, and not
young. When she came to us, she was thirty-eight years old, and time
and trial had set their marks on her face plainly enough for anybody to
see. Notwithstanding this, we all thought her an interesting woman. It
might have been the sweetness of her voice; or perhaps it was something
in her expression that took our fancy. There! I can't explain it; I can
only say there were young women and pretty women at Tadmor who failed
to win us as Miss Mellicent did. Contradictory enough, isn't it?"

Mr. Hethcote said he understood the contradiction. Rufus put an
appropriate question: "Do you possess a photograph of this lady, sir?"

"No," said Amelius; "I wish I did. Well, we received her, on her
arrival, in the Common Room--called so because we all assemble there
every evening, when the work of the day is done. Sometimes we have the
reading of a poem or a novel; sometimes debates on the social and
political questions of the time in England and America; sometimes
music, or dancing, or cards, or billiards, to amuse us, When a new
member arrives, we have the ceremonies of introduction. I was close by
the Elder Brother (that's the name we give to the chief of the
Community) when two of the women led Miss Mellicent in. He's a hearty
old fellow, who lived the first part of his life on his own clearing in
one of the Western forests. To this day, he can't talk long, without
showing, in one way or another, that his old familiarity with the trees
still keeps its place in his memory. He looked hard at Miss Mellicent,
under his shaggy old white eyebrows; and I heard him whisper to
himself, 'Ah, dear me! Another of The Fallen Leaves!' I knew what he
meant. The people who have drawn blanks in the lottery of life--the
people who have toiled hard after happiness, and have gathered nothing
but disappointment and sorrow; the friendless and the lonely, the
wounded and the lost--these are the people whom our good Elder Brother
calls The Fallen Leaves. I like the saying myself; it's a tender way of
speaking of our poor fellow-creatures who are down in the world."

He paused for a moment, looking out thoughtfully over the vast void of
sea and sky. A passing shadow of sadness clouded his bright young face.
The two elder men looked at him in silence, feeling (in widely
different ways) the same compassionate interest. What was the life that
lay before him? And--God help him!--what would he do with it?

"Where did I leave off?" he asked, rousing himself suddenly.

"You left Miss Mellicent, sir, in the Common Room--the venerable
citizen with the white eyebrows being suitably engaged in moralizing on
her." In those terms the ever-ready Rufus set the story going again.

"Quite right," Amelius resumed. "There she was, poor thing, a little
thin timid creature, in a white dress, with a black scarf over her
shoulders, trembling and wondering in a room full of strangers. The
Elder Brother took her by the hand, and kissed her on the forehead, and
bade her heartily welcome in the name of the Community. Then the women
followed his example, and the men all shook hands with her. And then
our chief put the three questions, which he is bound to address to all
new arrivals when they join us: 'Do you come here of your own free
will? Do you bring with you a written recommendation from one of our
brethren, which satisfies us that we do no wrong to ourselves or to
others in receiving you? Do you understand that you are not bound to us
by vows, and that you are free to leave us again if the life here is
not agreeable to you?' Matters being settled so far, the reading of the
Rules, and the Penalties imposed for breaking them, came next. Some of
the Rules you know already; others of smaller importance I needn't
trouble you with. As for the Penalties, if you incur the lighter ones,
you are subject to public rebuke, or to isolation for a time from the
social life of the Community. If you incur the heavier ones, you are
either sent out into the world again for a given period, to return or
not as you please; or you are struck off the list of members, and
expelled for good and all. Suppose these preliminaries agreed to by
Miss Mellicent with silent submission, and let us go on to the close of
the ceremony--the reading of the Rules which settle the questions of
Love and Marriage."

"Aha!" said Mr. Hethcote, "we are coming to the difficulties of the
Community at last!"

"Are we also coming to Miss Mellicent, sir?" Rufus inquired. "As a
citizen of a free country in which I can love in one State, marry in
another, and be divorced in a third, I am not interested in your
Rules--I am interested in your Lady."

"The two are inseparable in this case," Amelius answered gravely. "If I
am to speak of Miss Mellicent, I must speak of the Rules; you will soon
see why. Our Community becomes a despotism, gentlemen, in dealing with
love and marriage. For example, it positively prohibits any member
afflicted with hereditary disease from marrying at all; and it reserves
to itself, in the case of every proposed marriage among us, the right
of permitting or forbidding it, in council. We can't even fall in love
with each other, without being bound, under penalties, to report it to
the Elder Brother; who, in his turn, communicates it to the monthly
council; who, in their turn, decide whether the courtship may go on or
not. That's not the worst of it, even yet! In some cases--where we
haven't the slightest intention of falling in love with each other--the
governing body takes the initiative. 'You two will do well to marry; we
see it, if you don't. Just think of it, will you?' You may laugh; some
of our happiest marriages have been made in that way. Our governors in
council act on an established principle: here it is in a nutshell. The
results of experience in the matter of marriage, all over the world,
show that a really wise choice of a husband or a wife is an exception
to the rule; and that husbands and wives in general would be happier
together if their marriages were managed for them by competent advisers
on either side, Laws laid down on such lines as these, and others
equally strict, which I have not mentioned yet, were not put in force,
Mr. Hethcote, as you suppose, without serious difficulties--
difficulties which threatened the very existence of the Community. But
that was before my time. When I grew up, I found the husbands and wives
about me content to acknowledge that the Rules fulfilled the purpose
with which they had been made--the greatest happiness of the greatest
number. It all looks very absurd, I dare say, from your point of view.
But these queer regulations of ours answer the Christian test--by their
fruits ye shall know them. Our married people don't live on separate
sides of the house; our children are all healthy; wife-beating is
unknown among us; and the practice in our divorce court wouldn't keep
the most moderate lawyer on bread and cheese. Can you say as much for
the success of the marriage laws in Europe? I leave you, gentlemen, to
form your own opinions."

Mr. Hethcote declined to express an opinion. Rufus declined to resign
his interest in the lady. "And what did Miss Mellicent say to it?" he
inquired.

"She said something that startled us all," Amelius replied. "When the
Elder Brother began to read the first words relating to love and
marriage in the Book of Rules, she turned deadly pale; and rose up in
her place with a sudden burst of courage or desperation--I don't know
which. 'Must you read that to me?' she asked. 'I have nothing to do
with love or marriage.' The Elder Brother laid aside his Book of Rules.
'If you are afflicted with an hereditary malady,' he said, 'the doctor
from the town will examine you, and report to us.' She answered, 'I
have no hereditary malady.' The Elder Brother took up his book again.
'In due course of time, my dear, the Council will decide for you
whether you are to love and marry or not.' And he read the Rules. She
sat down again, and hid her face in her hands, and never moved or spoke
until he had done. The regular questions followed. Had she anything to
say, in the way of objection? Nothing! In that case, would she sign the
Rules? Yes! When the time came for supper, she excused herself, just
like a child. 'I feel very tired; may I go to bed?' The unmarried women
in the same dormitory with her anticipated some romantic confession
when she grew used to her new friends. They proved to be wrong. 'My
life has been one long disappointment,' was all she said. 'You will do
me a kindness if you will take me as I am, and not ask me to talk about
myself.' There was nothing sulky or ungracious in the expression of her
wish to keep her own secret. A kinder and sweeter woman--never thinking
of herself, always considerate of others--never lived. An accidental
discovery made me her chief friend, among the men: it turned out that
her childhood had been passed, where my childhood had been passed, at
Shedfield Heath, in Buckinghamshire. She was never weary of consulting
my boyish recollections, and comparing them with her own. 'I love the
place,' she used to say; 'the only happy time of my life was the time
passed there.' On my sacred word of honour, this was the sort of talk
that passed between us, for week after week. What other talk could pass
between a man whose one and twentieth birthday was then near at hand,
and a woman who was close on forty? What could I do, when the poor,
broken, disappointed creature met me on the hill or by the river, and
said, 'You are going out for a walk; may I come with you?' I never
attempted to intrude myself into her confidence; I never even asked her
why she had joined the Community. You see what is coming, don't you?
_I_ never saw it. I didn't know what it meant, when some of the younger
women, meeting us together, looked at me (not at her), and smiled
maliciously. My stupid eyes were opened at last by the woman who slept
in the next bed to her in the dormitory--a woman old enough to be my
mother, who took care of me when I was a child at Tadmor. She stopped
me one morning, on my way to fish in the river. 'Amelius,' she said,
'don't go to the fishing-house; Mellicent is waiting for you.' I stared
at her in astonishment. She held up her finger at me: 'Take care, you
foolish boy! You are drifting into a false position as fast as you can.
Have you no suspicion of what is going on?' I looked all round me, in
search of what was going on. Nothing out of the common was to be seen
anywhere. 'What can you possibly mean?' I asked. 'You will only laugh
at me, if I tell you,' she said. I promised not to laugh. She too
looked all round her, as if she was afraid of somebody being near
enough to hear us; and then she let out the secret. 'Amelius, ask for a
holiday--and leave us for a while. Mellicent is in love with you.'"

CHAPTER 4

Amelius looked at his companions, in some doubt whether they would
preserve their gravity at this critical point in his story. They both
showed him that his apprehensions were well founded. He was a little
hurt, and he instantly revealed it. "I own to my shame that I burst out
laughing myself," he said. "But you two gentlemen are older and wiser
than I am. I didn't expect to find you just as ready to laugh at poor
Miss Mellicent as I was."

Mr. Hethcote declined to be reminded of his duties as a middle-aged
gentleman in this backhanded manner. "Gently, Amelius! You can't expect
to persuade us that a laughable thing is not a thing to be laughed at.
A woman close on forty who falls in love with a young fellow of
twenty-one--"

"Is a laughable circumstance," Rufus interposed. "Whereas a man of
forty who fancies a young woman of twenty-one is all in the order of
Nature, The men have settled it so. But why the women are to give up so
much sooner than the men is a question, sir, on which I have long
wished to hear the sentiments of the women themselves."

Mr. Hethcote dismissed the sentiments of the women with a wave of his
hand. "Let us hear the rest of it, Amelius. Of course you went on to
the fishing-house? And of course you found Miss Mellicent there?"

"She came to the door to meet me, much as usual," Amelius resumed, "and
suddenly checked herself in the act of shaking hands with me. I can
only suppose she saw something in my face that startled her. How it
happened, I can't say; but I felt my good spirits forsake me the moment
I found myself in her presence. I doubt if she had ever seen me so
serious before. 'Have I offended you?' she asked. Of course, I denied
it; but I failed to satisfy her. She began to tremble. 'Has somebody
said something against me? Are you weary of my company?' Those were the
next questions. It was useless to say No. Some perverse distrust of me,
or some despair of herself, overpowered her on a sudden. She sank down
on the floor of the fishing-house, and began to cry--not a good hearty
burst of tears; a silent, miserable, resigned sort of crying, as if she
had lost all claim to be pitied, and all right to feel wounded or hurt.
I was so distressed, that I thought of nothing but consoling her. I
meant well, and I acted like a fool. A sensible man would have lifted
her up, I suppose, and left her to herself. I lifted her up, and put my
arm round her waist. She looked at me as I did it. For just a moment, I
declare she became twenty years younger! She blushed as I have never
seen a woman blush before or since--the colour flowed all over her neck
as well as her face. Before I could say a word, she caught hold of my
hand, and (of all the confusing things in the world!) kissed it. 'No!'
she cried, 'don't despise me! don't laugh at me! Wait, and hear what my
life has been, and then you will understand why a little kindness
overpowers me.' She looked round the corner of the fishing-house
suspiciously. 'I don't want anybody else to hear us,' she said, 'all
the pride isn't beaten out of me yet. Come to the lake, and row me
about in the boat.' I took her out in the boat. Nobody could hear us
certainly; but she forgot, and I forgot, that anybody might see us, and
that appearances on the lake might lead to false conclusions on shore."

Mr. Hethcote and Rufus exchanged significant looks. They had not
forgotten the Rules of the Community, when two of its members showed a
preference for each other's society.

Amelius proceeded. "Well, there we were on the lake. I paddled with the
oars, and she opened her whole heart to me. Her troubles had begun, in
a very common way, with her mother's death and her father's second
marriage. She had a brother and a sister--the sister married a German
merchant, settled in New York; the brother comfortably established as a
sheep-farmer in Australia. So, you see, she was alone at home, at the
mercy of the step-mother. I don't understand these cases myself, but
people who do, tell me that there are generally faults on both sides.
To make matters worse, they were a poor family; the one rich relative
being a sister of the first wife, who disapproved of the widower
marrying again, and never entered the house afterwards. Well, the
step-mother had a sharp tongue, and Mellicent was the first person to
feel the sting of it. She was reproached with being an encumbrance on
her father, when she ought to be doing something for herself. There was
no need to repeat those harsh words. The next day she answered an
advertisement. Before the week was over, she was earning her bread as a
daily governess."

Here Rufus stopped the narrative, having an interesting question to
put. "Might I inquire, sir, what her salary was?"

"Thirty pounds a year," Amelius replied. "She was out teaching from
nine o'clock to two--and then went home again."

"There seems to be nothing to complain of in that, as salaries go," Mr.
Hethcote remarked.

"She made no complaint," Amelius rejoined. "She was satisfied with her
salary; but she wasn't satisfied with her life. The meek little woman
grew downright angry when she spoke of it. 'I had no reason to complain
of my employers,' she said. 'I was civilly treated and punctually paid;
but I never made friends of them. I tried to make friends of the
children; and sometimes I thought I had succeeded--but, oh dear, when
they were idle, and I was obliged to keep them to their lessons, I soon
found how little hold I had on the love that I wanted them to give me.
We see children in books who are perfect little angels; never envious
or greedy or sulky or deceitful; always the same sweet, pious, tender,
grateful, innocent creatures--and it has been my misfortune never to
meet with them, go where I might! It is a hard world, Amelius, the
world that I have lived in. I don't think there are such miserable
lives anywhere as the lives led by the poor middle classes in England.
From year's end to year's end, the one dreadful struggle to keep up
appearances, and the heart-breaking monotony of an existence without
change. We lived in the back street of a cheap suburb. I declare to you
we had but one amusement in the whole long weary year--the annual
concert the clergyman got up, in aid of his schools. The rest of the
year it was all teaching for the first half of the day, and needlework
for the young family for the other half. My father had religious
scruples; he prohibited theatres, he prohibited dancing and light
reading; he even prohibited looking in at the shop-windows, because we
had no money to spare and they tempted us to buy. He went to business
in the morning, and came back at night, and fell asleep after dinner,
and woke up and read prayers--and next day to business and back, and
sleeping and waking and reading prayers--and no break in it, week after
week, month after month, except on Sunday, which was always the same
Sunday; the same church, the same service, the same dinner, the same
book of sermons in the evening. Even when we had a fortnight once a
year at the seaside, we always went to the same place and lodged in the
same cheap house. The few friends we had led just the same lives, and
were beaten down flat by just the same monotony. All the women seemed
to submit to it contentedly except my miserable self. I wanted so
little! Only a change now and then; only a little sympathy when I was
weary and sick at heart; only somebody whom I could love and serve, and
be rewarded with a smile and a kind word in return. Mothers shook their
heads, and daughters laughed at me. Have we time to be sentimental?
Haven't we enough to do, darning and mending, and turning our dresses,
and making the joint last as long as possible, and keeping the children
clean, and doing the washing at home--and tea and sugar rising, and my
husband grumbling every week when I have to ask him for the
house-money. Oh, no more of it! no more of it! People meant for better
things all ground down to the same sordid and selfish level--is that a
pleasant sight to contemplate? I shudder when I think of the last
twenty years of my life!' That's what she complained of, Mr. Hethcote,
in the solitary middle of the lake, with nobody but me to hear her."

"In my country, sir," Rufus remarked, "the Lecture Bureau would have
provided for her amusement, on economical terms. And I reckon, if a
married life would fix her, she might have tried it among Us by way of
a change."

"That's the saddest part of the story," said Amelius. "There came a
time, only two years ago, when her prospects changed for the better.
Her rich aunt (her mother's sister) died; and--what do you think?--left
her a legacy of six thousand pounds. There was a gleam of sunshine in
her life! The poor teacher was an heiress in a small way, with her
fortune at her own disposal. They had something like a festival at
home, for the first time; presents to everybody, and kissings and
congratulations, and new dresses at last. And, more than that, another
wonderful event happened before long. A gentleman made his appearance
in the family circle, with an interesting object in view--a gentleman,
who had called at the house in which she happened to be employed as
teacher at the time, and had seen her occupied with her pupils. He had
kept it to himself to be sure, but he had secretly admired her from
that moment--and now it had come out! She had never had a lover before;
mind that. And he was a remarkably handsome man: dressed beautifully,
and sang and played, and was so humble and devoted with it all. Do you
think it wonderful that she said Yes, when he proposed to marry her? I
don't think it wonderful at all. For the first few weeks of the
courtship, the sunshine was brighter than ever. Then the clouds began
to rise. Anonymous letters came, describing the handsome gentleman
(seen under his fair surface) as nothing less than a scoundrel. She
tore up the letters indignantly--she was too delicate even to show them
to him. Signed letters came next, addressed to her father by an uncle
and an aunt, both containing one and the same warning: 'If your
daughter insists on having him, tell her to take care of her money.' A
few days later, a visitor arrived--a brother, who spoke out more
plainly still. As an honourable man, he could not hear of what was
going on, without making the painful confession that his brother was
forbidden to enter his house. That said, he washed his hands of all
further responsibility. You two know the world, you will guess how it
ended. Quarrels in the household; the poor middle-aged woman, living in
her fool's paradise, blindly true to her lover; convinced that he was
foully wronged; frantic when he declared that he would not connect
himself with a family which suspected him. Ah, I have no patience when
I think of it, and I almost wish I had never begun to tell the story!
Do you know what he did? She was free of course, at her age, to decide
for herself; there was no controlling her. The wedding day was fixed.
Her father had declared he would not sanction it; and her step-mother
kept him to his word. She went alone to the church, to meet her
promised husband. He never appeared; he deserted her, mercilessly
deserted her--after she had sacrificed her own relations to him--on her
wedding-day. She was taken home insensible, and had a brain fever. The
doctors declined to answer for her life. Her father thought it time to
look to her banker's pass-book. Out of her six thousand pounds she had
privately given no less than four thousand to the scoundrel who had
deceived and forsaken her! Not a month afterwards he married a young
girl--with a fortune of course. We read of such things in newspapers
and books. But to have them brought home to one, after living one's own
life among honest people--I tell you it stupefied me!"

He said no more. Below them in the cabin, voices were laughing and
talking, to a cheerful accompaniment of clattering knives and forks.
Around them spread the exultant glory of sea and sky. All that they
heard, all that they saw, was cruelty out of harmony with the miserable
story which had just reached its end. With one accord the three men
rose and paced the deck, feeling physically the same need of some
movement to lighten their spirits. With one accord they waited a
little, before the narrative was resumed.

CHAPTER 5

Mr. Hethcote was the first to speak again.

"I can understand the poor creature's motive in joining your
Community," he said. "To a person of any sensibility her position,
among such relatives as you describe, must have been simply unendurable
after what had happened. How did she hear of Tadmor and the
Socialists?"

"She had read one of our books," Amelius answered; "and she had her
married sister at New York to go to. There were moments, after her
recovery (she confessed it to me frankly), when the thought of suicide
was in her mind. Her religious scruples saved her. She was kindly
received by her sister and her sister's husband. They proposed to keep
her with them to teach their children. No! the new life offered to her
was too like the old life--she was broken in body and mind; she had no
courage to face it. We have a resident agent in New York; and he
arranged for her journey to Tadmor. There is a gleam of brightness, at
any rate, in this part of her story. She blessed the day, poor soul,
when she joined us. Never before had she found herself among such
kind-hearted, unselfish, simple people. Never before--" he abruptly
checked himself, and looked a little confused.

Obliging Rufus finished the sentence for him. "Never before had she
known a young man with such natural gifts of fascination as C.A.G.
Don't you be too modest, sir; it doesn't pay, I assure you, in the
nineteenth century."

Amelius was not as ready with his laugh as usual. "I wish I could drop
it at the point we have reached now," he said. "But she has left
Tadmor; and, in justice to her (after the scandals in the newspaper), I
must tell you how she left it, and why. The mischief began when I was
helping her out of the boat. Two of our young women met us on the bank
of the lake, and asked me how I got on with my fishing. They didn't
mean any harm--they were only in their customary good spirits. Still,
there was no mistaking their looks and tones when they put the
question. Miss Mellicent, in her confusion, made matters worse. She
coloured up, and snatched her hand out of mine, and ran back to the
house by herself. The girls, enjoying their own foolish joke,
congratulated me on my prospects. I must have been out of sorts in some
way--upset, perhaps, by what I had heard in the boat. Anyhow, I lost my
temper, and _I_ made matters worse, next. I said some angry words, and
left them. The same evening I found a letter in my room. 'For your
sake, I must not be seen alone with you again. It is hard to lose the
comfort of your sympathy, but I must submit. Think of me as kindly as I
think of you. It has done me good to open my heart to you.' Only those
lines, signed by Mellicent's initials. I was rash enough to keep the
letter, instead of destroying it. All might have ended well,
nevertheless, if she had only held to her resolution. But, unluckily,
my twenty-first birthday was close at hand; and there was talk of
keeping it as a festival in the Community. I was up with sunrise when
the day came; having some farming work to look after, and wanting to
get it over in good time. My shortest way back to breakfast was through
a wood. In the wood I met her."

"Alone?" Mr. Hethcote asked.

Rufus expressed his opinion of the wisdom of putting this question with
his customary plainness of language. "When there's a rash thing to be
done by a man and a woman together, sir, philosophers have remarked
that it's always the woman who leads the way. Of course she was alone."

"She had a little present for me on my birthday," Amelius explained--"a
purse of her own making. And she was afraid of the ridicule of the
young women, if she gave it to me openly. 'You have my heart's dearest
wishes for your happiness; think of me sometimes, Amelius, when you
open your purse.' If you had been in my place, could you have told her
to go away, when she said that, and put her gift into your hand? Not if
she had been looking at you at the moment--I'll swear you couldn't have
done it!"

The lean yellow face of Rufus Dingwell relaxed for the first time into
a broad grin. "There are further particulars, sir, stated in the
newspaper," he said slily.

"Damn the newspaper!" Amelius answered.

Rufus bowed, serenely courteous, with the air of a man who accepted a
British oath as an unwilling compliment paid by the old country to the
American press. "The newspaper report states, sir, that she kissed
you."

"It's a lie!" Amelius shouted.

"Perhaps it's an error of the press," Rufus persisted. "Perhaps, _you_
kissed _her?"_

"Never mind what I did," said Amelius savagely.

Mr. Hethcote felt it necessary to interfere. He addressed Rufus in his
most magnificent manner. "In England, Mr. Dingwell, a gentleman is not
in the habit of disclosing these--er--these--er, er--"

"These kissings in a wood?" suggested Rufus. "In my country, sir, we do
not regard kissing, in or out of a wood, in the light of a shameful
proceeding. Quite the contrary, I do assure you."

Amelius recovered his temper. The discussion was becoming too
ridiculous to be endured by the unfortunate person who was the object
of it.

"Don't let us make mountains out of molehills," he said. "I did kiss
her--there! A woman pressing the prettiest little purse you ever saw
into your hand, and wishing you many happy returns of the day with the
tears in her eyes; I should like to know what else was to be done but
to kiss her. Ah, yes, smooth out your newspaper report, and have
another look at it! She _did_ rest her head on my shoulder, poor soul,
and she _did_ say, 'Oh, Amelius, I thought my heart was turned to
stone; feel how you have made it beat!' When I remembered what she had
told me in the boat, I declare to God I almost burst out crying
myself--it was so innocent and so pitiful."

Rufus held out his hand with true American cordiality. "I do assure
you, sir, I meant no harm," he said. "The right grit is in you, and no
mistake--and there goes the newspaper!" He rolled up the slip, and
flung it overboard.

Mr. Hethcote nodded his entire approval of this proceeding. Amelius
went on with his story.

"I'm near the end now," he said. "If I had known it would have taken so
long to tell--never mind! We got out of the wood at last, Mr. Rufus;
and left it without a suspicion that we had been watched. I was prudent
enough (when it was too late, you will say) to suggest to her that we
had better be careful for the future. Instead of taking it seriously,
she laughed. 'Have you altered your mind, since you wrote to me?' I
asked. 'To be sure I have,' she said. 'When I wrote to you I forgot the
difference between your age and mine. Nothing that _we_ do will be
taken seriously. I am afraid of their laughing at me, Amelius; but I am
afraid of nothing else.' I did my best to undeceive her. I told her
plainly that people unequally matched in years--women older than men,
as well as men older than women--were not uncommonly married among us.
The council only looked to their being well suited in other ways, and
declined to trouble itself about the question of age. I don't think I
produced much effect; she seemed, for once in her life, poor thing, to
be too happy to look beyond the passing moment. Besides, there was the
birthday festival to keep her mind from dwelling on doubts and fears
that were not agreeable to her. And the next day there was another
event to occupy our attention--the arrival of the lawyer's letter from
London, with the announcement of my inheritance on coming of age. It
was settled, as you know, that I was to go out into the world, and to
judge for myself; but the date of my departure was not fixed. Two days
later, the storm that had been gathering for weeks past burst on us--we
were cited to appear before the council to answer for an infraction of
the Rules. Everything that I have confessed to you, and some things
besides that I have kept to myself, lay formally inscribed on a sheet
of paper placed on the council table--and pinned to the sheet of paper
was Mellicent's letter to me, found in my room. I took the whole blame
on myself, and insisted on being confronted with the unknown person who
had informed against us. The council met this by a question:--'Is the
information, in any particular, false?' Neither of us could deny that
it was, in every particular, true. Hearing this, the council decided
that there was no need, on our own showing, to confront us with the
informer. From that day to this, I have never known who the spy was.
Neither Mellicent nor I had an enemy in the Community. The girls who
had seen us on the lake, and some other members who had met us
together, only gave their evidence on compulsion--and even then they
prevaricated, they were so fond of us and so sorry for us. After
waiting a day, the governing body pronounced their judgment. Their duty
was prescribed to them by the Rules. We were sentenced to six months'
absence from the Community; to return or not as we pleased. A hard
sentence, gentlemen--whatever _we_ may think of it--to homeless and
friendless people, to the Fallen Leaves that had drifted to Tadmor. In
my case it had been already arranged that I was to leave. After what
had happened, my departure was made compulsory in four-and-twenty
hours; and I was forbidden to return, until the date of my sentence had
expired. In Mellicent's case they were still more strict. They would
not trust her to travel by herself. A female member of the Community
was appointed to accompany her to the house of her married sister at
New York: she was ordered to be ready for the journey by sunrise the
next morning. We both understood, of course, that the object of this
was to prevent our travelling together. They might have saved
themselves the trouble of putting obstacles in our way."

"So far as You were concerned, I suppose?" said Mr. Hethcote.

"So far as She was concerned also," Amelius answered.

"How did she take it, sir?" Rufus inquired.

"With a composure that astonished us all," said Amelius. "We had
anticipated tears and entreaties for mercy. She stood up perfectly
calm, far calmer than I was, with her head turned towards me, and her
eyes resting quietly on my face. If you can imagine a woman whose whole
being was absorbed in looking into the future; seeing what no mortal
creature about her saw; sustained by hopes that no mortal creature
about her could share--you may see her as I did, when she heard her
sentence pronounced. The members of the Community, accustomed to take
leave of an erring brother or sister with loving and merciful words,
were all more or less distressed as they bade her farewell. Most of the
women were in tears as they kissed her. They said the same kind words
to her over and over again. 'We are heartily sorry for you, dear; we
shall all be glad to welcome you back.' They sang our customary hymn at
parting--and broke down before they got to the end. It was _she_ who
consoled _them!_ Not once, through all that melancholy ceremony, did
she lose her strange composure, her rapt mysterious look. I was the
last to say farewell; and I own I couldn't trust myself to speak. She
held my hand in hers. For a moment, her face lighted up softly with a
radiant smile--then the strange preoccupied expression flowed over her
again, like shadow over a light. Her eyes, still looking into mine,
seemed to look beyond me. She spoke low, in sad steady tones. 'Be
comforted, Amelius; the end is not yet.' She put her hands on my head,
and drew it down to her. 'You will come back to me,' she whispered--and
kissed me on the forehead, before them all. When I looked up again, she
was gone. I have neither seen her nor heard from her since. It's all
told, gentlemen--and some of it has distressed me in the telling. Let
me go away for a minute by myself, and look at the sea."

BOOK THE SECOND

AMELIUS IN LONDON

CHAPTER 1

Oh, Rufus Dingwell, it is such a rainy day! And the London street which
I look out on from my hotel window presents such a dirty and such a
miserable view! Do you know, I hardly feel like the same Amelius who
promised to write to you when you left the steamer at Queenstown. My
spirits are sinking; I begin to feel old. Am I in the right state of
mind to tell you what are my first impressions of London? Perhaps I may
alter my opinion. At present (this is between ourselves), I don't like
London or London people--excepting two ladies, who, in very different
ways, have interested and charmed me.

Who are the ladies? I must tell you what I heard about them from Mr.
Hethcote, before I present them to you on my own responsibility.

After you left us, I found the last day of the voyage to Liverpool dull
enough. Mr. Hethcote did not seem to feel it in the same way: on the
contrary, he grew more familiar and confidential in his talk with me.
He has some of the English stiffness, you see, and your American pace
was a little too fast for him. On our last night on board, we had some
more conversation about the Farnabys. You were not interested enough in
the subject to attend to what he said about them while you were with
us; but if you are to be introduced to the ladies, you must be
interested now. Let me first inform you that Mr. and Mrs. Farnaby have
no children; and let me add that they have adopted the daughter and
orphan child of Mrs. Farnaby's sister. This sister, it seems, died many
years ago, surviving her husband for a few months only. To complete the
story of the past, death has also taken old Mr. Ronald, the founder of
the stationer's business, and his wife, Mrs. Farnaby's mother. Dry
facts these--I don't deny it; but there is something more interesting
to follow. I have next to tell you how Mr. Hethcote first became
acquainted with Mrs. Farnaby. Now, Rufus, we are coming to something
romantic at last!

It is some time since Mr. Hethcote ceased to perform his clerical
duties, owing to a malady in the throat, which made it painful for him
to take his place in the reading-desk or the pulpit. His last curacy
attached him to a church at the West-end of London; and here, one
Sunday evening, after he had preached the sermon, a lady in trouble
came to him in the vestry for spiritual advice and consolation. She was
a regular attendant at the church, and something which he had said in
that evening's sermon had deeply affected her. Mr. Hethcote spoke with
her afterwards on many occasions at home. He felt a sincere interest in
her, but he disliked her husband; and, when he gave up his curacy, he
ceased to pay visits to the house. As to what Mrs. Farnaby's troubles
were, I can tell you nothing. Mr. Hethcote spoke very gravely and sadly
when he told me that the subject of his conversations with her must be
kept a secret. "I doubt whether you and Mr. Farnaby will get on well
together," he said to me; "but I shall be astonished if you are not
favourably impressed by his wife and her niece."

This was all I knew when I presented my letter of introduction to Mr.
Farnaby at his place of business.

It was a grand stone building, with great plate-glass windows--all
renewed and improved, they told me, since old Mr. Ronald's time. My
letter and my card went into an office at the back, and I followed them
after a while. A lean, hard, middle-aged man, buttoned up tight in a
black frock-coat, received me, holding my written introduction open in
his hand. He had a ruddy complexion not commonly seen in Londoners, so
far as my experience goes. His iron-gray hair and whiskers (especially
the whiskers) were in wonderfully fine order--as carefully oiled and
combed as if he had just come out of a barber's shop. I had been in the
morning to the Zoological Gardens; his eyes, when he lifted them from
the letter to me, reminded me of the eyes of the eagles--glassy and
cruel. I have a fault that I can't cure myself of. I like people, or
dislike them, at first sight, without knowing, in either case, whether
they deserve it or not. In the one moment when our eyes met, I felt the
devil in me. In plain English, I hated Mr. Farnaby!

"Good morning, sir," he began, in a loud, harsh, rasping voice. "The
letter you bring me takes me by surprise."

"I thought the writer was an old friend of yours," I said.

"An old friend of mine," Mr. Farnaby answered, "whose errors I deplore.
When he joined your Community, I looked upon him as a lost man. I am
surprised at his writing to me."

It is quite likely I was wrong, knowing nothing of the usages of
society in England. I thought this reception of me downright rude. I
had laid my hat on a chair; I took it up in my hand again, and
delivered a parting shot at the brute with the oily whiskers.

"If I had known what you now tell me," I said, "I should not have
troubled you by presenting that letter. Good morning."

This didn't in the least offend him. A curious smile broke out on his
face; it widened his eyes, and it twitched up his mouth at one corner.
He held out his hand to stop me. I waited, in case he felt bound to
make an apology. He did nothing of the sort--he only made a remark.

"You are young and hasty," he said. "I may lament my friend's
extravagances, without failing on that account in what is due to an old
friendship. You are probably not aware that we have no sympathy in
England with Socialists."

I hit him back again. "In that case, sir, a little Socialism in England
would do you no harm. We consider it a part of our duty as Christians
to feel sympathy with all men who are honest in their convictions--no
matter how mistaken (in our opinion) the convictions may be." I rather
thought I had him there; and I took up my hat again, to get off with
the honours of victory while I had the chance.

I am sincerely ashamed of myself, Rufus, in telling you all this. I
ought to have given him back "the soft answer that turneth away
wrath"--my conduct was a disgrace to my Community. What evil influence
was at work in me? Was it the air of London? or was it a possession of
the devil?

He stopped me for the second time--not in the least disconcerted by
what I had said to him. His inbred conviction of his own superiority to
a young adventurer like me was really something magnificent to witness.
He did me justice--the Philistine-Pharisee did me justice! Will you
believe it? He made his remarks next on my good points, as if I had
been a young bull at a prize cattle show.

"Excuse me for noticing it," he said. "Your manners are perfectly
gentlemanlike, and you speak English without any accent. And yet you
have been brought up in America. What does it mean?"

I grew worse and worse--I got downright sulky now.

"I suppose it means," I answered, "that some of us, in America,
cultivate ourselves as well as our land. We have our books and music,
though you seem to think we only have our axes and spades. Englishmen
don't claim a monopoly of good manners at Tadmor. We see no difference
between an American gentleman and an English gentleman. And as for
speaking English with an accent, the Americans accuse _us_ of doing
that."

He smiled again. "How very absurd!" he said, with a superb compassion
for the benighted Americans. By this time, I suspect he began to feel
that he had had enough of me. He got rid of me with an invitation.

"I shall be glad to receive you at my private residence, and introduce
you to my wife and her niece--our adopted daughter. There is the
address. We have a few friends to dinner on Saturday next, at seven.
Will you give us the pleasure of your company?"

We are all aware that there is a distinction between civility and
cordiality; but I myself never knew how wide that distinction might be,
until Mr. Farnaby invited me to dinner. If I had not been curious
(after what Mr. Hethcote had told me) to see Mrs. Farnaby and her
niece, I should certainly have slipped out of the engagement. As it
was, I promised to dine with Oily-Whiskers.

He put his hand into mine at parting. It felt as moistly cold as a dead
fish. After getting out again into the street, I turned into the first
tavern I passed, and ordered a drink. Shall I tell you what else I did?
I went into the lavatory, and washed Mr. Farnaby off my hand. (N.B.--If
I had behaved in this way at Tadmor, I should have been punished with
the lighter penalty--taking my meals by myself, and being forbidden to
enter the Common Room for eight and forty hours.) I feel I am getting
wickeder and wickeder in London--I have half a mind to join you in
Ireland. What does Tom Moore say of his countrymen--he ought to know, I
suppose? "For though they love women and golden store: Sir Knight, they
love honour and virtue more!" They must have been all Socialists in Tom
Moore's time. Just the place for me.

I have been obliged to wait a little. A dense fog has descended on us
by way of variety. With a stinking coal fire, with the gas lit and the
curtains drawn at half-past eleven in the forenoon, I feel that I am in
my own country again at last. Patience, my friend--patience! I am
coming to the ladies.

Entering Mr. Farnaby's private residence on the appointed day, I became
acquainted with one more of the innumerable insincerities of modern
English life. When a man asks you to dine with him at seven o'clock, in
other countries, he means what he says. In England, he means half-past
seven, and sometimes a quarter to eight. At seven o'clock I was the
only person in Mr. Farnaby's drawing-room. At ten minutes past seven,
Mr. Farnaby made his appearance. I had a good mind to take his place in
the middle of the hearth-rug, and say, "Farnaby, I am glad to see you."
But I looked at his whiskers; and _they_ said to me, as plainly as
words could speak, "Better not!"

In five minutes more, Mrs. Farnaby joined us.

I wish I was a practised author--or, no, I would rather, for the
moment, be a competent portrait-painter, and send you Mrs. Farnaby's
likeness enclosed. How I am to describe her in words, I really don't
know. My dear fellow, she almost frightened me. I never before saw such
a woman; I never expect to see such a woman again. There was nothing in
her figure, or in her way of moving, that produced this impression on
me--she is little and fat, and walks with a firm, heavy step, like the
step of a man. Her face is what I want to make you see as plainly as I
saw it myself: it was her face that startled me.

So far as I can pretend to judge, she must have been pretty, in a
healthy way, when she was young. I declare I hardly know whether she is
not pretty now. She certainly has no marks or wrinkles; her hair either
has no gray in it, or is too light to show the gray. She has preserved
her fair complexion; perhaps with art to assist it--I can't say. As for
her lips--I am not speaking disrespectfully, I am only describing them
truly, when I say that they invite kisses in spite of her. In two
words, though she has been married (as I know from what one of the
guests told me after dinner) for sixteen years, she would be still an
irresistible little woman, but for the one startling drawback of her
eyes. Don't mistake me. In themselves, they are large, well-opened blue
eyes, and may at one time have been the chief attraction in her face.
But now there is an expression of suffering in them--long, unsolaced
suffering, as I believe--so despairing and so dreadful, that she really
made my heart ache when I looked at her. I will swear to it, that woman
lives in some secret hell of her own making, and longs for the release
of death; and is so inveterately full of bodily life and strength, that
she may carry her burden with her to the utmost verge of life. I am
digging the pen into the paper, I feel this so strongly, and I am so
wretchedly incompetent to express my feeling. Can you imagine a
diseased mind, imprisoned in a healthy body? I don't care what doctors
or books may say--it is that, and nothing else. Nothing else will solve
the mystery of the smooth face, the fleshy figure, the firm step, the
muscular grip of her hand when she gives it to you--and the soul in
torment that looks at you all the while out of her eyes. It is useless
to tell me that such a contradiction as this cannot exist. I have seen
the woman; and she does exist.

Oh yes! I can fancy you grinning over my letter--I can hear you saying
to yourself, "Where did he pick up his experience, I wonder?" I have no
experience--I only have something that serves me instead of it, and I
don't know what. The Elder Brother, at Tadmor, used to say it was
sympathy. But _he_ is a sentimentalist.

Well, Mr. Farnaby presented me to his wife--and then walked away as if
he was sick of us both, and looked out of the window.

For some reason or other, Mrs. Farnaby seemed to be surprised, for the
moment, by my personal appearance. Her husband had, very likely, not
told her how young I was. She got over her momentary astonishment, and,
signing to me to sit by her on the sofa, said the necessary words of
welcome--evidently thinking something else all the time. The strange
miserable eyes looked over my shoulder, instead of looking at me.

"Mr. Farnaby tells me you have been living in America."

The tone in which she spoke was curiously quiet and monotonous. I have
heard such tones, in the Far West, from lonely settlers without a
neighbouring soul to speak to. Has Mrs. Farnaby no neighbouring soul to
speak to, except at dinner parties?

"You are an Englishman, are you not?" she went on.

I said Yes, and cast about in my mind for something to say to her. She
saved me the trouble by making me the victim of a complete series of
questions. This, as I afterwards discovered, was _her_ way of finding
conversation for strangers. Have you ever met with absent-minded people
to whom it is a relief to ask questions mechanically, without feeling
the slightest interest in the answers?

She began. "Where did you live in America?"

"At Tadmor, in the State of Illinois."

"What sort of place is Tadmor?"

I described the place as well as I could, under the circumstances.

"What made you go to Tadmor?"

It was impossible to reply to this, without speaking of the Community.
Feeling that the subject was not in the least likely to interest her, I
spoke as briefly as I could. To my astonishment, I evidently began to
interest her from that moment. The series of questions went on--but now
she not only listened, she was eager for the answers.

"Are there any women among you?"

"Nearly as many women as men."

Another change! Over the weary misery of her eyes there flashed a
bright look of interest which completely transformed them. Her
articulation even quickened when she put her next question.

"Are any of the women friendless creatures, who came to you from
England?"

"Yes, some of them."

I thought of Mellicent as I spoke. Was this new interest that I had so
innocently aroused, an interest in Mellicent? Her next question only
added to my perplexity. Her next question proved that my guess had
completely failed to hit the mark.

"Are there any _young_ women among them?"

Mr. Farnaby, standing with his back to us thus far, suddenly turned and
looked at her, when she inquired if there were "young" women among us.

"Oh yes," I said. "Mere girls."

She pressed so near to me that her knees touched mine. "How old?" she
asked eagerly.

Mr. Farnaby left the window, walked close up to the sofa, and
deliberately interrupted us.

"Nasty muggy weather, isn't it?" he said. "I suppose the climate of
America--"

Mrs. Farnaby deliberately interrupted her husband. "How old?" she
repeated, in a louder tone.

I was bound, of course, to answer the lady of the house. "Some girls
from eighteen to twenty. And some younger."

"How much younger?"

"Oh, from sixteen to seventeen."

She grew more and more excited; she positively laid her hand on my arm
in her eagerness to secure my attention all to herself. "American girls
or English?" she resumed, her fat, firm fingers closing on me with a
tremulous grasp.

"Shall you be in town in November?" said Mr. Farnaby, purposely
interrupting us again. "If you would like to see the Lord Mayor's
Show--"

Mrs. Farnaby impatiently shook me by the arm. "American girls or
English?" she reiterated, more obstinately than ever.

Mr. Farnaby gave her one look. If he could have put her on the blazing
fire and have burnt her up in an instant by an effort of will, I
believe he would have made the effort. He saw that I was observing him,
and turned quickly from his wife to me. His ruddy face was pale with
suppressed rage. My early arrival had given Mrs. Farnaby an opportunity
of speaking to me, which he had not anticipated in inviting me to
dinner. "Come and see my pictures," he said.

His wife still held me fast. Whether he liked it or not, I had again no
choice but to answer her. "Some American girls, and some English," I
said.

Her eyes opened wider and wider in unutterable expectation. She
suddenly advanced her face so close to mine, that I felt her hot breath
on my cheeks as the next words burst their way through her lips.

"Born in England?"

"No. Born at Tadmor."

She dropped my arm. The light died out of her eyes in an instant. In
some inconceivable way, I had utterly destroyed some secret expectation
that she had fixed on me. She actually left me on the sofa, and took a
chair on the opposite side of the fireplace. Mr. Farnaby, turning paler
and paler, stepped up to her as she changed her place. I rose to look
at the pictures on the wall nearest to me. You remarked the
extraordinary keenness of my sense of hearing, while we were fellow
passengers on the steamship. When he stooped over her, and whispered in
her ear, I heard him--though nearly the whole breadth of the room was
between us. "You hell-cat!"--that was what Mr. Farnaby said to his
wife.

The clock on the mantelpiece struck the half-hour after seven. In quick
succession, the guests at the dinner now entered the room.

I was so staggered by the extraordinary scene of married life which I
had just witnessed, that the guests produced only a very faint
impression upon me. My mind was absorbed in trying to find the true
meaning of what I had seen and heard. Was Mrs. Farnaby a little mad? I
dismissed that idea as soon as it occurred to me; nothing that I had
observed in her justified it. The truer conclusion appeared to be, that
she was deeply interested in some absent (and possibly lost) young
creature; whose age, judging by actions and tones which had
sufficiently revealed that part of the secret to me, could not be more
than sixteen or seventeen years. How long had she cherished the hope of
seeing the girl, or hearing of her? It must have been, anyhow, a hope
very deeply rooted, for she had been perfectly incapable of controlling
herself when I had accidentally roused it. As for her husband, there
could be no doubt that the subject was not merely distasteful to him,
but so absolutely infuriating that he could not even keep his temper,
in the presence of a third person invited to his house. Had he injured
the girl in any way? Was he responsible for her disappearance? Did his
wife know it, or only suspect it? Who _was_ the girl? What was the
secret of Mrs. Farnaby's extraordinary interest in her--Mrs. Farnaby,
whose marriage was childless; whose interest one would have thought
should be naturally concentrated on her adopted daughter, her sister's
orphan child? In conjectures such as these, I completely lost myself.
Let me hear what your ingenuity can make of the puzzle; and let me
return to Mr. Farnaby's dinner, waiting on Mr. Farnaby's table.

The servant threw open the drawing-room door, and the most honoured
guest present led Mrs. Farnaby to the dining-room. I roused myself to
some observation of what was going on about me. No ladies had been
invited; and the men were all of a certain age. I looked in vain for
the charming niece. Was she not well enough to appear at the
dinner-party? I ventured on putting the question to Mr. Farnaby.

"You will find her at the tea-table, when we return to the
drawing-room. Girls are out of place at dinner-parties." So he answered
me--not very graciously.

As I stepped out on the landing, I looked up; I don't know why, unless
I was the unconscious object of magnetic attraction. Anyhow, I had my
reward. A bright young face peeped over the balusters of the upper
staircase, and modestly withdrew itself again in a violent hurry.
Everybody but Mr. Farnaby and myself had disappeared in the
dining-room. Was she having a peep at the young Socialist?

Another interruption to my letter, caused by another change in the
weather. The fog has vanished; the waiter is turning off the gas, and
letting in the drab-coloured daylight. I ask him if it is still
raining. He smiles, and rubs his hands, and says, "It looks like
clearing up soon, sir." This man's head is gray; he has been all his
life a waiter in London--and he can still see the cheerful side of
things. What native strength of mind cast away on a vocation that is
unworthy of it!

Well--and now about the Farnaby dinner. I feel a tightness in the lower
part of my waistcoat, Rufus, when I think of the dinner; there was such
a quantity of it, and Mr. Farnaby was so tyrannically resolute in
forcing his luxuries down the throats of his guests. His eye was on me,
if I let my plate go away before it was empty--his eye said "I have
paid for this magnificent dinner, and I mean to see you eat it." Our
printed list of the dishes, as they succeeded each other, also informed
us of the varieties of wine which it was imperatively necessary to
drink with each dish. I got into difficulties early in the proceedings.
The taste of sherry, for instance, is absolutely nauseous to me; and
Rhine wine turns into vinegar ten minutes after it has passed my lips.
I asked for the wine that I could drink, out of its turn. You should
have seen Mr. Farnaby's face, when I violated the rules of his
dinner-table! It was the one amusing incident of the feast--the one
thing that alleviated the dreary and mysterious spectacle of Mrs.
Farnaby. There she sat, with her mind hundreds of miles away from
everything that was going on about her, entangling the two guests, on
her right hand and on her left, in a network of vacant questions, just
as she had entangled me. I discovered that one of these gentlemen was a
barrister and the other a ship-owner, by the answers which Mrs. Farnaby
absently extracted from them on the subject of their respective
vocations in life. And while she questioned incessantly, she ate
incessantly. Her vigorous body insisted on being fed. She would have
emptied her wineglass (I suspect) as readily as she plied her knife and
fork--but I discovered that a certain system of restraint was
established in the matter of wine. At intervals, Mr. Farnaby just
looked at the butler--and the butler and his bottle, on those
occasions, deliberately passed her by. Not the slightest visible change
was produced in her by the eating and drinking; she was equal to any
demands that any dinner could make on her. There was no flush in her
face, no change in her spirits, when she rose, in obedience to English
custom, and retired to the drawing-room.

Left together over their wine, the men began to talk politics.

I listened at the outset, expecting to get some information. Our
readings in modern history at Tadmor had informed us of the dominant
political position of the middle classes in England, since the time of
the first Reform Bill. Mr. Farnaby's guests represented the respectable
mediocrity of social position, the professional and commercial average
of the nation. They all talked glibly enough--I and an old gentleman
who sat next to me being the only listeners. I had spent the morning
lazily in the smoking-room of the hotel, reading the day's newspapers.
And what did I hear now, when the politicians set in for their
discussion? I heard the leading articles of the day's newspapers
translated into bald chat, and coolly addressed by one man to another,
as if they were his own individual views on public affairs! This absurd
imposture positively went the round of the table, received and
respected by everybody with a stolid solemnity of make-believe which it
was downright shameful to see. Not a man present said, "I saw that
today in the _Times_ or the _Telegraph."_ Not a man present had an
opinion of his own; or, if he had an opinion, ventured to express it;
or, if he knew nothing of the subject, was honest enough to say so. One
enormous Sham, and everybody in a conspiracy to take it for the real
thing: that is an accurate description of the state of political
feeling among the representative men at Mr. Farnaby's dinner. I am not
judging rashly by one example only; I have been taken to clubs and
public festivals, only to hear over and over again what I heard in Mr.
Farnaby's dining-room. Does it need any great foresight to see that
such a state of things as this cannot last much longer, in a country
which has not done with reforming itself yet? The time is coming, in
England, when the people who _have_ opinions of their own will be
heard, and when Parliament will be forced to open the door to them.

This is a nice outbreak of republican freedom! What does my
long-suffering friend think of it--waiting all the time to be presented
to Mr. Farnaby's niece? Everything in its place, Rufus. The niece
followed the politics, at the time; and she shall follow them now.

You shall hear first what my next neighbour said of her--a quaint old
fellow, a retired doctor, if I remember correctly. He seemed to be as
weary of the second-hand newspaper talk as I was; he quite sparkled and
cheered up when I introduced the subject of Miss Regina. Have I
mentioned her name yet? If not, here it is for you in full:--Miss
Regina Mildmay.

"I call her the brown girl," said the old gentleman. "Brown hair, brown
eyes, and a brown skin. No, not a brunette; not dark enough for that--a
warm, delicate brown; wait till you see it! Takes after her father, I
should tell you. He was a fine-looking man in his time; foreign blood
in his veins, by his mother's side. Miss Regina gets her queer name by
being christened after his mother. Never mind her name; she's a
charming person. Let's drink her health."

We drank her health. Remembering that he had called her "the brown
girl," I said I supposed she was still quite young.

"Better than young," the doctor answered; "in the prime of life. I call
her a girl, by habit. Wait till you see her!"

"Has she a good figure, sir?"

"Ha! you're like the Turks, are you? A nice-looking woman doesn't
content you--you must have her well-made too. We can accommodate you,
sir; we are slim and tall, with a swing of our hips, and we walk like a
goddess. Wait and see how her head is put on her shoulders--I say no
more. Proud? Not she! A simple, unaffected, kind-hearted creature.
Always the same; I never saw her out of temper in my life; I never
heard her speak ill of anybody. The man who gets her will be a man to
be envied, I can tell you!"

"Is she engaged to be married?"

"No. She has had plenty of offers; but she doesn't seem to care for
anything of that sort--so far. Devotes herself to Mrs. Farnaby, and
keeps up her school-friendships. A splendid creature, with the vital
thermometer at temperate heart--a calm, meditative, equable person.
Pass me the olives. Only think! the man who discovered olives is
unknown; no statue of him erected in any part of the civilized earth. I
know few more remarkable instances of human ingratitude."

I risked a bold question--but not on the subject of olives. "Isn't Miss
Regina's life rather a dull one in this house?"

The doctor cautiously lowered his voice. "It would be dull enough to
some women. Regina's early life has been a hard one. Her mother was Mr.
Ronald's eldest daughter. The old brute never forgave her for marrying
against his wishes. Mrs. Ronald did all she could, secretly, to help
the young wife in disgrace. But old Ronald had sole command of the
money, and kept it to himself. From Regina's earliest childhood there
was always distress at home. Her father harassed by creditors, trying
one scheme after another, and failing in all; her mother and herself,
half starved--with their very bedclothes sometimes at the pawnbrokers.
I attended them in their illnesses, and though they hid their
wretchedness from everybody else (proud as Lucifer, both of them!),
they couldn't hide it from me. Fancy the change to this house! I don't
say that living here in clover is enough for such a person as Regina; I
only say it has its influence. She is one of those young women, sir,
who delight in sacrificing themselves to others--she is devoted, for
instance, to Mrs. Farnaby. I only hope Mrs. Farnaby is worthy of it!
Not that it matters to Regina. What she does, she does out of her own
sweetness of disposition. She brightens this household, I can tell you!
Farnaby did a wise thing, in his own domestic interests, when he
adopted her as his daughter. She thinks she can never be grateful
enough to him--the good creature!--though she has repaid him a
hundredfold. He'll find that out, one of these days, when a husband
takes her away. Don't suppose that I want to disparage our host--he's
an old friend of mine; but he's a little too apt to take the good
things that fall to his lot as if they were nothing but a just
recognition of his own merits. I have told him that to his face, often
enough to have a right to say it of him when he doesn't hear me. Do you
smoke? I wish they would drop their politics, and take to tobacco. I
say Farnaby! I want a cigar."

This broad hint produced an adjournment to the smoking-room, the doctor
leading the way. I began to wonder how much longer my introduction to
Miss Regina was to be delayed. It was not to come until I had seen a
new side of my host's character, and had found myself promoted to a
place of my own in Mr. Farnaby's estimation.

As we rose from table one of the guests spoke to me of a visit that he
had recently paid to the part of Buckinghamshire which I come from. "I
was shown a remarkably picturesque old house on the heath," he said.
"They told me it had been inhabited for centuries by the family of the
Goldenhearts. Are you in any way related to them?" I answered that I
was very nearly related, having been born in the house--and there, as I
suppose, the matter ended. Being the youngest man of the party, I
waited, of course, until the rest of the gentlemen had passed out to
the smoking-room. Mr. Farnaby and I were left together. To my
astonishment, he put his arm cordially into mine, and led me out of the
dining-room with the genial familiarity of an old friend!

"I'll give you such a cigar," he said, "as you can't buy for money in
all London. You have enjoyed yourself, I hope? Now we know what wine
you like, you won't have to ask the butler for it next time. Drop in
any day, and take pot-luck with us." He came to a standstill in the
hall; his brassy rasping voice assumed a new tone--a sort of parody of
respect. "Have you been to your family place," he asked, "since your
return to England?"

He had evidently heard the few words exchanged between his friend and
myself. It seemed odd that he should take any interest in a place
belonging to people who were strangers to him. However, his question
was easily answered. I had only to inform him that my father had sold
the house when he left England.

"Oh dear, I'm sorry to hear that!" he said. "Those old family places
ought to be kept up. The greatness of England, sir, strikes its roots
in the old families of England. They may be rich, or they may be
poor--that don't matter. An old family _is_ an old family; it's sad to
see their hearths and homes sold to wealthy manufacturers who don't
know who their own grandfathers were. Would you allow me to ask what is
the family motto of the Goldenhearts?"

Shall I own the truth? The bottles circulated freely at Mr. Farnaby's
table--I began to wonder whether he was quite sober. I said I was sorry
to disappoint him, but I really did not know what my family motto was.

He was unaffectedly shocked. "I think I saw a ring on your finger," he
said, as soon as he recovered himself. He lifted my left hand in his
own cold-fishy paw. The one ring I wear is of plain gold; it belonged
to my father and it has his initials inscribed on the signet.

"Good gracious, you haven't got your coat-of-arms on your seal!" cried
Mr. Farnaby. "My dear sir, I am old enough to be your father, and I
must take the freedom of remonstrating with you. Your coat-of-arms and
your motto are no doubt at the Heralds' Office--why don't you apply for
them? Shall I go there for you? I will do it with pleasure. You
shouldn't be careless about these things--you shouldn't indeed."

I listened in speechless astonishment. Was he ironically expressing his
contempt for old families? We got into the smoking-room at last; and my
friend the doctor enlightened me privately in a corner. Every word Mr.
Farnaby had said had been spoken in earnest. This man, who owes his
rise from the lowest social position entirely to himself--who, judging
by his own experience, has every reason to despise the poor pride of
ancestry--actually feels a sincerely servile admiration for the
accident of birth! "Oh, poor human nature!" as Somebody says. How
cordially I agree with Somebody!

We went up to the drawing-room; and I was introduced to "the brown
girl" at last. What impression did she produce on me?

Do you know, Rufus, there is some perverse reluctance in me to go on
with this inordinately long letter just when I have arrived at the most
interesting part of it. I can't account for my own state of mind; I
only know that it is so. The difficulty of describing the young lady
doesn't perplex me like the difficulty of describing Mrs. Farnaby. I
call see her now, as vividly as if she was present in the room. I even
remember (and this is astonishing in a man) the dress that she wore.
And yet I shrink from writing about her, as if there was something
wrong in it. Do me a kindness, good friend, and let me send off all
these sheets of paper, the idle work of an idle morning, just as they
are. When I write next, I promise to be ashamed of my own capricious
state of mind, and to paint the portrait of Miss Regina at full length.

In the mean while, don't run away with the idea that she has made a
disagreeable impression upon me. Good heavens! it is far from that. You
have had the old doctor's opinion of her. Very well. Multiply this
opinion by ten--and you have mine.

[NOTE:--A strange indorsement appears on this letter, dated several
months after the period at which it was received:--_"Ah, poor Amelius!
He had better have gone back to Miss Mellicent, and put up with the
little drawback of her age. What a bright, lovable fellow he was!
Goodbye to Goldenheart!"_

These lines are not signed. They are known, however, to be in the
handwriting of Rufus Dingwell.]

CHAPTER 2

I particularly want you to come and lunch with us, dearest Cecilia, the
day after tomorrow. Don't say to yourself, "The Farnaby's house is
dull, and Regina is too slow for me," and don't think about the long
drive for the horses, from your place to London. This letter has an
interest of its own, my dear--I have got something new for you. What do
you think of a young man, who is clever and handsome and
agreeable--and, wonder of wonders, quite unlike any other young
Englishman you ever saw in your life? You are to meet him at luncheon;
and you are to get used to his strange name beforehand. For which
purpose I enclose his card.

He made his first appearance at our house, at dinner yesterday evening.

When he was presented to me at the tea-table, he was not to be put off
with a bow--he insisted on shaking hands. "Where I have been," he
explained, "we help a first introduction with a little cordiality." He
looked into his tea-cup, after he said that, with the air of a man who
could say something more, if he had a little encouragement. Of course,
I encouraged him. "I suppose shaking hands is much the same form in
America that bowing is in England?" I said, as suggestively as I could.

He looked up directly, and shook his head. "We have too many forms in
this country," he said. "The virtue of hospitality, for instance, seems
to have become a form in England. In America, when a new acquaintance
says, 'Come and see me,' he means it. When he says it here, in nine
cases out of ten he looks unaffectedly astonished if you are fool
enough to take him at his word. I hate insincerity, Miss Regina--and
now I have returned to my own country, I find insincerity one of the
established institutions of English Society. 'Can we do anything for
you?' Ask them to do something for you--and you will see what it means.
'Thank you for such a pleasant evening!' Get into the carriage with
them when they go home--and you will find that it means, 'What a bore!'
'Ah, Mr. So-and-so, allow me to congratulate you on your new
appointment.' Mr. So-and-so passes out of hearing--and you discover
what the congratulations mean. 'Corrupt old brute! he has got the price
of his vote at the last division.' 'Oh, Mr. Blank, what a charming book
you have written!' Mr. Blank passes out of hearing--and you ask what
his book is about. 'To tell you the truth, I haven't read it. Hush!
he's received at Court; one must say these things.' The other day a
friend took me to a grand dinner at the Lord Mayor's. I accompanied him
first to his club; many distinguished guests met there before going to
the dinner. Heavens, how they spoke of the Lord Mayor! One of them
didn't know his name, and didn't want to know it; another wasn't
certain whether he was a tallow-chandler or a button-maker; a third,
who had met with him somewhere, described him as a damned ass; a fourth
said, 'Oh, don't be hard on him; he's only a vulgar old Cockney,
without an _h_ in his whole composition.' A chorus of general agreement
followed, as the dinner-hour approached: 'What a bore!' I whispered to
my friend, 'Why do they go?' He answered, 'You see, one must do this
sort of thing.' And when we got to the Mansion House, they did that
sort of thing with a vengeance! When the speech-making set in, these
very men who had been all expressing their profound contempt for the
Lord Mayor behind his back, now flattered him to his face in such a
shamelessly servile way, with such a meanly complete insensibility to
their own baseness, that I did really and literally turn sick. I
slipped out into the fresh air, and fumigated myself, after the company
I had kept, with a cigar. No, no! it's useless to excuse these things
(I could quote dozens of other instances that have come under my own
observation) by saying that they are trifles. When trifles make
themselves habits of yours or of mine, they become a part of your
character or mine. We have an inveterately false and vicious system of
society in England. If you want to trace one of the causes, look back
to the little organized insincerities of English life."

Of course you understand, Cecilia, that this was not all said at one
burst, as I have written it here. Some of it came out in the way of
answers to my inquiries, and some of it was spoken in the intervals of
laughing, talking, and tea-drinking. But I want to show you how very
different this young man is from the young men whom we are in the habit
of meeting, and so I huddle his talk together in one sample, as Papa
Farnaby would call it.

My dear, he is decidedly handsome (I mean our delightful Amelius); his
face has a bright, eager look, indescribably refreshing as a contrast
to the stolid composure of the ordinary young Englishman. His smile is
charming; he moves as gracefully--with as little self-consciousness--as
my Italian greyhound. He has been brought up among the strangest people
in America; and (would you believe it?) he is actually a Socialist.
Don't be alarmed. He shocked us all dreadfully by declaring that his
Socialism was entirely learnt out of the New Testament. I have looked
at the New Testament, since he mentioned some of his principles to me;
and, do you know, I declare it is true!

Oh, I forgot--the young Socialist plays and sings! When we asked him to
go to the piano, he got up and began directly. "I don't do it well
enough," he said, "to want a great deal of pressing." He sang old
English songs, with great taste and sweetness. One of the gentlemen of
our party, evidently disliking him, spoke rather rudely, I thought. "A
Socialist who sings and plays," he said, "is a harmless Socialist
indeed. I begin to feel that my balance is safe at my banker's, and
that London won't be set on fire with petroleum this time." He got his
answer, I can tell you. "Why should we set London on fire? London takes
a regular percentage of your income from you, sir, whether you like it
or not, on sound Socialist principles. You are the man who has got the
money, and Socialism says:--You must and shall help the man who has got
none. That is exactly what your own Poor Law says to you, every time
the collector leaves the paper at your house." Wasn't it clever?--and
it was doubly severe, because it was good-humouredly said.

Between ourselves, Cecilia, I think he is struck with me. When I walked
about the room, his bright eyes followed me everywhere. And, when I
took a chair by somebody else, not feeling it quite right to keep him
all to myself, he invariably contrived to find a seat on the other side
of me. His voice, too, had a certain tone, addressed to me, and to no
other person in the room. Judge for yourself when you come here; but
don't jump to conclusions, if you please. Oh no--I am not going to fall
in love with him! It isn't in me to fall in love with anybody. Do you
remember what the last man whom I refused said of me? "She has a
machine on the left side of her that pumps blood through her body, but
she has no heart." I pity the woman who marries _that_ man!

One thing more, my dear. This curious Amelius seems to notice trifles
which escape men in general, just as _we_ do. Towards the close of the
evening, poor Mamma Farnaby fell into one of her vacant states; half
asleep and half awake on the sofa in the back drawing-room. "Your aunt
interests me," he whispered. "She must have suffered some terrible
sorrow, at some past time in her life." Fancy a man seeing that! He
dropped some hints, which showed that he was puzzling his brains to
discover how I got on with her, and whether I was in her confidence or
not: he even went the length of asking what sort of life I led with the
uncle and aunt who have adopted me. My dear, it was done so delicately,
with such irresistible sympathy and such a charming air of respect,
that I was quite startled when I remembered, in the wakeful hours of
the night, how freely I had spoken to him. Not that I have betrayed any
secrets; for, as you know, I am as ignorant as everybody else of what
the early troubles of my poor dear aunt may have been. But I did tell
him how I came into the house a helpless little orphan girl; and how
generously these two good relatives adopted me; and how happy it made
me to find that I could really do something to cheer their sad
childless lives. "I wish I was half as good as you are," he said. "I
can't understand how you become fond of Mrs. Farnaby. Perhaps it began
in sympathy and compassion?" Just think of that, from a young
Englishman! He went on confessing his perplexities, as if we had known
one another from childhood. "I am a little surprised to see Mrs.
Farnaby present at parties of this sort; I should have thought she
would have stayed in her own room." "That's just what she objects to
do," I answered; "She says people will report that her husband is
ashamed of her, or that she is not fit to be seen in society, if she
doesn't appear at the parties--and she is determined not to be
misrepresented in that way." Can you understand my talking to him with
so little reserve? It is a specimen, Cecilia, of the odd manner in
which my impulses carry me away, in this man's company. He is so nice
and gentle--and yet so manly. I shall be curious to see if you can
resist him, with your superior firmness and knowledge of the world.

But the strangest incident of all I have not told you yet--feeling some
hesitation about the best way of describing it, so as to interest you
in what has deeply interested me. I must tell it as plainly as I can,
and leave it to speak for itself.

Who do you think has invited Amelius Goldenheart to luncheon? Not Papa
Farnaby, who only invites him to dinner. Not I, it is needless to say.
Who is it, then? Mamma Farnaby herself. He has actually so interested
her that she has been thinking of him, and dreaming of him, in his
absence!

I heard her last night, poor thing, talking and grinding her teeth in
her sleep; and I went into her room to try if I could quiet her, in the
usual way, by putting my cool hand on her forehead, and pressing it
gently. (The old doctor says it's magnetism, which is ridiculous.)
Well, it didn't succeed this time; she went on muttering, and making
that dreadful sound with her teeth. Occasionally a word was spoken
clearly enough to be intelligible. I could make no connected sense of
what I heard; but I could positively discover this--that she was
dreaming of our guest from America!

I said nothing about it, of course, when I went upstairs with her cup
of tea this morning. What do you think was the first thing she asked
for? Pen, ink, and paper. Her next request was that I would write Mr.
Goldenheart's address on an envelope. "Are you going to write to him?"
I asked. "Yes," she said, "I want to speak to him, while John is out of
the way at business," "Secrets?" I said, turning it off with a laugh.
She answered, speaking gravely and earnestly. "Yes; secrets." The
letter was written, and sent to his hotel, inviting him to lunch with
us on the first day when he was disengaged. He has replied, appointing
the day after tomorrow. By way of trying to penetrate the mystery, I
inquired if she wished me to appear at the luncheon. She considered
with herself, before she answered that. "I want him to be amused, and
put in a good humour," she said, "before I speak to him. You must lunch
with us--and ask Cecilia." She stopped, and considered once more. "Mind
one thing," she went on. "Your uncle is to know nothing about it. If
you tell him, I will never speak to you again."

Is this not extraordinary? Whatever her dream may have been, it has
evidently produced a strong impression on her. I firmly believe she
means to take him away with her to her own room, when the luncheon is
over. Dearest Cecilia, you must help me to stop this! I have never been
trusted with her secrets; they may, for all I know, be innocent secrets
enough, poor soul! But it is surely in the highest degree undesirable
that she should take into her confidence a young man who is only an
acquaintance of ours: she will either make herself ridiculous, or do
something worse. If Mr. Farnaby finds it out, I really tremble for what
may happen.

For the sake of old friendship, don't leave me to face this difficulty
by myself. A line, only one line, dearest, to say that you will not
fail me.

BOOK THE THIRD

MRS. FARNABY'S FOOT

CHAPTER 1

It is an afternoon concert; and modern German music was largely
represented on the programme. The patient English people sat in
closely-packed rows, listening to the pretentious instrumental noises
which were impudently offered to them as a substitute for melody. While
these docile victims of the worst of all quackeries (musical quackery)
were still toiling through their first hour of endurance, a passing
ripple of interest stirred the stagnant surface of the audience caused
by the sudden rising of a lady overcome by the heat. She was quickly
led out of the concert-room (after whispering a word of explanation to
two young ladies seated at her side) by a gentleman who made a fourth
member of the party. Left by themselves, the young ladies looked at
each other, whispered to each other, half rose from their places,
became confusedly conscious that the wandering attention of the
audience was fixed on them, and decided at last on following their
companions out of the hall.

But the lady who had preceded them had some reason of her own for not
waiting to recover herself in the vestibule. When the gentleman in
charge of her asked if he should get a glass of water, she answered
sharply, "Get a cab--and be quick about it."

The cab was found in a moment; the gentleman got in after her, by the
lady's invitation. "Are you better now?" he asked.

"I have never had anything the matter with me," she replied, quietly;
"tell the man to drive faster."

Having obeyed his instructions, the gentleman (otherwise Amelius) began
to look a little puzzled. The lady (Mrs. Farnaby herself) perceived his
condition of mind, and favoured him with an explanation.

"I had my own motive for asking you to luncheon today," she began, in
that steady downright way of speaking that was peculiar to her. "I
wanted to have a word with you privately. My niece Regina--don't be
surprised at my calling her my niece, when you have heard Mr. Farnaby
call her his daughter. She _is_ my niece. Adopting her is a mere
phrase. It doesn't alter facts; it doesn't make her Mr. Farnaby's child
or mine, does it?"

She had ended with a question, but she seemed to want no answer to it.
Her face was turned towards the cab-window, instead of towards Amelius.
He was one of those rare people who are capable of remaining silent
when they have nothing to say. Mrs. Farnaby went on.

"My niece Regina is a good creature in her way; but she suspects
people. She has some reason of her own for trying to prevent me from
taking you into my confidence; and her friend Cecilia is helping her.
Yes, yes; the concert was the obstacle which they had arranged to put
in my way. You were obliged to go, after telling them you wanted to
hear the music; and I couldn't complain, because they had got a fourth
ticket for me. I made up my mind what to do; and I have done it.
Nothing wonderful in my being taken ill with the heat; nothing
wonderful in your doing your duty as a gentleman and looking after
me--and what is the consequence? Here we are together, on our way to my
room, in spite of them. Not so bad for a poor helpless creature like
me, is it?"

Inwardly wondering what it all meant, and what she could possibly want
with him, Amelius suggested that the young ladies might leave the
concert-room, and, not finding them in the vestibule, might follow them
back to the house.

Mrs. Farnaby turned her head from the window, and looked him in the
face for the first time. "I have been a match for them so far," she
said; "leave it to me, and you will find I can be a match for them
still."

After saying this, she watched the puzzled face of Amelius with a
moment's steady scrutiny. Her full lips relaxed into a faint smile; her
head sank slowly on her bosom. "I wonder whether he thinks I am a
little crazy?" she said quietly to herself. "Some women in my place
would have gone mad years ago. Perhaps it might have been better for
_me?"_ She looked up again at Amelius. "I believe you are a
good-tempered fellow," she went on. "Are you in your usual temper now?
Did you enjoy your lunch? Has the lively company of the young ladies
put you in a good humour with women generally? I want you to be in a
particularly good hurnour with me."

She spoke quite gravely. Amelius, a little to his own astonishment,
found himself answering gravely on his side; assuring her, in the most
conventional terms, that he was entirely at her service. Something in
her manner affected him disagreeably. If he had followed his impulse,
he would have jumped out of the cab, and have recovered his liberty and
his light-heartedness at one and the same moment, by running away at
the top of his speed.

The driver turned into the street in which Mr. Farnaby's house was
situated. Mrs. Farnaby stopped him, and got out at some little distance
from the door. "You think the young ones will follow us back," she said
to Amelius. "It doesn't matter, the servants will have nothing to tell
them if they do." She checked him in the act of knocking, when they
reached the house door. "It's tea-time downstairs," she whispered,
looking at her watch. "You and I are going into the house, without
letting the servants know anything about it. _Now_ do you understand?"

She produced from her pocket a steel ring, with several keys attached
to it. "A duplicate of Mr. Farnaby's key," she explained, as she chose
one, and opened the street door. "Sometimes, when I find myself waking
in the small hours of the morning, I can't endure my bed; I must go out
and walk. My key lets me in again, just as it lets us in now, without
disturbing anybody. You had better say nothing about it to Mr. Farnaby.
Not that it matters much; for I should refuse to give up my key if he
asked me. But you're a good-natured fellow--and you don't want to make
bad blood between man and wife, do you? Step softly, and follow me."

Amelius hesitated. There was something repellent to him in entering
another man's house under these clandestine conditions. "All right!"
whispered Mrs. Farnaby, perfectly understanding him. "Consult your
dignity; go out again, and knock at the door, and ask if I am at home.
I only wanted to prevent a fuss and an interruption when Regina comes
back. If the servants don't know we are here, they will tell her we
haven't returned--don't you see?"

It would have been absurd to contest the matter, after this. Amelius
followed her submissively to the farther end of the hall. There, she
opened the door of a long narrow room, built out at the back of the
house.

"This is my den," she said, signing to Amelius to pass in. "While we
are here, nobody will disturb us." She laid aside her bonnet and shawl,
and pointed to a box of cigars on the table. "Take one," she resumed.
"I smoke too, when nobody sees me. That's one of the reasons, I dare
say, why Regina wished to keep you out of my room. I find smoking
composes me. What do _you_ say?"

She lit a cigar, and handed the matches to Amelius. Finding that he
stood fairly committed to the adventure, he resigned himself to
circumstances with his customary facility. He too lit a cigar, and took
a chair by the fire, and looked about him with an impenetrable
composure worthy of Rufus Dingwell himself.

The room bore no sort of resemblance to a boudoir. A faded old turkey
carpet was spread on the floor. The common mahogany table had no
covering; the chintz on the chairs was of a truly venerable age. Some
of the furniture made the place look like a room occupied by a man.
Dumb-bells and clubs of the sort used in athletic exercises hung over
the bare mantelpiece; a large ugly oaken structure with closed doors,
something between a cabinet and a wardrobe, rose on one side to the
ceiling; a turning lathe stood against the opposite wall. Above the
lathe were hung in a row four prints, in dingy old frames of black
wood, which especially attracted the attention of Amelius. Mostly
foreign prints, they were all discoloured by time, and they all
strangely represented different aspects of the same subject--infants
parted from their parents by desertion or robbery. The young Moses was
there, in his ark of bulrushes, on the river bank. Good St. Francis
appeared next, roaming the streets, and rescuing forsaken children in
the wintry night. A third print showed the foundling hospital of old
Paris, with the turning cage in the wall, and the bell to ring when the
infant was placed in it. The next and last subject was the stealing of
a child from the lap of its slumbering nurse by a gipsy woman. These
sadly suggestive subjects were the only ornaments on the walls, No
traces of books or music were visible; no needlework of any sort was to
be seen; no elegant trifles; no china or flowers or delicate lacework
or sparkling jewelry--nothing, absolutely nothing, suggestive of a
woman's presence appeared in any part of Mrs. Farnaby's room.

"I have got several things to say to you," she began; "but one thing
must be settled first. Give me your sacred word of honour that you will
not repeat to any mortal creature what I am going to tell you now." She
reclined in her chair, and drew in a mouthful of smoke and puffed it
out again, and waited for his reply.

Young and unsuspicious as he was, this unscrupulous method of taking
his confidence by storm startled Amelius. His natural tact and good
sense told him plainly that Mrs. Farnaby was asking too much.

"Don't be angry with me, ma'am," he said; "I must remind you that you
are going to tell me your secrets, without any wish to intrude on them
on my part--"

She interrupted him there. "What does that matter?" she asked coolly.

Amelius was obstinate; he went on with what he had to say. "I should
like to know," he proceeded, "that I am doing no wrong to anybody,
before I give you my promise?"

"You will be doing a kindness to a miserable creature," she answered,
as quietly as ever; "and you will be doing no wrong to yourself or to
anybody else, if you promise. That is all I can say. Your cigar is out.
Take a light."

Amelius took a light, with the dog-like docility of a man in a state of
blank amazement. She waited, watching him composedly until his cigar
was in working order again.

"Well?" she asked. "Will you promise now?"

Amelius gave her his promise.

"On your sacred word of honour?" she persisted.

Amelius repeated the formula. She reclined in her chair once more. "I
want to speak to you as if I was speaking to an old friend," she
explained. "I suppose I may call you Amelius?"

"Certainly."

"Well, Amelius, I must tell you first that I committed a sin, many long
years ago. I have suffered the punishment; I am suffering it still.
Ever since I was a young woman, I have had a heavy burden of misery on
my heart. I am not reconciled to it, I cannot submit to it, yet. I
never shall be reconciled to it, I never shall submit to it, if I live
to be a hundred. Do you wish me to enter into particulars? or will you
have mercy on me, and be satisfied with what I have told you so far?"

It was not said entreatingly, or tenderly, or humbly: she spoke with a
savage self-contained resignation in her manner and in her voice.
Amelius forgot his cigar again--and again she reminded him of it. He
answered her as his own generous impulsive temperament urged him; he
said, "Tell me nothing that causes you a moment's pain; tell me only
how I can help you." She handed him the box of matches; she said, "Your
cigar is out again."

He laid down his cigar. In his brief span of life he had seen no human
misery that expressed itself in this way. "Excuse me," he answered; "I
won't smoke just now."

She laid her cigar aside like Amelius, and crossed her arms over her
bosom, and looked at him, with the first softening gleam of tenderness
that he had seen in her face. "My friend," she said, "yours will be a
sad life--I pity you. The world will wound that sensitive heart of
yours; the world will trample on that generous nature. One of these
days, perhaps, you will be a wretch like me. No more of that. Get up; I
have something to show you."

Rising herself, she led the way to the large oaken press, and took her
bunch of keys out of her pocket again.

"About this old sorrow of mine," she resumed. "Do me justice, Amelius,
at the outset. I haven't treated it as some women treat their
sorrows--I haven't nursed it and petted it and made the most of it to
myself and to others. No! I have tried every means of relief, every
possible pursuit that could occupy my mind. One example of what I say
will do as well as a hundred. See it for yourself."

She put the key in the lock. It resisted her first efforts to open it.
With a contemptuous burst of impatience and a sudden exertion of her
rare strength, she tore open the two doors of the press. Behind the
door on the left appeared a row of open shelves. The opposite
compartment, behind the door on the right, was filled by drawers with
brass handles. She shut the left door; angrily banging it to, as if the
opening of it had disclosed something which she did not wish to be
seen. By the merest chance, Amelius had looked that way first. In the
one instant in which it was possible to see anything, he had noticed,
carefully laid out on one of the shelves, a baby's long linen frock and
cap, turned yellow by the lapse of time.

The half-told story of the past was more than half told now. The
treasured relics of the infant threw their little glimmer of light on
the motive which had chosen the subjects of the prints on the wall. A
child deserted and lost! A child who, by bare possibility, might be
living still!

She turned towards Amelius suddenly, "There is nothing to interest you
on _that_ side," she said. "Look at the drawers here; open them for
yourself." She drew back as she spoke, and pointed to the uppermost of
the row of drawers. A narrow slip of paper was pasted on it, bearing
this inscription:--_"Dead Consolations."_

Amelius opened the drawer; it was full of books. "Look at them," she
said. Amelius, obeying her, discovered dictionaries, grammars,
exercises, poems, novels, and histories--all in the German language.

"A foreign language tried as a relief," said Mrs. Farnaby, speaking
quietly behind him. "Month after month of hard study--all forgotten
now. The old sorrow came back in spite of it. A dead consolation! Open
the next drawer."

The next drawer revealed water-colours and drawing materials huddled
together in a corner, and a heap of poor little conventional landscapes
filling up the rest of the space. As works of art, they were wretched
in the last degree; monuments of industry and application miserably and
completely thrown away.

"I had no talent for that pursuit, as you see," said Mrs. Farnaby. "But
I persevered with it, week after week, month after month. I thought to
myself, 'I hate it so, it costs me such dreadful trouble, it so worries
and persecutes and humiliates me, that _this_ surely must keep my mind
occupied and my thoughts away from myself!' No; the old sorrow stared
me in the face again on the paper that I was spoiling, through the
colours that I couldn't learn to use. Another dead consolation! Shut it
up."

She herself opened a third and a fourth drawer. In one there appeared a
copy of Euclid, and a slate with the problems still traced on it; the
other contained a microscope, and the treatises relating to its use.
"Always the same effort," she said, shutting the door of the press as
she spoke; "and always the same result. You have had enough of it, and
so have I." She turned, and pointed to the lathe in the corner, and to
the clubs and dumb-bells over the mantelpiece. "I can look at _them_
patiently," she went on; "they give me bodily relief. I work at the
lathe till my back aches; I swing the clubs till I'm ready to drop with
fatigue. And then I lie down on the rug there, and sleep it off, and
forget myself for an hour or two. Come back to the fire again. You have
seen my dead consolations; you must hear about my living consolation
next. In justice to Mr. Farnaby--ah, how I hate him!"

She spoke those last vehement words to herself, but with such intense
bitterness of contempt that the tones were quite loud enough to be
heard. Amelius looked furtively towards the door. Was there no hope
that Regina and her friend might return and interrupt them? After what
he had seen and heard, could _he_ hope to console Mrs. Farnaby? He
could only wonder what object she could possibly have in view in taking
him into her confidence. "Am I always to be in a mess with women?" he
thought to himself. "First poor Mellicent, and now this one. What
next?" He lit his cigar again. The brotherhood of smokers, and they
alone, will understand what a refuge it was to him at that moment.

"Give me a light," said Mrs. Farnaby, recalled to the remembrance of
her own cigar. "I want to know one thing before I go on. Amelius, I
watched those bright eyes of yours at luncheon-time. Did they tell me
the truth? You're not in love with my niece, are you?"

Amelius took his cigar out of his mouth, and looked at her.

"Out with it boldly!" she said.

Amelius let it out, to a certain extent. "I admire her very much," he
answered.

"Ah," Mrs. Farnaby remarked, "you don't know her as well as I do."

The disdainful indifference of her tone irritated Amelius. He was still
young enough to believe in the existence of gratitude; and Mrs. Farnaby
had spoken ungratefully. Besides, he was fond enough of Regina already
to feel offended when she was referred to slightingly.

"I am surprised to hear what you say of her," he burst out. "She is
quite devoted to you."

"Oh yes," said Mrs. Farnaby, carelessly. "She is devoted to me, of
course--she is the living consolation I told you of just now. That was
Mr. Farnaby's notion in adopting her. Mr. Farnaby thought to himself,
'Here's a ready-made daughter for my wife--that's all this tiresome
woman wants to comfort her: now we shall do.' Do you know what I call
that? I call it reasoning like an idiot. A man may be very clever at
his business--and may be a contemptible fool in other respects. Another
woman's child a consolation to _me!_ Pah! it makes me sick to think of
it. I have one merit, Amelius, I don't cant. It's my duty to take care
of my sister's child; and I do my duty willingly. Regina's a good sort
of creature--I don't dispute it. But she's like all those tall darkish
women: there's no backbone in her, no dash; a kind, feeble,
goody-goody, sugarish disposition; and a deal of quiet obstinacy at the
bottom of it, I can tell you. Oh yes, I do her justice; I don't deny
that she's devoted to me, as you say. But I am making a clean breast of
it now. And you ought to know, and you shall know, that Mr. Farnaby's
living consolation is no more a consolation to me than the things you
have seen in the drawers. There! now we've done with Regina. No:
there's one thing more to be cleared up. When you say you admire her,
what do you mean? Do you mean to marry her?"

For once in his life Amelius stood on his dignity. "I have too much
respect for the young lady to answer your question," he said loftily.

"Because, if you do," Mrs. Farnaby proceeded, "I mean to put every
possible obstacle in your way. In short, I mean to prevent it."

This plain declaration staggered Amelius. He confessed the truth by
implication in one word.

"Why?" he asked sharply.

"Wait a little, and recover your temper," she answered.

There was a pause. They sat, on either side of the fireplace, and eyed
each other attentively.

"Now are you ready?" Mrs. Farnaby resumed. "Here is my reason. If you
marry Regina, or marry anybody, you will settle down somewhere, and
lead a dull life."

"Well," said Amelius; "and why not, if I like it?"

"Because I want you to remain a roving bachelor; here today and gone
tomorrow--travelling all over the world, and seeing everything and
everybody."

"What good will that do to _you,_ Mrs. Farnaby?"

She rose from her own side of the fireplace, crossed to the side on
which Amelius was sitting, and, standing before him, placed her hands
heavily on his shoulders. Her eyes grew radiant with a sudden interest
and animation as they looked down on him, riveted on his face.

"I am still waiting, my friend, for the living consolation that may yet
come to me," she said. "And, hear this, Amelius! After all the years
that have passed, you may be the man who brings it to me."

In the momentary silence that followed, they heard a double knock at
the house-door.

"Regina!" said Mrs. Farnaby,

As the name passed her lips, she sprang to the door of the room, and
turned the key in the lock.

CHAPTER 2

Amelius rose impulsively from his chair.

Mrs. Farnaby turned at the same moment, and signed to him to resume his
seat. "You have given me your promise," she whispered. "All I ask of
you is to be silent." She softly drew the key out of the door, and
showed it to him. "You can't get out," she said, "unless you take the
key from me by force!"

Whatever Amelius might think of the situation in which he now found
himself, the one thing that he could honourably do was to say nothing,
and submit to it. He remained quietly by the fire. No imaginable
consideration (he mentally resolved) should induce him to consent to a
second confidential interview in Mrs. Farnaby's room.

The servant opened the house-door. Regina's voice was heard in the
hall.

"Has my aunt come in?"

"No, miss."

"Have you heard nothing of her?"

"Nothing, miss."

"Has Mr. Goldenheart been here?"

"No, miss."

"Very extraordinary! What can have become of them, Cecilia?"

The voice of the other lady was heard in answer. "We have probably
missed them, on leaving the concert room. Don't alarm yourself, Regina.
I must go back, under any circumstances; the carriage will be waiting
for me. If I see anything of your aunt, I will say that you are
expecting her at home."

"One moment, Cecilia! (Thomas, you needn't wait.) Is it really true
that you don't like Mr. Goldenheart?"

"What! has it come to that, already? I'll try to like him, Regina.
Goodbye again."

The closing of the street door told that the ladies had separated. The
sound was followed, in another moment, by the opening and closing of
the dining-room door. Mrs. Farnaby returned to her chair at the
fireplace.

"Regina has gone into the dining-room to wait for us," she said. "I see
you don't like your position here; and I won't keep you more than a few
minutes longer. You are of course at a loss to understand what I was
saying to you, when the knock at the door interrupted us. Sit down
again for five minutes; it fidgets me to see you standing there,
looking at your boots. I told you I had one consolation still possibly
left. Judge for yourself what the hope of it is to me, when I own to
you that I should long since have put an end to my life, without it.
Don't think I am talking nonsense; I mean what I say. It is one of my
misfortunes that I have no religious scruples to restrain me. There was
a time when I believed that religion might comfort me. I once opened my
heart to a clergyman--a worthy person, who did his best to help me. All
useless! My heart was too hard, I suppose. It doesn't matter--except to
give you one more proof that I am thoroughly in earnest. Patience!
patience! I am coming to the point. I asked you some odd questions, on
the day when you first dined here? You have forgotten all about them,
of course?"

"I remember them perfectly well," Amelius answered.

"You remember them? That looks as if you had thought about them
afterwards. Come! tell me plainly what you did think?"

Amelius told her plainly. She became more and more interested, more and
more excited, as he went on.

"Quite right!" she exclaimed, starting to her feet and walking swiftly
backwards and forwards in the room. "There _is_ a lost girl whom I want
to find; and she is between sixteen and seventeen years old, as you
thought. Mind! I have no reason--not the shadow of a reason--for
believing that she is still a living creature. I have only my own
stupid obstinate conviction; rooted here," she pressed both hands
fiercely on her heart, "so that nothing can tear it out of me! I have
lived in that belief--Oh, don't ask me how long! it is so far, so
miserably far, to look back!" She stopped in the middle of the room.
Her breath came and went in quick heavy gasps; the first tears that had
softened the hard wretchedness in her eyes rose in them now, and
transfigured them with the divine beauty of maternal love. "I won't
distress you," she said, stamping on the floor, as she struggled with
the hysterical passion that was raging in her. "Give me a minute, and
I'll force it down again."

She dropped into a chair, threw her arms heavily on the table, and laid
her head on them. Amelius thought of the child's frock and cap hidden
in the cabinet. All that was manly and noble in his nature felt for the
unhappy woman, whose secret was dimly revealed to him now. The little
selfish sense of annoyance at the awkward situation in which she had
placed him, vanished to return no more. He approached her, and put his
hand gently on her shoulder. "I am truly sorry for you," he said. "Tell
me how I can help you, and I will do it with all my heart."

"Do you really mean that?" She roughly dashed the tears from her eyes,
and rose as she put the question. Holding him with one hand, she parted
the hair back from his forehead with the other. "I must see your whole
face," she said--"your face will tell me. Yes: you do mean it. The
world hasn't spoilt you, yet. Do you believe in dreams?"

Amelius looked at her, startled by the sudden transition. She
deliberately repeated her question.

"I ask you seriously," she said; "do you believe in dreams?"

Amelius answered seriously, on his side, "I can't honestly say that I
do."

"Ah!" she exclaimed, "like me. I don't believe in dreams, either--I
wish I did! But it's not in me to believe in superstitions; I'm too
hard--and I'm sorry for it. I have seen people who were comforted by
their superstitions; happy people, possessed of faith. Don't you even
believe that dreams are sometimes fulfilled by chance?"

"Nobody can deny that," Amelius replied; "the instances of it are too
many. But for one dream fulfilled by a coincidence, there are--"

"A hundred at least that are _not_ fulfilled," Mrs. Farnaby interposed.
"Very well. I calculate on that. See how little hope can live on! There
is just the barest possibility that what I dreamed of you the other
night may come to pass. It's a poor chance; but it has encouraged me to
take you into my confidence, and ask you to help me."

This strange confession--this sad revelation of despair still
unconsciously deceiving itself under the disguise of hope--only
strengthened the compassionate sympathy which Amelius already felt for
her. "What did you dream about me?" he asked gently.

"It's nothing to tell," she replied. "I was in a room that was quite
strange to me; and the door opened, and you came in leading a young
girl by the hand. You said, 'Be happy at last; here she is.' My heart
knew her instantly, though my eyes had never seen her since the first
days of her life. And I woke myself, crying for joy. Wait! it's not all
told yet. I went to sleep again, and dreamed it again, and woke, and
lay awake for awhile, and slept once more, and dreamed it for the third
time. Ah, if I could only feel some people's confidence in three times!
No; it produced an impression on me--and that was all. I got as far as
thinking to myself, there is just a chance; I haven't a creature in the
world to help me; I may as well speak to him. O, you needn't remind me
that there is a rational explanation of my dream. I have read it all
up, in the Encyclopaedia in the library. One of the ideas of wise men
is that we think of something, consciously or unconsciously, in the
daytime, and then reproduce it in a dream. That's my case, I daresay.
When you were first introduced to me, and when I heard where you had
been brought up, I thought directly that _she_ might have been one
among the many forlorn creatures who had drifted to your Community, and
that I might find her through you. Say that thought went to my bed with
me--and we have the explanation of my dream. Never mind! There is my
one poor chance in a hundred still left. You will remember me, Amelius,
if you _should_ meet with her, won't you?"

The implied confession of her own intractable character, without
religious faith to ennoble it, without even imagination to refine
it--the unconscious disclosure of the one tender and loving instinct in
her nature still piteously struggling for existence, with no sympathy
to sustain it, with no light to guide it--would have touched the heart
of any man not incurably depraved. Amelius spoke with the fervour of
his young enthusiasm. "I would go to the uttermost ends of the earth,
if I thought I could do you any good. But, oh, it sounds so hopeless!"

She shook her head, and smiled faintly.

"Don't say that! You are free, you have money, you will travel about in
the world and amuse yourself. In a week you will see more than
stay-at-home people see in a year. How do we know what the future has
in store for us? I have my own idea. She may be lost in the labyrinth
of London, or she may be hundreds of thousands of miles away. Amuse
yourself, Amelius--amuse yourself. Tomorrow or ten years hence, you
might meet with her!"

In sheer mercy to the poor creature, Amelius refused to encourage her
delusion. "Even supposing such a thing could happen," he objected, "how
am I to know the lost girl? You can't describe her to me; you have not
seen her since she was a child. Do you know anything of what happened
at the time--I mean at the time when she was lost?"

"I know nothing."

"Absolutely nothing?"

"Absolutely nothing."

"Have you never felt a suspicion of how it happened?"

Her face changed: she frowned as she looked at him. "Not till weeks and
months had passed," she said, "not till it was too late. I was ill at
the time. When my mind got clear again, I began to suspect one
particular person--little by little, you know; noticing trifles, and
thinking about them afterwards." She stopped, evidently restraining
herself on the point of saying more.

Amelius tried to lead her on. "Did you suspect the person--?" he began.

"I suspected him of casting the child helpless on the world!" Mrs.
Farnaby interposed, with a sudden burst of fury. "Don't ask me any more
about it, or I shall break out and shock you!" She clenched her fists
as she said the words. "It's well for that man," she muttered between
her teeth, "that I have never got beyond suspecting, and never found
out the truth! Why did you turn my mind that way? You shouldn't have
done it. Help me back again to what we were saying a minute ago. You
made some objection; you said--?"

"I said," Amelius reminded her, "that, even if I did meet with the
missing girl, I couldn't possibly know it. And I must say more than
that--I don't see how you yourself could be sure of recognizing her, if
she stood before you at this moment."

He spoke very gently, fearing to irritate her. She showed no sign of
irritation--she looked at him, and listened to him, attentively.

"Are you setting a trap for me?" she asked. "No!" she cried, before
Amelius could answer, "I am not mean enough to distrust you--I forgot
myself. You have innocently said something that rankles in my mind. I
can't leave it where you have left it; I don't like to be told that I
shouldn't recognize her. Give me time to think. I must clear this up."

She consulted her own thoughts, keeping her eyes fixed on Amelius.

"I am going to speak plainly," she announced, with a sudden appearance
of resolution. "Listen to this. When I banged to the door of that big
cupboard of mine, it was because I didn't want you to see something on
the shelves. Did you see anything in spite of me?"

The question was not an easy one to answer. Amelius hesitated. Mrs.
Farnaby insisted on a reply.

"Did you see anything?" she reiterated

Amelius owned that he had seen something.

She turned away from him, and looked into the fire. Her firm full tones
sank so low, when she spoke next, that he could barely hear them.

"Was it something belonging to a child?"

"Yes."

"Was it a baby's frock and cap? Answer me. We have gone too far to go
back. I don't want apologies or explanations--I want, Yes or No."

"Yes."

There was an interval of silence. She never moved; she still looked
into fire--looked, as if all her past life was pictured there in the
burning coals.

"Do you despise me?" she asked at last, very quietly.

"As God hears me, I am only sorry for you!" Amelius answered.

Another woman would have melted into tears. This woman still looked
into the fire--and that was all. "What a good fellow!" she said to
herself, "what a good fellow he is!"

There was another pause. She turned towards him again as abruptly as
she had turned away.

"I had hoped to spare you, and to spare myself," she said. "If the
miserable truth has come out, it is through no curiosity of yours, and
(God knows!) against every wish of mine. I don't know if you really
felt like a friend towards me before--you must be my friend now. Don't
speak! I know I can trust you. One last word, Amelius, about my lost
child. You doubt whether I should recognize her, if she stood before me
now. That might be quite true, if I had only my own poor hopes and
anxieties to guide me. But I have something else to guide me--and,
after what has passed between us, you may as well know what it is: it
might even, by accident, guide you. Don't alarm yourself; it's nothing
distressing this time. How can I explain it?" she went on; pausing, and
speaking in some perplexity to herself. "It would be easier to show
it--and why not?" She addressed herself to Amelius once more. "I'm a
strange creature," she resumed. "First, I worry you about my own
affairs--then I puzzle you--then I make you sorry for me--and now
(would you think it?) I am going to amuse you! Amelius, are you an
admirer of pretty feet?"

Amelius had heard of men (in books) who had found reason to doubt
whether their own ears were not deceiving them. For the first time, he
began to understand those men, and to sympathize with them. He
admitted, in a certain bewildered way, that he was an admirer of pretty
feet--and waited for what was to come next.

"When a woman has a pretty hand," Mrs. Farnaby proceeded; "she is ready
enough to show it. When she goes out to a ball, she favours you with a
view of her bosom, and a part of her back. Now tell me! If there is no
impropriety in a naked bosom--where is the impropriety in a naked
foot?"

Amelius agreed, like a man in a dream.

"Where, indeed!" he remarked--and waited again for what was to come
next.

"Look out of the window," said Mrs. Farnaby.

Amelius obeyed. The window had been opened for a few inches at the top,
no doubt to ventilate the room. The dull view of the courtyard was
varied by the stables at the farther end, and by the kitchen skylight
rising in the middle of the open space. As Amelius looked out, he
observed that some person at that moment in the kitchen required
apparently a large supply of fresh air. The swinging window, on the
side of the skylight which was nearest to him, was invisibly and
noiselessly pulled open from below; the similar window, on the other
side, being already wide open also. Judging by appearance, the
inhabitants of the kitchen possessed a merit which is exceedingly rare
among domestic servants--they understood the laws of ventilation, and
appreciated the blessing of fresh air.

"That will do," said Mrs. Farnaby. "You can turn round now."

Amelius turned. Mrs. Farnaby's boots and stockings were on the
hearthrug, and one of Mrs. Farnaby's feet was placed, ready for
inspection, on the chair which he had just left. "Look at my right foot
first," she said, speaking gravely and composedly in her ordinary tone.

It was well worth looking at--a foot equally beautiful in form and in
colour: the instep arched and high, the ankle at once delicate and
strong, the toes tinged with rose-colour at the tips. In brief, it was
a foot to be photographed, to be cast in plaster, to be fondled and
kissed. Amelius attempted to express his admiration, but was not
allowed to get beyond the first two or three words. "No," Mrs. Farnaby
explained, "this is not vanity--simply information. You have seen my
right foot; and you have noticed that there is nothing the matter with
it. Very well. Now look at my left foot."

She put her left foot up on the chair. "Look between the third toe and
the fourth," she said.

Following his instructions, Amelius discovered that the beauty of the
foot was spoilt, in this case, by a singular defect. The two toes were
bound together by a flexible web, or membrane, which held them to each
other as high as the insertion of the nail on either side.

"Do you wonder," Mrs. Farnaby asked, "why I show you the fault in my
foot? Amelius! my poor darling was born with my deformity--and I want
you to know exactly what it is, because neither you nor I can say what
reason for remembering it there may not be in the future." She stopped,
as if to give him an opportunity of speaking. A man shallow and
flippant by nature might have seen the disclosure in a grotesque
aspect. Amelius was sad and silent. "I like you better and better," she
went on. "You are not like the common run of men. Nine out of ten of
them would have turned what I have just told you into a joke--nine out
of ten would have said, 'Am I to ask every girl I meet to show me her
left foot?' You are above that; you understand me. Have I no means of
recognizing my own child, now?"

She smiled, and took her foot off the chair--then, after a moment's
thought, she pointed to it again.

"Keep this as strictly secret as you keep everything else," she said.
"In the past days, when I used to employ people privately to help me to
find her, it was my only defence against being imposed upon. Rogues and
vagabonds thought of other marks and signs--but not one of them could
guess at such a mark as that. Have you got your pocket-book, Amelius?
In case we are separated at some later time, I want to write the name
and address in it of a person whom we can trust. I persist, you see, in
providing for the future. There's the one chance in a hundred that my
dream may come true--and you have so many years before you, and so many
girls to meet with in that time!"

She handed back the pocket-book, which Amelius had given to her, after
having inscribed a man's name and address on one of the blank leaves.

"He was my father's lawyer," she explained; "and he and his son are
both men to be trusted. Suppose I am ill, for instance--no, that's
absurd; I never had a day's illness in my life. Suppose I am dead
(killed perhaps by some accident, or perhaps by my own hand), the
lawyers have my written instructions, in the case of my child being
found. Then again--I am such an unaccountable woman--I may go away
somewhere, all by myself. Never mind! The lawyers shall have my
address, and my positive orders (though they keep it a secret from all
the world besides) to tell it to you. I don't ask your pardon, Amelius,
for troubling you. The chances are so terribly against me; it is all
but impossible that I shall ever see you--as I saw you in my
dream--coming into the room, leading my girl by the hand. Odd, isn't
it? This is how I veer about between hope and despair. Well, it may
amuse you to remember it, one of these days. Years hence, when I am at
rest in mother earth, and when you are a middle aged married man, you
may tell your wife how strangely you once became the forlorn hope of
the most wretched woman that ever lived--and you may say to each other,
as you sit by your snug fireside, 'Perhaps that poor lost daughter is
still living somewhere, and wondering who her mother was.' No! I won't
let you see the tears in my eyes again--I'll let you go at last."

She led the way to the door--a creature to be pitied, if ever there was
a pitiable creature yet: a woman whose whole nature was maternal, who
was nothing if not a mother; and who had lived through sixteen years of
barren life, in the hopeless anticipation of recovering her lost child!

"Goodbye, and thank you," she said. "I want to be left by myself, my
dear, with that little frock and cap which you found out in spite of
me. Go, and tell my niece it's all right--and don't be stupid enough to
fall in love with a girl who has no love to give you in return." She
pushed Amelius into the hall. "Here he is, Regina!" she called out; "I
have done with him."

Before Amelius could speak, she had shut herself into her room. He
advanced along the hall, and met Regina at the door of the dining-room.

CHAPTER 3

The young lady spoke first.

"Mr. Goldenheart," she said, with the coldest possible politeness,
"perhaps you will be good enough to explain what this means?"

She turned back into the dining-room. Amelius followed her in silence.
"Here I am, in another scrape with a woman!" he thought to himself.
"Are men in general as unlucky as I am, I wonder?"

"You needn't close the door," said Regina maliciously. "Everybody in
the house is welcome to hear what _I_ have to say to you."

Amelius made a mistake at the outset--he tried what a little humility
would do to help him. There is probably no instance on record in which
humility on the part of a man has ever really found its way to the
indulgence of an irritated woman. The best and the worst of them alike
have at least one virtue in common--they secretly despise a man who is
not bold enough to defend himself when they are angry with him.

"I hope I have not offended you?" Amelius ventured to say.

She tossed her head contemptuously. "Oh dear, no! I am not offended.
Only a little surprised at your being so very ready to oblige my aunt."

In the short experience of her which had fallen to the lot of Amelius,
she had never looked so charmingly as she looked now. The nervous
irritability under which she was suffering brightened her face with the
animation which was wanting in it at ordinary times. Her soft brown
eyes sparkled; her smooth dusky cheeks glowed with a warm red flush;
her tall supple figure asserted its full dignity, robed in a superb
dress of silken purple and black lace, which set off her personal
attractions to the utmost advantage. She not only roused the admiration
of Amelius--she unconsciously gave him back the self-possession which
he had, for the moment, completely lost. He was man enough to feel the
humiliation of being despised by the one woman in the world whose love
he longed to win; and he answered with a sudden firmness of tone and
look that startled her.

"You had better speak more plainly still, Miss Regina," he said. "You
may as well blame me at once for the misfortune of being a man."

She drew back a step. "I don't understand you," she answered.

"Do I owe no forbearance to a woman who asks a favour of me?" Amelius
went on. "If a man had asked me to steal into the house on tiptoe, I
should have said--well! I should have said something I had better not
repeat. If a man had stood between me and the door when you came back,
I should have taken him by the collar and pulled him out of my way.
Could I do that, if you please, with Mrs. Farnaby?"

Regina saw the weak point of this defence with a woman's quickness of
perception. "I can't offer any opinion," she said; "especially when you
lay all the blame on my aunt."

Amelius opened his lips to protest--and thought better of it. He wisely
went straight on with what he had still to say.

"If you will let me finish," he resumed, "you will understand me a
little better than that. Whatever blame there may be, Miss Regina, I am
quite ready to take on myself. I merely wanted to remind you that I was
put in an awkward position, and that I couldn't civilly find a way out
of it. As for your aunt, I will only say this: I know of hardly any
sacrifice that I would not submit to, if I could be of the smallest
service to her. After what I heard, while I was in her room--"

Regina interrupted him at that point. "I suppose it's a secret between
you?" she said.

"Yes; it's a secret," Amelius proceeded, "as you say. But one thing I
may tell you, without breaking my promise. Mrs. Farnaby has--well! has
filled me with kindly feeling towards her. She has a claim, poor soul,
to my truest sympathy. And I shall remember her claim. And I shall be
faithful to what I feel towards her as long as I live!"

It was not very elegantly expressed; but the tone was the tone of true
feeling in his voice trembled, his colour rose. He stood before her,
speaking with perfect simplicity straight from his heart--and the
woman's heart felt it instantly. This was the man whose ridicule she
had dreaded, if her aunt's rash confidence struck him in an absurd
light! She sat down in silence, with a grave sad face, reproaching
herself for the wrong which her too ready distrust had inflicted on
him; longing to ask his pardon, and yet hesitating to say the simple
words.

He approached her chair, and, placing his hand on the back of it, said
gently, "do you think a little better of me now?"

She had taken off her gloves: she silently folded and refolded them in
her lap.

"Your good opinion is very precious to me," Amelius pleaded, bending a
little nearer to her. "I can't tell you how sorry I should be--" He
stopped, and put it more strongly. "I shall never have courage enough
to enter the house again, if I have made you think meanly of me."

A woman who cared nothing for him would have easily answered this. The
calm heart of Regina began to flutter: something warned her not to
trust herself to speak. Little as he suspected it, Amelius had troubled
the tranquil temperament of this woman. He had found his way to those
secret reserves of tenderness--placid and deep--of which she was hardly
conscious herself, until his influence had enlightened her. She was
afraid to look up at him; her eyes would have told him the truth. She
lifted her long, finely shaped, dusky hand, and offered it to him as
the best answer that she could make.

Amelius took it, looked at it, and ventured on his first familiarity
with her--he kissed it. She only said, "Don't!" very faintly.

"The Queen would let me kiss her hand if I went to Court," Amelius
reminded her, with a pleasant inner conviction of his wonderful
readiness at finding an excuse.

She smiled in spite of herself. "Would the Queen let you hold it?" she
asked, gently releasing her hand, and looking at him as she drew it
away. The peace was made without another word of explanation. Amelius
took a chair at her side. "I'm quite happy now you have forgiven me,"
he said. "You don't know how I admire you--and how anxious I am to
please you, if I only knew how!"

He drew his chair a little nearer; his eyes told her plainly that his
language would soon become warmer still, if she gave him the smallest
encouragement. This was one reason for changing the subject. But there
was another reason, more cogent still. Her first painful sense of
having treated him unjustly had ceased to make itself keenly felt; the
lower emotions had their opportunity of asserting themselves.
Curiosity, irresistible curiosity, took possession of her mind, and
urged her to penetrate the mystery of the interview between Amelius and
her aunt.

"Will you think me very indiscreet," she began slyly, "if I made a
little confession to you?"

Amelius was only too eager to hear the confession: it would pave the
way for something of the same sort on his part.

"I understand my aunt making the heat in the concert-room a pretence
for taking you away with her," Regina proceeded; "but what astonishes
me is that she should have admitted you to her confidence after so
short an acquaintance. You are still--what shall I say?--you are still
a new friend of ours."

"How long will it be before I become an old friend?" Amelius asked. "I
mean," he added, with artful emphasis, "an old friend of _yours?"_

Confused by the question, Regina passed it over without notice. "I am
Mrs. Farnaby's adopted daughter," she resumed. "I have been with her
since I was a little girl--and yet she has never told me any of her
secrets. Pray don't suppose that I am tempting you to break faith with
my aunt! I am quite incapable of such conduct as that."

Amelius saw his way to a thoroughly commonplace compliment which
possessed the charm of complete novelty so far as his experience was
concerned. He would actually have told her that she was incapable of
doing anything which was not perfectly becoming to a charming person,
if she had only given him time! She was too eager in the pursuit of her
own object to give him time. "I _should_ like to know," she went on,
"whether my aunt has been influenced in any way by a dream that she had
about you."

Amelius started. "Has she told you of her dream?" he asked, with some
appearance of alarm.

Regina blushed and hesitated, "My room is next to my aunt's," she
explained. "We keep the door between us open. I am often in and out
when she is disturbed in her sleep. She was talking in her sleep, and I
heard your name--nothing more. Perhaps I ought not to have mentioned
it? Perhaps I ought not to expect you to answer me?"

"There is no harm in my answering you," said Amelius. "The dream really
had something to do with her trusting me. You may not think quite so
unfavourably of her conduct now you know that."

"It doesn't matter what I think," Regina replied constrainedly. "If my
aunt's secrets have interested you--what right have I to object? I am
sure I shall say nothing. Though I am not in my aunt's confidence, nor
in your confidence, you will find I can keep a secret."

She folded up her gloves for the twentieth time at least, and gave
Amelius his opportunity of retiring by rising from her chair. He made a
last effort to recover the ground that he had lost, without betraying
Mrs. Farnaby's trust in him.

"I am sure you can keep a secret," he said. "I should like to give you
one of my secrets to keep--only I mustn't take the liberty, I suppose,
just yet?"

She new perfectly well what he wanted to say. Her heart began to
quicken its beat; she was at a loss how to answer. After an awkward
silence, she made an attempt to dismiss him. "Don't let me detain you,"
she said, "if you have any engagement."

Amelius silently looked round him for his hat. On a table behind him a
monthly magazine lay open, exhibiting one of those melancholy modern
"illustrations" which present the English art of our day in its laziest
and lowest state of degradation. A vacuous young giant, in flowing
trousers, stood in a garden, and stared at a plump young giantess with
enormous eyes and rotund hips, vacantly boring holes in the grass with
the point of her parasol. Perfectly incapable of explaining itself,
this imbecile production put its trust in the printer, whose charitable
types helped it, at the bottom of the page, with the title of "Love at
First Sight." On those remarkable words Amelius seized, with the
desperation of the drowning man, catching at the proverbial straw. They
offered him a chance of pleading his cause, this time, with a happy
indirectness of allusion at which not even a young lady's
susceptibility could take offence.

"Do you believe in that?" he said, pointing to the illustration.

Regina declined to understand him. "In what?" she asked.

"In love at first sight."

It would be speaking with inexcusable rudeness to say plainly that she
told him a lie. Let the milder form of expression be, that she modestly
concealed the truth. "I don't know anything about it," she said.

_"I_ do," Amelius remarked smartly.

She persisted in looking at the illustration. Was there an infection of
imbecility in that fatal work? She was too simple to understand him,
even yet! "You do--what?" she inquired innocently.

"I know what love at first sight is," Amelius burst out.

Regina turned over the leaves of the magazine. "Ah," she said, "you
have read the story."

"I haven't read the story," Amelius answered. "I know what I felt
myself--on being introduced to a young lady."

She looked up at him with a sly smile. "A young lady in America?" she
asked.

"In England, Miss Regina." He tried to take her hand--but she kept it
out of his reach. "In London," he went on, drifting back into his
customary plainness of speech. "In this very street," he resumed,
seizing her hand before she was aware of him. Too much bewildered to
know what else to do, Regina took refuge desperately in shaking hands
with him. "Goodbye, Mr. Goldenheart," she said--and gave him his
dismissal for the second time.

Amelius submitted to his fate; there was something in her eyes which
warned him that he had ventured far enough for that day.

"May I call again, soon?" he asked piteously.

"No!" answered a voice at the door which they both recognized--the
voice of Mrs. Farnaby.

"Yes!" Regina whispered to him, as her aunt entered the room. Mrs.
Farnaby's interference, following on the earlier events of the day, had
touched the young lady's usually placable temper in a tender place--and
Amelius reaped the benefit of it.

Mrs. Farnaby walked straight up to him, put her hand in his arm, and
led him out into the hall.

"I had my suspicions," she said; "and I find they have not misled me.
Twice already, I have warned you to let my niece alone. For the third,
and last time, I tell you that she is as cold as ice. She will trifle
with you as long as it flatters her vanity; and she will throw you
over, as she has thrown other men over. Have your fling, you foolish
fellow, before you marry anybody. Pay no more visits to this house,
unless they are visits to me. I shall expect to hear from you." She
paused, and pointed to a statue which was one of the ornaments in the
hall. "Look at that bronze woman with the clock in her hand. That's
Regina. Be off with you--goodbye!"

Amelius found himself in the street. Regina was looking out at the
dining-room window. He kissed his hand to her: she smiled and bowed.
"Damn the other men!" Amelius said to himself. "I'll call on her
tomorrow."

CHAPTER 4

Returning to his hotel, he found three letters waiting for him on the
sitting-room table.

The first letter that he opened was from his landlord, and contained
his bill for the past week. As he looked at the sum total, Amelius
presented to perfection the aspect of a serious young man. He took pen,
ink, and paper, and made some elaborate calculations. Money that he had
too generously lent, or too freely given away, appeared in his
statement of expenses, as well as money that he had spent on himself.
The result may be plainly stated in his own words: "Goodbye to the
hotel; I must go into lodgings."

Having arrived at this wise decision, he opened the second letter. It
proved to be written by the lawyers who had already communicated with
him at Tadmor, on the subject of his inheritance.

"DEAR SIR,

"The enclosed, insufficiently addressed as you will perceive, only
reached us this day. We beg to remain, etc."

Amelius opened the letter enclosed, and turned to the signature for
information. The name instantly took him back to the Community: the
writer was Mellicent.

Her letter began abruptly, in these terms:

"Do you remember what I said to you when we parted at Tadmor? I said,
'Be comforted, Amelius, the end is not yet.' And I said again, 'You
will come back to me.'

"I remind you of this, my friend--directing to your lawyers, whose
names I remember when their letter to you was publicly read in the
Common Room. Once or twice a year I shall continue to remind you of
those parting words of mine: there will be a time perhaps when you will
thank me for doing so.

"In the mean while, light your pipe with my letters; my letters don't
matter. If I can comfort you, and reconcile you to your life--years
hence, when you, too, my Amelius, may be one of the Fallen Leaves like
me--then I shall not have lived and suffered in vain; my last days on
earth will be the happiest days that I have ever seen.

"Be pleased not to answer these lines, or any other written words of
mine that may follow, so long as you are prosperous and happy. With
_that_ part of your life I have nothing to do. You will find friends
wherever you go--among the women especially. Your generous nature shows
itself frankly in your face; your manly gentleness and sweetness speak
in every tone of your voice; we poor women feel drawn towards you by an
attraction which we are not able to resist. Have you fallen in love
already with some beautiful English girl? Oh, be careful and prudent!
Be sure, before you set your heart on her, that she is worthy of you!
So many women are cruel and deceitful. Some of them will make you
believe you have won their love, when you have only flattered their
vanity; and some are poor weak creatures whose minds are set on their
own interests, and who may let bad advisers guide them, when you are
not by. For your own sake, take care!

"I am living with my sister, at New York. The days and weeks glide by
me quietly; you are in my thoughts and my prayers; I have nothing to
complain of; I wait and hope. When the time of my banishment from the
Community has expired, I shall go back to Tadmor; and there you will
find me, Amelius, the first to welcome you when your spirits are
sinking under the burden of life, and your heart turns again to the
friends of your early days.

"Goodbye, my dear--goodbye!"

Amelius laid the letter aside, touched and saddened by the artless
devotion to him which it expressed. He was conscious also of a feeling
of uneasy surprise, when he read the lines which referred to his
possible entanglement with some beautiful English girl. Here, with
widely different motives, was Mrs. Farnaby's warning repeated, by a
stranger writing from another quarter of the globe! It was an odd
coincidence, to say the least of it. After thinking for a while, he
turned abruptly to the third letter that was waiting for him. He was
not at ease; his mind felt the need of relief.

The third letter was from Rufus Dingwell; announcing the close of his
tour in Ireland, and his intention of shortly joining Amelius in
London. The excellent American expressed, with his customary absence of
reserve, his fervent admiration of Irish hospitality, Irish beauty, and
Irish whisky. "Green Erin wants but one thing more," Rufus predicted,
"to be a Paradise on earth--it wants the day to come when we shall send
an American minister to the Irish Republic." Laughing over this quaint
outbreak, Amelius turned from the first page to the second. As his eyes
fell on the next paragraph, a sudden change passed over him; he let the
letter drop on the floor.

"One last word," the American wrote, "about that nice long bright
letter of yours. I have read it with strict attention, and thought over
it considerably afterwards. Don't be riled, friend Amelius, if I tell
you in plain words, that your account of the Farnabys doesn't make me
happy--quite the contrary, I do assure you. My back is set up, sir,
against that family. You will do well to drop them; and, above all
things, mind what you are about with the brown miss, who has found her
way to your favourable opinion in such an almighty hurry. Do me a
favour, my good boy. Just wait till I have seen her, will you?"

Mrs. Farnaby, Mellicent, Rufus--all three strangers to each other; and
all three agreed nevertheless in trying to part him from the beautiful
young Englishwoman! "I don't care," Amelius thought to himself "They
may say what they please--I'll marry Regina, if she will have me!"

BOOK THE FOURTH

LOVE AND MONEY

CHAPTER 1

In an interval of no more than three weeks what events may not present
themselves? what changes may not take place? Behold Amelius, on the
first drizzling day of November, established in respectable lodgings,
at a moderate weekly rent. He stands before his small fireside, and
warms his back with an Englishman's severe sense of enjoyment. The
cheap looking-glass on the mantelpiece reflects the head and shoulders
of a new Amelius. His habits are changed; his social position is in
course of development. Already, he is a strict economist. Before long,
he expects to become a married man.

It is good to be economical: it is, perhaps, better still to be the
accepted husband of a handsome young woman. But, for all that, a man in
a state of moral improvement, with prospects which his less favoured
fellow creatures may reasonably envy, is still a man subject to the
mischievous mercy of circumstances, and capable of feeling it keenly.
The face of the new Amelius wore an expression of anxiety, and, more
remarkable yet, the temper of the new Amelius was out of order.

For the first time in his life he found himself considering trivial
questions of sixpences, and small favours of discount for cash
payments--an irritating state of things in itself. There were more
serious anxieties, however, to trouble him than these. He had no reason
to complain of the beloved object herself. Not twelve hours since he
had said to Regina, with a voice that faltered, and a heart that beat
wildly, "Are you fond enough of me to let me marry you?" And she had
answered placidly, with a heart that would have satisfied the most
exacting stethoscope in the medical profession, "Yes, if you like."
There was a moment of rapture, when she submitted for the first time to
be kissed, and when she consented, on being gently reminded that it was
expected of her, to return the kiss--once, and no more. But there was
also an attendant train of serious considerations which followed on the
heels of Amelius when the kissing was over, and when he had said
goodbye for the day.

He had two women for enemies, both resolutely against him in the matter
of his marriage.

Regina's correspondent and bosom friend, Cecilia, who had begun by
disliking him, without knowing why, persisted in maintaining her
unfavourable opinion of the new friend of the Farnabys. She was a young
married woman; and she had an influence over Regina which promised,
when the fit opportunity came, to make itself felt. The second, and by
far the more powerful hostile influence, was the influence of Mrs.
Farnaby. Nothing could exceed the half sisterly, half motherly,
goodwill with which she received Amelius on those rare occasions when
they happened to meet, unembarrassed by the presence of a third person
in the room. Without actually reverting to what had passed between them
during their memorable interview, Mrs. Farnaby asked questions, plainly
showing that the forlorn hope which she associated with Amelius was a
hope still firmly rooted in her mind. "Have you been much about London
lately?" "Have you met with any girls who have taken your fancy?" "Are
you getting tired of staying in the same place, and are you going to
travel soon?" Inquiries such as these she was, sooner or later, sure to
make when they were alone. But if Regina happened to enter the room, or
if Amelius contrived to find his way to her in some other part of the
house, Mrs. Farnaby deliberately shortened the interview and silenced
the lovers--still as resolute as ever to keep Amelius exposed to the
adventurous freedom of a bachelor's life. For the last week, his only
opportunities of speaking to Regina had been obtained for him secretly
by the well-rewarded devotion of her maid. And he had now the prospect
before him of asking Mr. Farnaby for the hand of his adopted daughter,
with the certainty of the influence of two women being used against
him--even if he succeeded in obtaining a favourable reception for his
proposal from the master of the house.

Under such circumstances as these--alone, on a rainy November day, in a
lodging on the dreary eastward side of the Tottenham Court Road--even
Amelius bore the aspect of a melancholy man. He was angry with his
cigar because it refused to light freely. He was angry with the poor
deaf servant-of-all-work, who entered the room, after one thumping
knock at the door, and made, in muffled tones, the barbarous
announcement, "Here's somebody a-wantin' to see yer."

"Who the devil is Somebody?" Amelius shouted.

"Somebody is a citizen of the United States," answered Rufus, quietly
entering the room. "And he's sorry to find Claude A. Goldenheart's
temperature at boiling-point already!"

He had not altered in the slightest degree since he had left the
steamship at Queenstown. Irish hospitality had not fattened him; the
change from sea to land had not suggested to him the slightest
alteration in his dress. He still wore the huge felt hat in which he
had first presented himself to notice on the deck of the vessel. The
maid-of-all-work raised her eyes to the face of the long lean stranger,
overshadowed by the broadbrimmed hat, in reverent amazement. "My love
to you, miss," said Rufus, with his customary grave cordiality; _"I'll_
shut the door." Having dismissed the maid with that gentle hint, he
shook hands heartily with Amelius. "Well, I call this a juicy morning,"
he said, just as if they had met at the cabin breakfast-table as usual.

For the moment, at least, Amelius brightened at the sight of his
fellow-traveller. "I am really glad to see you," he said. "It's lonely
in these new quarters, before one gets used to them."

Rufus relieved himself of his hat and great coat, and silently looked
about the room. "I'm big in the bones," he remarked, surveying the
rickety lodging-house furniture with some suspicion; "and I'm a trifle
heavier than I look. I shan't break one of these chairs if I sit down
on it, shall I?" Passing round the table (littered with books and
letters) in search of the nearest chair, he accidentally brushed
against a sheet of paper with writing on it. "Memorandum of friends in
London, to be informed of my change of address," he read, looking at
the paper, as he picked it up, with the friendly freedom that
characterized him. "You have made pretty good use of your time, my son,
since I took my leave of you in Queenstown harbour. I call this a
reasonable long list of acquaintances made by a young stranger in
London."

"I met with an old friend of my family at the hotel," Amelius
explained. "He was a great loss to my poor father, when he got an
appointment in India; and, now he has returned, he has been equally
kind to me. I am indebted to his introduction for most of the names on
that list."

"Yes?" said Rufus, in the interrogative tone of a man who was waiting
to hear more. "I'm listening, though I may not look like it. Git
along."

Amelius looked at his visitor, wondering in what precise direction he
was to "git along."

"I'm no friend to partial information," Rufus proceeded; "I like to
round it off complete, as it were, in my own mind. There are names on
this list that you haven't accounted for yet. Who provided you, sir,
with the balance of your new friends?"

Amelius answered, not very willingly, "I met them at Mr. Farnaby's
house."

Rufus looked up from the list with the air of a man surprised by
disagreeable information, and unwilling to receive it too readily.
"How?" he exclaimed, using the old English equivalent (often heard in
America) for the modern "What?"

"I met them at Mr. Farnaby's," Amelius repeated.

"Did you happen to receive a letter of my writing, dated Dublin?" Rufus
asked.

"Yes."

"Do you set any particular value on my advice?"

"Certainly!"

"And you cultivate social relations with Farnaby and family,
notwithstanding?"

"I have motives for being friendly with them, which--which I haven't
had time to explain to you yet."

Rufus stretched out his long legs on the floor, and fixed his shrewd
grave eyes steadily on Amelius.

"My friend," he said, quietly, "in respect of personal appearance and
pleasing elasticity of spirits, I find you altered for the worse, I do.
It may be Liver, or it may be Love. I reckon, now I think of it, you're
too young yet for Liver. It's the brown miss--that's what 'tis. I hate
that girl, sir, by instinct."

"A nice way of talking of a young lady you never saw!" Amelius broke
out.

Rufus smiled grimly. "Go ahead!" he said. "If you can get vent in
quarrelling with me, go ahead, my son."

He looked round the room again, with his hands in his pockets,
whistling. Descending to the table in due course of time, his quick eye
detected a photograph placed on the open writing desk which Amelius had
been using earlier in the day. Before it was possible to stop him, the
photograph was in his hand. "I believe I've got her likeness," he
announced. "I do assure you I take pleasure in making her acquaintance
in this sort of way. Well, now, I declare she's a columnar creature!
Yes, sir; I do justice to your native produce--your fine fleshy
beef-fed English girl. But I tell you this: after a child or two, that
sort runs to fat, and you find you have married more of her than you
bargained for. To what lengths may you have proceeded, Amelius, with
this splendid and spanking person?"

Amelius was just on the verge of taking offence. "Speak of her
respectfully," he said, "if you expect me to answer you."

Rufus stared in astonishment. "I'm paying her all manner of
compliments," he protested, "and you're not satisfied yet. My friend, I
still find something about you, on this occasion, which reminds me of
meat cut against the grain. You're almost nasty--you are! The air of
London, I reckon, isn't at all the thing for you. Well, it don't matter
to me; I like you. Afloat or ashore, I like you. Do you want to know
what I should do, in your place, if I found myself steering a little
too nigh to the brown miss? I should--well, to put it in one word, I
should scatter. Where's the harm, I'll ask you, if you try another girl
or two, before you make your mind up. I shall be proud to introduce you
to our slim and snaky sort at Coolspring. Yes. I mean what I say; and
I'll go back with you across the pond." Referring in this disrespectful
manner to the Atlantic Ocean, Rufus offered his hand in token of
unalterable devotion and goodwill.

Who could resist such a man as this? Amelius, always in extremes, wrung
his hand, with an impetuous sense of shame. "I've been sulky," he said,
"I've been rude, I ought to be ashamed of myself--and I am. There's
only one excuse for me, Rufus. I love her with all my heart and soul;
and I'm engaged to be married to her. And yet, if you understand my way
of putting it, I'm--in short, I'm in a mess."

With this characteristic preface, he described his position as exactly
as he could; having due regard to the necessary reserve on the subject
of Mrs. Farnaby. Rufus listened, with the closest attention, from
beginning to end; making no attempt to disguise the unfavourable
impression which the announcement of the marriage-engagement had made
on him. When he spoke next, instead of looking at Amelius as usual, he
held his head down, and looked gloomily at his boots.

"Well," he said, "you've gone ahead this time, and that's a fact. She
didn't raise any difficulties that a man could ride off on--did she?"

"She was all that was sweet and kind!" Amelius answered, with
enthusiasm.

"She was all that was sweet and kind," Rufus absently repeated, still
intent on the solid spectacle of his own boots. "And how about uncle
Farnaby? Perhaps he's sweet and kind likewise, or perhaps he cuts up
rough? Possible--is it not, sir?"

"I don't know; I haven't spoken to him yet."

Rufus suddenly looked up. A faint gleam of hope irradiated his long
lank face. "Mercy be praised! there's a last chance for you," he
remarked. "Uncle Farnaby may say No."

"It doesn't matter what he says," Amelius rejoined. "She's old enough
to choose for herself, he can't stop the marriage."

Rufus lifted one wiry yellow forefinger, in a state of perpendicular
protest. "He cannot stop the marriage," the sagacious New Englander
admitted; "but he can stop the money, my son. Find out how you stand
with him before another day is over your head."

"I can't go to him this evening." said Amelius; "he dines out."

"Where is he now?"

"At his place of business."

"Fix him at his place of business. Right away!" cried Rufus, springing
with sudden energy to his feet.

"I don't think he would like it," Amelius objected. "He's not a very
pleasant fellow, anywhere; but he's particularly disagreeable at his
place of business."

Rufus walked to the window, and looked out. The objections to Mr.
Farnaby appeared to fail, so far, in interesting him.

"To put it plainly," Amelius went on, "there's something about him that
I can't endure. And--though he's very civil to me, in his way--I don't
think he has ever got over the discovery that I am a Christian
Socialist."

Rufus abruptly turned round from the window, and became attentive
again. "So you told him that--did you?" he said.

"Of course!" Amelius rejoined, sharply. "Do you suppose I am ashamed of
the principles in which I have been brought up?"

"You don't care, I reckon, if all the world knows your principles,
persisted Rufus, deliberately leading him on.

"Care?" Amelius reiterated. "I only wish I had all the world to listen
to me. They should hear of my principles, with no bated breath, I
promise you!"

There was a pause. Rufus turned back again to the window. "When
Farnaby's at home, where does he live?" he asked suddenly--still
keeping his face towards the street.

Amelius mentioned the address. "You don't mean that you are going to
call there?" he inquired, with some anxiety.

"Well, I reckoned I might catch him before dinner-time. You seem to be
sort of feared to speak to him yourself. I'm your friend, Amelius--and
I'll speak for you."

The bare idea of the interview struck Amelius with terror. "No, no!" he
said. "I'm much obliged to you, Rufus. But in a matter of this sort, I
shouldn't like to transfer the responsibility to my friend. I'll speak
to Mr. Farnaby in a day or two."

Rufus was evidently not satisfied with this. "I do suppose, now," he
suggested, "you're not the only man moving in this metropolis who
fancies Miss Regina. Query, my son: if you put off Farnaby much
longer--" He paused and looked at Amelius. "Ah," he said, "I reckon I
needn't enlarge further: there _is_ another man. Well, it's the same in
my country; I don't know what he does, with You: he always turns up,
with Us, just at the time when you least want to see him."

There _was_ another man--an older and a richer man than Amelius;
equally assiduous in his attentions to the aunt and to the niece;
submissively polite to his favoured young rival. He was the sort of
person, in age and in temperament, who would be perfectly capable of
advancing his own interests by means of the hostile influence of Mrs.
Farnaby. Who could say what the result might be if, by some unlucky
accident, he made the attempt before Amelius had secured for himself
the support of the master of the house? In his present condition of
nervous irritability, he was ready to believe in any coincidence of the
disastrous sort. The wealthy rival was a man of business, a near city
neighbour of Mr. Farnaby. They might be together at that moment; and
Regina's fidelity to her lover might be put to a harder test than she
was prepared to endure. Amelius remembered the gentle conciliatory
smile (too gentle by half) with which his placid mistress had received
his first kisses--and, without stopping to weigh conclusions, snatched
up his hat. "Wait here for me, Rufus, like a good fellow. I'm off to
the stationer's shop." With those parting words, he hurried out of the
room.

Left by himself, Rufus began to rummage the pockets of his frockcoat--a
long, loose, and dingy garment which had become friendly and
comfortable to him by dint of ancient use. Producing a handful of
correspondence, he selected the largest envelope of all; shook out on
the table several smaller letters enclosed; picked one out of the
number; and read the concluding paragraph only, with the closest
attention.

"I enclose letters of introduction to the secretaries of literary
institutions in London, and in some of the principal cities of England.
If you feel disposed to lecture yourself, or if you can persuade
friends and citizens known to you to do so, I believe it may be in your
power to advance in this way the interests of our Bureau. Please take
notice that the more advanced institutions, which are ready to
countenance and welcome free thought in religion, politics, and morals,
are marked on the envelopes with a cross in red ink. The envelopes
without a mark are addressed to platforms on which the customary
British prejudices remain rampant, and in which the charge for places
reaches a higher figure than can be as yet obtained in the sanctuaries
of free thought."

Rufus laid down the letter, and, choosing one among the envelopes
marked in red ink, looked at the introduction enclosed. "If the right
sort of invitation reached Amelius from this institution," he thought,
"the boy would lecture on Christian Socialism with all his heart and
soul. I wonder what the brown miss and her uncle would say to that?"

He smiled to himself, and put the letter back in the envelope, and
considered the subject for a while. Below the odd rough surface, he was
a man in ten thousand; no more single-hearted and more affectionate
creature ever breathed the breath of life. He had not been understood
in his own little circle; there had been a want of sympathy with him,
and even a want of knowledge of him, at home. Amelius, popular with
everybody, had touched the great heart of this man. He perceived the
peril that lay hidden under the strange and lonely position of his
fellow-voyager--so innocent in the ways of the world, so young and so
easily impressed His fondness for Amelius, it is hardly too much to
say, was the fondness of a father for a son. With a sigh, he shook his
head, and gathered up his letters, and put them back in his pockets.
"No, not yet," he decided. "The poor boy really loves her; and the girl
may be good enough to make the happiness of his life." He got up and
walked about the room. Suddenly he stopped, struck by a new idea. "Why
shouldn't I judge for myself?" he thought. "I've got the address--I
reckon I'll look in on the Farnabys, in a friendly way."

He sat down at the desk, and wrote a line, in the event of Amelius
being the first to return to the lodgings:

DEAR BOY,

"I don't find her photograph tells me quite so much as I want to know.
I have a mind to see the living original. Being your friend, you know,
it's only civil to pay my respects to the family. Expect my unbiased
opinion when I come back.

"Yours, "RUFUS."

Having enclosed and addressed these lines, he took up his
greatcoat--and checked himself in the act of putting it on. The brown
miss was a British miss. A strange New Englander had better be careful
of his personal appearance, before he ventured into her presence. Urged
by this cautious motive, he approached the looking-glass, and surveyed
himself critically.

"I doubt I might be the better," it occurred to him, "if I brushed my
hair, and smelt a little of perfume. Yes. I'll make a toilet. Where's
the boy's bedroom, I wonder?"

He observed a second door in the sitting-room, and opened it at hazard.
Fortune had befriended him, so far: he found himself in his young
friend's bedchamber.

The toilet of Amelius, simple as it was, had its mysteries for Rufus.
He was at a loss among the perfumes. They were all contained in a
modest little dressing case, without labels of any sort to describe the
contents of the pots and bottles. He examined them one after another,
and stopped at some recently invented French shaving-cream. "It smells
lovely," he said, assuming it to be some rare pomatum. "Just what I
want, it seems, for my head." He rubbed the shaving cream into his
bristly iron-gray hair, until his arms ached. When he had next
sprinkled his handkerchief and himself profusely, first with rose
water, and then (to make quite sure) with eau-de-cologne used as a
climax, he felt that he was in a position to appeal agreeably to the
senses of the softer sex. In five minutes more, he was on his way to
Mr. Farnaby's private residence.

CHAPTER 2

The rain that had begun with the morning still poured on steadily in
the afternoon. After one look out of the window, Regina decided on
passing the rest of the day luxuriously, in the company of a novel, by
her own fireside. With her feet on the tender, and her head on the soft
cushion of her favourite easy-chair, she opened the book. Having read
the first chapter and part of the second, she was just lazily turning
over the leaves in search of a love scene, when her languid interest in
the novel was suddenly diverted to an incident in real life. The
sitting-room door was gently opened, and her maid appeared in a state
of modest confusion.

"If you please, miss, here's a strange gentleman who comes from Mr.
Goldenheart. He wishes particularly to say--"

She paused, and looked behind her. A faint and curious smell of mingled
soap and scent entered the room, followed closely by a tall, calm,
shabbily-dressed man, who laid a wiry yellow hand on the maid's
shoulder, and stopped her effectually before she could say a word more.

"Don't you think of troubling yourself to git through with it, my dear;
I'm here, and I'll finish for you." Addressing the maid in these
encouraging terms, the stranger advanced to Regina, and actually
attempted to shake hands with her! Regina rose--and looked at him. It
was a look that ought to have daunted the boldest man living; it
produced no sort of effect on _this_ man. He still held out his hand;
his lean face broadened with a pleasant smile. "My name is Rufus
Dingwell," he said. "I come from Coolspring, Mass.; and Amelius is my
introduction to yourself and family."

Regina silently acknowledged this information by a frigid bow, and
addressed herself to the maid, waiting at the door: "Don't leave the
room, Phoebe."

Rufus, inwardly wondering what Phoebe was wanted for, proceeded to
express the cordial sentiments proper to the occasion. "I have heard
about you, miss; and I take pleasure in making your acquaintance."

The unwritten laws of politeness obliged Regina to say something. "I
have not heard Mr. Goldenheart mention your name," she remarked. "Are
you an old friend of his?"

Rufus explained with genial alacrity. "We crossed the Pond together,
miss. I like the boy; he's bright and spry; he refreshes me--he does.
We go ahead with most things in my country; and friendship's one of
them. How _do_ you find yourself? Won't you shake hands?" He took her
hand, without waiting to be repelled this time, and shook it with the
heartiest good-will.

Regina shuddered faintly: she summoned assistance in case of further
familiarity. "Phoebe, tell my aunt."

Rufus added a message on his own account. "And say this, my dear. I
sincerely desire to make the acquaintance of Miss Regina's aunt, and
any other members of the family circle."

Phoebe left the room, smiling. Such an amusing visitor as this was a
rare person in Mr. Farnaby's house. Rufus looked after her, with
unconcealed approval. The maid appeared to be more to his taste than
the mistress. "Well, that's a pretty creature, I do declare," he said
to Regina. "Reminds me of our American girls--slim in the waist, and
carries her head nicely. How old may she be, now?"

Regina expressed her opinion of this familiar question by pointing,
with silent dignity, to a chair.

"Thank you, miss; not that one," said Rufus. "You see, I'm long in the
legs, and if I once got down as low as that, I reckon I should have to
restore the balance by putting my feet up on the grate; and that's not
manners in Great Britain--and quite right too."

He picked out the highest chair he could find, and admired the
workmanship as he drew it up to the fireplace. "Most sumptuous and
elegant," he said. "The style of the Re_nay_sance, as they call it."
Regina observed with dismay that he had not got his hat in his hand
like other visitors. He had left it no doubt in the hall; he looked as
if he had dropped in to spend the day, and stay to dinner.

"Well, miss, I've seen your photograph," he resumed; "and I don't much
approve of it, now I see You. My sentiments are not altogether
favourable to that art. I delivered a lecture on photographic
portraiture at Coolspring; and I described it briefly as justice
without mercy. The audience took the idea; they larfed, they did.
Larfin' reminds me of Amelius. Do you object to his being a Christian
Socialist, miss?"

The young lady's look, when she answered the question, was not lost on
Rufus. He registered it, mentally, in case of need. "Amelius will soon
get over all that nonsense," she said, "when he has been a little
longer in London."

"Possible," Rufus admitted. "The boy is fond of you. Yes: he loves you.
I have noticed him, and I can certify to that. I may also remark that
he wants a deal of love in return. No doubt, miss, you have observed
that circumstance yourself?"

Regina resented this last inquiry as an outrage on propriety. "What
next will he say?" she thought to herself. "I must put this presuming
man in his proper place." She darted another annihilating look at him,
as she spoke in her turn. "May I ask, Mr.--Mr.----?"

"Dingwell," said Rufus, prompting her.

"May I ask, Mr. Dingwell, if you have favoured me by calling here at
the request of Mr. Goldenheart?"

Genial and simple-minded as he was, eagerly as he desired to appreciate
at her full value the young lady who was one day to be the wife of
Amelius, Rufus felt the tone in which those words were spoken. It was
not easy to stimulate his modest sense of what was fairly due to him
into asserting itself, but the cold distrust, the deliberate distance
of Regina's manner, exhausted the long-suffering indulgence of this
singularly patient man. "The Lord, in his mercy, preserve Amelius from
marrying You," he thought, as he rose from his chair, and advanced with
a certain simple dignity to take leave of her.

"It did not occur to me, miss, to pay my respects to you, till Amelius
and I had parted company," he said. "Please to excuse me. I should have
been welcome, in my country, with no better introduction than being (as
I may say) his friend and well-wisher. If I have made a mistake--"

He stopped. Regina had suddenly changed colour. Instead of looking at
him, she was looking over his shoulder, apparently at something behind
him. He turned to see what it was. A lady, short and stout, with
strange wild sorrowful eyes, had noiselessly entered the room while he
was speaking: she was waiting, as it seemed, until he had finished what
he had to say. When they confronted each other, she moved to meet him,
with a firm heavy step, and with her hand held out in token of welcome.

"You may feel equally sure, sir, of a friendly reception here," she
said, in her steady self-possessed way. "I am this young lady's aunt;
and I am glad to see the friend of Amelius in my house." Before Rufus
could answer, she turned to Regina. "I waited," she went on, "to give
you an opportunity of explaining yourself to this gentleman. I am
afraid he has mistaken your coldness of manner for intentional
rudeness."

The colour rushed back into Regina's face--she vibrated for a moment
between anger and tears. But the better nature in her broke its way
through the constitutional shyness and restraint which habitually kept
it down. "I meant no harm, sir," she said, raising her large beautiful
eyes submissively to Rufus; "I am not used to receiving strangers. And
you did ask me some very strange questions," she added, with a sudden
burst of self-assertion. "Strangers are not in the habit of saying such
things in England." She looked at Mrs. Farnaby, listening with
impenetrable composure, and stopped in confusion. Her aunt would not
scruple to speak to the stranger about Amelius in her presence--there
was no knowing what she might not have to endure. She turned again to
Rufus. "Excuse me," she said, "if I leave you with my aunt--I have an
engagement." With that trivial apology, she made her escape from the
room.

"She has no engagement," Mrs. Farnaby briefly remarked as the door
closed. "Sit down, sir."

For once, even Rufus was not as his ease. "I can hit it off, ma'am,
with most people," he said. "I wonder what I've done to offend your
niece?"

"My niece (with many good qualities) is a narrow-minded young woman,"
Mrs. Farnaby explained. "You are not like the men she is accustomed to
see. She doesn't understand you--you are not a commonplace gentleman.
For instance," Mrs. Farnaby continued, with the matter-of-fact gravity
of a woman innately inaccessible to a sense of humour, "you have got
something strange on your hair. It seems to be melting, and it smells
like soap. No: it's no use taking out your handkerchief--your
handkerchief won't mop it up. I'll get a towel." She opened an inner
door, which disclosed a little passage, and a bath-room beyond it. "I'm
the strongest person in the house," she resumed, returning with a towel
in her hand, as gravely as ever. "Sit still, and don't make apologies.
If any of us can rub you dry, I'm the woman." She set to work with the
towel, as if she had been Rufus's mother, making him presentable in the
days of his boyhood. Giddy under the violence of the rubbing, staggered
by the contrast between the cold reception accorded to him by the
niece, and the more than friendly welcome offered by the aunt, Rufus
submitted to circumstances in docile and silent bewilderment. "There;
you'll do till you get home--nobody can laugh at you now," Mrs. Farnaby
announced. "You're an absent-minded man, I suppose? You wanted to wash
your head, and you forgot the warm water and the towel. Was that how it
happened, sir?"

"I thank you with all my heart, ma'am; I took it for pomatum," Rufus
answered. "Would you object to shaking hands again? This cordial
welcome of yours reminds me, I do assure you, of home. Since I left New
England, I've never met with the like of you. I do suppose now it was
my hair that set Miss Regina's back up? I'm not quite easy in my mind,
ma'am, about your niece. I'm sort of feared of what she may say of me
to Amelius. I meant no harm, Lord knows."

The secret of Mrs. Farnaby's extraordinary alacrity in the use of the
towel began slowly to show itself now. The tone of her American guest
had already become the friendly and familiar tone which it had been her
object to establish. With a little management, he might be made an
invaluable ally in the great work of hindering the marriage of Amelius.

"You are very fond of your young friend?" she began quietly.

"That is so, ma'am."

"And he has told you that he has taken a liking to my niece?"

"And shown me her likeness," Rufus added.

"And shown you her likeness. And you thought you would come here, and
see for yourself what sort of girl she was?"

"Naturally," Rufus admitted.

Mrs. Farnaby revealed, without further hesitation, the object that she
had in view. "Amelius is little more than a lad, still," she said. "He
has got all his life before him. It would be a sad thing, if he married
a girl who didn't make him happy." She turned in her chair, and pointed
to the door by which Regina had left them. "Between ourselves," she
resumed, dropping her voice to a whisper, "do you believe my niece will
make him happy?"

Rufus hesitated.

"I'm above family prejudices," Mrs. Farnaby proceeded. "You needn't be
afraid of offending me. Speak out."

Rufus would have spoken out to any other woman in the universe. _This_
woman had preserved him from ridicule--_this_ woman had rubbed his head
dry. He prevaricated.

"I don't suppose I understand the ladies in this country," he said.

But Mrs. Farnaby was not to be trifled with. "If Amelius was your son,
and if he asked you to consent to his marriage with my niece," she
rejoined, "would you say Yes?"

This was too much for Rufus. "Not if he went down on both his knees to
ask me," he answered.

Mrs. Farnaby was satisfied at last, and owned it without reserve. "My
own opinion," she said, "exactly expressed! don't be surprised. Didn't
I tell you I had no family prejudices? Do you know if he has spoken to
my husband, yet?"

Rufus looked at his watch. "I reckon he's just about done it by this
time."

Mrs. Farnaby paused, and reflected for a moment. She had already
attempted to prejudice her husband against Amelius, and had received an
answer which Mr. Farnaby considered to be final. "Mr. Goldenheart
honours us if he seeks our alliance; he is the representative of an old
English family." Under these circumstances, it was quite possible that
the proposals of Amelius had been accepted. Mrs. Farnaby was not the
less determined that the marriage should never take place, and not the
less eager to secure the assistance of her new ally. "When will Amelius
tell you about it?" she asked.

"When I go back to his lodgings, ma'am."

"Go back at once--and bear this in mind as you go. If you can find out
any likely way of parting these two young people (in their own best
interests), depend on one thing--if I can help you, I will. I'm as fond
of Amelius as you are. Ask him if I haven't done my best to keep him
away from my niece. Ask him if I haven't expressed my opinion, that
she's not the right wife for him. Come and see me again as soon as you
like. I'm fond of Americans. Good morning."

Rufus attempted to express his sense of gratitude, in his own briefly
eloquent way. He was not allowed a hearing. With one and the same
action, Mrs. Farnaby patted him on the shoulder, and pushed him out of
the room.

"If that woman was an American citizen," Rufus reflected, on his way
through the streets, "she'd be the first female President of the United
States!" His admiration of Mrs. Farnaby's energy and resolution,
expressed in these strong terms, acknowledged but one limit. Highly as
he approved of her, there was nevertheless an unfathomable something in
the woman's eyes that disturbed and daunted him.

CHAPTER 3

Rufus found his friend at the lodgings, prostrate on the sofa, smoking
furiously. Before a word had passed between them, it was plain to the
New Englander that something had gone wrong.

"Well," he asked; "and what does Farnaby say?"

"Damn Farnaby!"

Rufus was secretly conscious of an immense sense of relief. "I call
that a stiff way of putting it," he quietly remarked; "but the
meaning's clear. Farnaby has said No."

Amelius jumped off the sofa, and planted himself defiantly on the
hearthrug.

"You're wrong for once," he said, with a bitter laugh. "The
exasperating part of it is that Farnaby has said neither Yes nor No.
The oily-whiskered brute--you haven't seen him yet, have you?--began by
saying Yes. 'A man like me, the heir of a fine old English family,
honoured him by making proposals; he could wish no more brilliant
prospect for his dear adopted child. She would fill the high position
that was offered to her, and fill it worthily.' That was the fawning
way in which he talked to me at first! He squeezed my hand in his
horrid cold shiny paw till, I give you my word of honour, I felt as if
I was going to be sick. Wait a little; you haven't heard the worst of
it yet. He soon altered his tone--it began with his asking me, if I had
'considered the question of settlements'. I didn't know what he meant.
He had to put it in plain English; he wanted to hear what my property
was. 'Oh, that's soon settled,' I said. 'I've got five hundred a year;
and Regina is welcome to every farthing of it.' He fell back in his
chair as if I had shot him; he turned--it was worse than pale, he
positively turned green. At first he wouldn't believe me; he declared I
must be joking. I set him right about that immediately. His next change
was a proud impudence. 'Have you not observed, sir, in what style
Regina is accustomed to live in my house? Five hundred a year? Good
heavens! With strict economy, five hundred a year might pay her
milliner's bill and the keep of her horse and carriage. Who is to pay
for everything else--the establishment, the dinner-parties and balls,
the tour abroad, the children, the nurses, the doctor? I tell you this,
Mr. Goldenheart, I'm willing to make a sacrifice to you, as a born
gentleman, which I would certainly not consent to in the case of any
self-made man. Enlarge your income, sir, to no more than four times
five hundred pounds, and I guarantee a yearly allowance to Regina of
half as much again, besides the fortune which she will inherit at my
death. That will make your income three thousand a year to start with.
I know something of domestic expenses, and I tell you positively, you
can't do it on a farthing less.' That was his language, Rufus. The
insolence of his tone I can't attempt to describe. If I hadn't thought
of Regina, I should have behaved in a manner unworthy of a Christian--I
believe I should have taken my walking-cane, and given him a sound
thrashing."

Rufus neither expressed surprise nor offered advice. He was lost in
meditation on the wealth of Mr. Farnaby. "A stationer's business seems
to eventuate in a lively profit, in this country," he said.

"A stationer's business?" Amelius repeated disdainfully. "Farnaby has
half a dozen irons in the fire besides that. He's got a newspaper, and
a patent medicine, and a new bank, and I don't know what else. One of
his own friends said to me, 'Nobody knows whether Farnaby is rich or
poor; he is going to do one of two things--he is going to die worth
millions, or to die bankrupt.' Oh, if I can only live to see the day
when Socialism will put that sort of man in his right place!"

"Try a republic, on our model, first," said Rufus. "When Farnaby talks
of the style his young woman is accustomed to live in, what does he
mean?"

"He means," Amelius answered smartly, "a carriage to drive out in,
champagne on the table, and a footman to answer the door."

"Farnaby's ideas, sir, have crossed the water and landed in New York,"
Rufus remarked. "Well, and what did you say to him, on your side?"

"I gave it to him, I can tell you! 'That's all ostentation,' I said.
'Why can't Regina and I begin life modestly? What do we want with a
carriage to drive out in, and champagne on the table, and a footman to
answer the door? We want to love each other and be happy. There are
thousands of as good gentlemen as I am, in England, with wives and
families, who would ask for nothing better than an income of five
hundred a year. The fact is, Mr. Farnaby, you're positively saturated
with the love of money. Get your New Testament and read what Christ
says of rich people.' What do you think he did, when I put it in that
unanswerable way? He held up his hand, and looked horrified. 'I can't
allow profanity in my office,' says he. 'I have my New Testament read
to me in church, sir, every Sunday.' That's the sort of Christian,
Rufus, who is the average product of modern times! He was as obstinate
as a mule; he wouldn't give way a single inch. His adopted daughter, he
said, was accustomed to live in a certain style. In that same style she
should live when she was married, so long as he had a voice in the
matter. Of course, if she chose to set his wishes and feelings at
defiance, in return for all that he had done for her, she was old
enough to take her own way. In that case, he would tell me as plainly
as he meant to tell her, that she must not look to a single farthing of
his money to help her, and not expect to find her name down in his
will. He felt the honour of a family alliance with me as sincerely as
ever. But he must abide by the conditions that he had stated. On those
terms, he would be proud to give me the hand of Regina at the altar,
and proud to feel that he had done his duty by his adopted child. I let
him go on till he had run himself out--and then I asked quietly, if he
could tell me the way to increase my income to two thousand a year. How
do you think he answered me?"

"Perhaps he offered to utilise your capital in his business," Rufus
guessed.

"Not he! He considered business quite beneath me; my duty to myself, as
a gentleman, was to adopt a profession. On reflection, it turned out
that there was but one likely profession to try, in my case--the Law. I
might be called to the Bar, and (with luck) I might get remunerative
work to do, in eight or ten years' time. That, I declare to you, was
the prospect he set before me, if I chose to take his advice. I asked
if he was joking. Certainly not! I was only one-and-twenty years old
(he reminded me); I had plenty of time to spare--I should still marry
young if I married at thirty. I took up my hat, and gave him a bit of
my mind at parting. 'If you really mean anything,' I said, 'you mean
that Regina is to pine and fade and be a middle-aged woman, and that I
am to resist the temptations that beset a young man in London, and lead
the life of a monk for the next ten years--and all for what? For a
carriage to ride out in, champagne on the table, and a footman to
answer the door! Keep your money, Mr. Farnaby; Regina and I will do
without it.'--What are you laughing at? I don't think you could have
put it more strongly yourself."

Rufus suddenly recovered his gravity. "I tell you this, Amelius," he
replied; "you afford (as we say in my country) meaty fruit for
reflection--you do."

"What do you mean by that?"

"Well, I reckon you remember when we were aboard the boat. You gave us
a narrative of what happened in that Community of yours, which I can
truly cha_rac_terise as a combination of native eloquence and
chastening good sense. I put the question to myself, sir, what has
become of that well-informed and discreet young Christian, now he has
changed the sphere to England and mixed with the Farnabys? It's not to
be denied that I see him before me in the flesh when I look across the
table here; but it's equally true that I miss him altogether, in the
spirit."

Amelius sat down again on the sofa. "In plain words," he said, "you
think I have behaved like a fool in this matter?"

Rufus crossed his long legs, and nodded his head in silent approval.
Instead of taking offence, Amelius considered a little.

"It didn't strike me before," he said. "But, now you mention it, I can
understand that I appear to be a simple sort of fellow in what is
called Society here; and the reason, I suspect, is that it's not the
society in which I have been accustomed to mix. The Farnabys are new to
me, Rufus. When it comes to a question of my life at Tadmor, of what I
saw and learnt and felt in the Community--then, I can think and speak
like a reasonable being, because I am thinking and speaking of what I
know thoroughly well. Hang it, make some allowance for the difference
of circumstances! Besides, I'm in love, and that alters a man--and, I
have heard some people say, not always for the better. Anyhow, I've
done it with Farnaby, and it can't be undone. There will be no peace
for me now, till I have spoken to Regina. I have read the note you left
for me, Did you see her, when you called at the house?"

The quiet tone in which the question was put surprised Rufus. He had
fully expected, after Regina's reception of him, to be called to
account for the liberty that he had taken. Amelius was too completely
absorbed by his present anxieties to consider trivial questions of
etiquette. Hearing that Rufus had seen Regina, he never even asked for
his friend's opinion of her. His mind was full of the obstacles that
might be interposed to his seeing her again.

"Farnaby is sure, after what has passed between us, to keep her out of
my way if he can," Amelius said. "And Mrs. Farnaby, to my certain
knowledge, will help him. They don't suspect _you._ Couldn't you call
again--you're old enough to be her father--and make some excuse to take
her out with you for a walk?"

The answer of Rufus to this was Roman in its brevity. He pointed to the
window, and said, "Look at the rain."

"Then I must try her maid once more," said Amelius, resignedly. He took
his hat and umbrella. "Don't leave me, old fellow," he resumed as he
opened the door. "This is the turning-point of my life. I'm sorely in
need of a friend."

"Do you think she will marry you against the will of her uncle and
aunt?" Rufus asked.

"I am certain of it," Amelius answered. With that he left the room.

Rufus looked after him sadly. Sympathy and sorrow were expressed in
every line of his rugged face. "My poor boy! how will he bear it, if
she says No? What will become of him, if she says Yes?" He rubbed his
hand irritably across his forehead, like a man whose own thoughts were
repellent to him. In a moment more, he plunged into his pockets, and
drew out again the letters introducing him to the secretaries of public
institutions. "If there's salvation for Amelius," he said, "I reckon I
shall find it here."

CHAPTER 4

The medium of correspondence between Amelius and Regina's maid was an
old woman who kept a shop for the sale of newspapers and periodicals,
in a by-street not far from Mr. Farnaby's house. From this place his
letters were delivered to the maid, under cover of the morning
newspapers--and here he found the answers waiting for him later in the
day. "If Rufus could only have taken her out for a walk, I might have
seen Regina this afternoon," thought Amelius. "As it is, I may have to
wait till to-morrow, or later still. And then, there's the sovereign to
Phoebe." He sighed as he thought of the fee. Sovereigns were becoming
scarce in our young Socialist's purse.

Arriving in sight of the newsvendor's shop, Amelius noticed a man
leaving it, who walked away towards the farther end of the street. When
he entered the shop himself a minute afterwards, the woman took up a
letter from the counter. "A young man has just left this for you," she
said.

Amelius recognised the maid's handwriting on the address. The man whom
he had seen leaving the shop was Phoebe's messenger.

He opened the letter. Her mistress, Phoebe explained, was too much
flurried to be able to write. The master had astonished the whole
household by appearing among them at least three hours before the time
at which he was accustomed to leave his place of business. He had found
"Mrs. Ormond" (otherwise Regina's friend and correspondent, Cecilia)
paying a visit to his niece, and had asked to speak with her in
private, before she took leave. The result was an invitation to Regina,
from Mrs. Ormond, to stay for a little while at her house in the
neighbourhood of Harrow. The ladies were to leave London together, in
Mrs. Ormond's carriage, that afternoon. Under stress of strong
persuasion, on the part of her uncle and aunt as well as her friend,
Regina had ended in giving way. But she had not forgotten the interests
of Amelius. She was willing to see him privately on the next day,
provided he left London by the train which reached Harrow soon after
eleven in the forenoon. If it happened to rain, then he must put off
his journey until the first fine day, arriving in any case at the same
hour. The place at which he was to wait was described to him; and with
these instructions the letter ended.

The rapidity with which Mr. Farnaby had carried out his resolution to
separate the lovers placed the weakness of Regina's character before
Amelius in a new and startling light. Why had she not stood on her
privileges, as a woman who had arrived at years of discretion, and
refused to leave London until she had first heard what her lover had to
say? Amelius had left his American friend, feeling sure that Regina's
decision would be in his favour, when she was called upon to choose
between the man who was ready to marry her, and the man who was nothing
but her uncle by courtesy. For the first time, he now felt that his own
confident anticipations might, by bare possibility, deceive him. He
returned to his lodgings, in such a state of depression, that
compassionate Rufus insisted on taking him out to dinner, and hurried
him off afterwards to the play. Thoroughly prostrated, Amelius
submitted to the genial influence of his friend. He had not even energy
enough to feel surprised when Rufus stopped, on their way to the
tavern, at a dingy building adorned with a Grecian portico, and left a
letter and a card in charge of a servant at the side-door.

The next day, by a happy interposition of Fortune, proved to be a day
without rain. Amelius followed his instructions to the letter. A little
watery sunshine showed itself as he left the station at Harrow. His
mind was still in such a state of doubt and disturbance that it drew
from superstition a faint encouragement to hope. He hailed the feeble
November sunlight as a good omen.

Mr. and Mrs. Ormond's place of residence stood alone, surrounded by its
own grounds. A wooden fence separated the property, on one side, from a
muddy little by-road, leading to a neighbouring farm. At a wicket-gate
in this fence, giving admission to a shubbery situated at some distance
from the house, Amelius now waited for the appearance of the maid.

After a delay of a few minutes only, the faithful Phoebe approached the
gate with a key in her hand. "Where is she?" Amelius asked, as the girl
opened the gate for him.

"Waiting for you in the shrubbery. Stop, sir; I have something to say
to you first."

Amelius took out his purse, and produced the fee. Even he had observed
that Phoebe was perhaps a little too eager to get her money!

"Thank you, sir. Please to look at your watch. You mustn't be with Miss
Regina a moment longer than a quarter of an hour."

"Why not?"

"This is the time, sir, when Mrs. Ormond is engaged every day with her
cook and housekeeper. In a quarter of an hour the orders will be
given--and Mrs. Ormond will join Miss Regina for a walk in the grounds.
You will be the ruin of me, sir, if she finds you here." With that
warning, the maid led the way along the winding paths of the shrubbery.

"I must thank you for your letter, Phoebe," said Amelius, as he
followed her. "By-the-by, who was your messenger?"

Phoebe's answer was no answer at all. "Only a young man, sir," she
said.

"In plain words, your sweetheart, I suppose?"

Phoebe's expressive silence was her only reply. She turned a corner,
and pointed to her mistress standing alone before the entrance of a
damp and deserted summer-house.

Regina put her handkerchief to her eyes, when the maid had discreetly
retired. "Oh," she said softly, "I am afraid this is very wrong."

Amelius removed the handkerchief by the exercise of a little gentle
force, and administered comfort under the form of a kiss. Having opened
the proceedings in this way, he put his first question, "Why did you
leave London?"

"How could I help it!" said Regina, feebly. "They were all against me.
What else could I do?"

It occurred to Amelius that she might, at her age, have asserted a will
of her own. He kept his idea, however, to himself, and, giving her his
arm, led her slowly along the path of the shrubbery. "You have heard, I
suppose, what Mr. Farnaby expects of me?" he said.

"Yes, dear."

_"I_ call it worse than mercenary--I call it downright brutal."

"Oh, Amelius, don't talk so!"

Amelius came suddenly to a standstill. "Does that mean you agree with
him?" he asked.

"Don't be angry with me, dear. I only meant there was some excuse for
him."

"What excuse?"

"Well, you see, he has a high idea of your family, and he thought you
were rich people. And--I know you didn't mean it, Amelius--but, still,
you did disappoint him."

Amelius dropped her arm. This mildly-persistent defence of Mr. Farnaby
exasperated him.

"Perhaps I have disappointed _you?"_ he said.

"Oh, no, no! Oh, how cruel you are!" The ready tears showed themselves
again in her magnificent eyes--gentle considerate tears that raised no
storm in her bosom, and produced no unbecoming results in her face.
"Don't be hard on me!" she said, appealing to him helplessly, like a
charming overgrown child.

Some men might have still resisted her; but Amelius was not one of
them. He took her hand, and pressed it tenderly.

"Regina," he said, "do you love me?"

"You know I do!"

He put his arm round her waist, he concentrated the passion that was in
him into a look, and poured the look into her eyes. "Do you love me as
dearly as I love you?" he whispered.

She felt it with all the little passion that was in her. After a moment
of hesitation, she put one arm timidly round his neck, and, bending her
grand head, laid it on his bosom. Her finely-rounded, supple, muscular
figure trembled, as if she had been the most fragile woman living.
"Dear Amelius!" she murmured inaudibly. He tried to speak to her--his
voice failed him. She had, in perfect innocence, fired his young blood.
He drew her closer and closer to him: he lifted her head, with a
masterful resolution which she was not able to resist, and pressed his
kisses in hot and breathless succession on her lips. His vehemence
frightened her. She tore herself out of his arms with a sudden exertion
of strength that took him completely by surprise. "I didn't think you
would have been rude to me!" With that mild reproach, she turned away,
and took the path which led from the shrubbery to the house. Amelius
followed her, entreating that she would accept his excuses and grant
him a few minutes more. He modestly laid all the blame on her
beauty--lamented that he had not resolution enough to resist the charm
of it. When did that commonplace compliment ever fail to produce its
effect? Regina smiled with the weakly complacent good-nature, which was
only saved from being contemptible by its association with her personal
attractions. "Will you promise to behave?" she stipulated. And Amelius,
not very eagerly, promised.

"Shall we go into the summer-house?" he suggested.

"It's very damp at this time of year," Regina answered, with placid
good sense. "Perhaps we might catch cold--we had better walk about."

They walked accordingly. "I wanted to speak to you about our marriage,"
Amelius resumed.

She sighed softly. "We have some time to wait," she said, "before we
can think of that."

He passed this reply over without notice. "You know," he went on, "that
I have an income of five hundred a year?"

"Yes, dear."

"There are hundreds of thousands of respectable artisans, Regina, (with
large families), who live comfortably on less than half my income."

"Do they, dear?"

"And many gentlemen are not better off. Curates, for instance. Do you
see what I am coming to, my darling?"

"No, dear."

"Could you live with me in a cottage in the country, with a nice
garden, and one little maid to wait on us, and two or three new dresses
in a year?"

Regina lifted her fine eyes in sober ecstasy to the sky. "It sounds
very tempting," she remarked, in the sweetest tones of her voice.

"And it could all be done," Amelius proceeded, "on five hundred a
year."

"Could it, dear?"

"I have calculated it--allowing the necessary margin--and I am sure of
what I say. And I have done something else; I have asked about the
Marriage License. I can easily find lodgings in the neighbourhood. We
might be married at Harrow in a fortnight."

Regina started: her eyes opened widely, and rested on Amelius with an
expression of incredulous wonder. "Married in a fortnight?" she
repeated. "What would my uncle and aunt say?"

"My angel, our happiness doesn't depend on your uncle and aunt--our
happiness depends on ourselves. Nobody has any power to control us. I
am a man, and you are a woman; and we have a right to be married
whenever we like." Amelius pronounced this last oracular sentence with
his head held high, and a pleasant inner persuasion of the convincing
manner in which he had stated his case.

"Without my uncle to give me away!" Regina exclaimed. "Without my aunt!
With no bridesmaids, and no friends, and no wedding-breakfast! Oh,
Amelius, what _can_ you be thinking of?" She drew back a step, and
looked at him in helpless consternation.

For the moment, and the moment only, Amelius lost all patience with
her. "If you really loved me," he said bitterly, "you wouldn't think of
the bridesmaids and the breakfast!" Regina had her answer ready in her
pocket--she took out her handkerchief. Before she could lift it to her
eyes, Amelius recovered himself. "No, no," he said, "I didn't mean
that--I am sure you love me--take my arm again. Do you know, Regina, I
doubt whether your uncle has told you everything that passed between
us. Are you really aware of the hard terms that he insists on? He
expects me to increase my five hundred a year to two thousand, before
he will sanction our marriage."

"Yes, dear, he told me that."

"I have as much chance of earning fifteen hundred a year, Regina, as I
have of being made King of England. Did he tell you _that?"_

"He doesn't agree with you, dear--he thinks you might earn it (with
your abilities) in ten years."

This time it was the turn of Amelius to look at Regina in helpless
consternation. "Ten years?" he repeated. "Do you coolly contemplate
waiting ten years before we are married? Good heavens! is it possible
that you are thinking of the money? that _you_ can't live without
carriages and footmen, and ostentation and grandeur--?"

He stopped. For once, even Regina showed that she had spirit enough to
be angry. "You ought to be ashamed of yourself to speak to me in that
way!" she broke out indignantly. "If you have no better opinion of me
than that, I won't marry you at all--no, not if you had fifty thousand
a year, sir, to-morrow! Am I to have no sense of duty to my uncle--to
the good man who has been a second father to me? Do you think I am
ungrateful enough to set his wishes at defiance? Oh yes, I know you
don't like him! I know that a great many people don't like him. That
doesn't make any difference to Me! But for dear uncle Farnaby, I might
have gone to the workhouse, I might have been a starving needlewoman, a
poor persecuted maid-of-all-work. Am I to forget that, because you have
no patience, and only think of yourself? Oh, I wish I had never met
with you! I wish I had never been fool enough to be as fond of you as I
am!" With that confession, she turned her back on him, and took refuge
in her handkerchief once more.

Amelius stood looking at her in silent despair. After the tone in which
she had spoken of her obligations to her uncle, it was useless to
anticipate any satisfactory result from the exertion of his influence
over Regina. Recalling what he had seen and heard, in Mrs. Farnaby's
room, Amelius could not doubt that the motive of pacifying his wife was
the motive which had first led Farnaby to receive Regina into his
house. Was it unreasonable or unjust to infer, that the orphan child
must have been mainly indebted to Mrs. Farnaby's sense of duty to the
memory of her sister for the parental protection afforded to her, from
that time forth? It would have been useless, and worse than useless, to
place before Regina such considerations as these. Her exaggerated idea
of the gratitude that she owed to her uncle was beyond the limited
reach of reason. Nothing was to be gained by opposition; and no
sensible course was left but to say some peace-making words and submit.

"I beg your pardon, Regina, if I have offended you. You have sadly
disappointed me. I haven't deliberately misjudged you; I can say no
more."

She turned round quickly, and looked at him. There was an ominous
change to resignation in his voice, there was a dogged submission in
his manner, that alarmed her. She had never yet seen him under the
perilously-patient aspect in which he now presented himself, after his
apology had been made.

"I forgive you, Amelius, with all my heart," she said--and timidly held
out her hand.

He took it, raised it silently to his lips, and dropped it again.

She suddenly turned pale. All the love that she had in her to give to a
man, she had given to Amelius. Her heart sank; she asked herself, in
blank terror, if she had lost him.

"I am afraid it is _I_ who have offended _you,"_ she said. "Don't be
angry with me, Amelius! don't make me more unhappy than I am!"

"I am not in the least angry," he answered, still in the quiet subdued
way that terrified her. "You can't expect me, Regina, to contemplate a
ten years' engagement cheerfully."

She took his hand, and held it in both her own hands--held it, as if
his love for her was there and she was determined not to let it go.

"If you will only leave it to me," she pleaded, "the engagement shan't
be so long as that. Try my uncle with a little kindness and respect,
Amelius, instead of saying hard words to him. Or let _me_ try him, if
you are too proud to give way. May I say that you had no intention of
offending him, and that you are willing to leave the future to me?"

"Certainly," said Amelius, "if you think it will be of the slightest
use." His tone added plainly, "I don't believe in your uncle, mind, as
you do."

She still persisted. "It will be of the greatest use," she went on. "He
will let me go home again, and he will not object to your coming to see
me. He doesn't like to be despised and set at defiance--who does? Be
patient, Amelius; and I will persuade him to expect less money from
you--only what you may earn, dear, with your talents, long before ten
years have passed." She waited for a word of reply which might show
that she had encouraged him a little. He only smiled. "You talk of
loving me," she said, drawing back from him with a look of reproach;
"and you don't even believe what I say to you." She stopped, and looked
behind her with a faint cry of alarm. Hurried footsteps were audible on
the other side of the evergreens that screened them. Amelius stepped
back to a turn in the path, and discovered Phoebe.

"Don't stay a moment longer, sir!" cried the girl. "I've been to the
house--and Mrs. Ormond isn't there--and nobody knows where she is. Get
out by the gate, sir, while you have the chance."

Amelius returned to Regina. "I mustn't get the girl into a scrape," he
said. "You know where to write to me. Good-bye."

Regina made a sign to the maid to retire. Amelius had never taken leave
of her as he was taking leave of her now. She forgot the fervent
embrace and the daring kisses--she was desperate at the bare idea of
losing him. "Oh, Amelius, don't doubt that I love you! Say you believe
I love you! Kiss me before you go!"

He kissed her--but, ah, not as he had kissed her before. He said the
words she wanted him to say--but only to please her, not with all his
heart. She let him go; reproaches would be wasted at that moment.

Phoebe found her pale and immovable, rooted to the spot on which they
had parted. "Dear, dear me, miss, what's gone wrong?"

And her mistress answered wildly, in words that had never before passed
her placid lips, "O Phoebe, I wish I was dead!"

Such was the impression left on the mind of Regina by the interview in
the shrubbery.

The impression left on the mind of Amelius was stated in equally strong
language, later in the day. His American friend asked innocently for
news, and was answered in these terms:

"Find something to occupy my mind, Rufus, or I shall throw the whole
thing over and go to the devil."

The wise man from New England was too wise to trouble Amelius with
questions, under these circumstances. "Is that so?" was all he said.
Then he put his hand in his pocket, and, producing a letter, laid it
quietly on the table.

"For me?" Amelius asked.

"You wanted something to occupy your mind," the wily Rufus answered.
"There 'tis."

Amelius read the letter. It was dated, "Hampden Institution." The
secretary invited Amelius, in highly complimentary terms, to lecture,
in the hall of the Institution, on Christian Socialism as taught and
practised in the Community at Tadmor. He was offered two-thirds of the
profits derived from the sale of places, and was left free to appoint
his own evening (at a week's notice) and to issue his own
advertisements. Minor details were reserved to be discussed with the
secretary, when the lecturer had consented to the arrangement proposed
to him.

Having finished the letter, Amelius looked at his friend. "This is your
doing," he said.

Rufus admitted it, with his customary candour. He had a letter of
introduction to the secretary, and he had called by appointment that
morning. The Institution wanted something new to attract the members
and the public. Having no present intention of lecturing himself, he
had thought of Amelius, and had spoken his thought. "I mentioned,"
Rufus added slyly, "that I didn't reckon you would mount the platform.
But he's a sanguine creature, that secretary--and he said he'd try."

"Why should I say No?" Amelius asked, a little irritably. "The
secretary pays me a compliment, and offers me an opportunity of
spreading our principles. Perhaps," he added, more quietly, after a
moment's reflection, "you thought I might not be equal to the
occasion--and, in that case, I don't say you were wrong."

Rufus shook his head. "If you had passed your life in this decrepit
little island," he replied, "I might have doubted you, likely enough.
But Tadmor's situated in the United States. If they don't practise the
boys in the art of orating, don't you tell me there's an American
citizen with a voice in _that_ society. Guess again, my son. You won't?
Well, then, 'twas uncle Farnaby I had in my mind. I said to myself--not
to the secretary--Amelius is bound to consider uncle Farnaby. Oh, my!
what would uncle Farnaby say?"

The hot temper of Amelius took fire instantly. "What the devil do I
care for Farnaby's opinions?" he burst out. "If there's a man in
England who wants the principles of Christian Socialism beaten into his
thick head, it's Farnaby. Are you going to see the secretary again?"

"I might look in," Rufus answered, "in the course of the evening."

"Tell him I'll give the lecture--with my compliments and thanks. If I
can only succeed," pursued Amelius, hearing himself with the new idea,
"I may make a name as a lecturer, and a name means money, and money
means beating Farnaby with his own weapons. It's an opening for me,
Rufus, at the crisis of my life."

"That is so," Rufus admitted. "I may as well look up the secretary."

"Why shouldn't I go with you?" Amelius suggested.

"Why not?" Rufus agreed.

They left the house together.

BOOK THE FIFTH

THE FATAL LECTURE

CHAPTER 1

Late that night Amelius sat alone in his room, making notes for the
lecture which he had now formally engaged himself to deliver in a
week's time.

Thanks to his American education (as Rufus had supposed), he had not
been without practice in the art of public speaking. He had learnt to
face his fellow-creatures in the act of oratory, and to hear the sound
of his own voice in a silent assembly, without trembling from head to
foot. English newspapers were regularly sent to Tadmor, and English
politics were frequently discussed in the little parliament of the
Community. The prospect of addressing a new audience, with their
sympathies probably against him at the outset, had its terrors
undoubtedly. But the more formidable consideration, to the mind of
Amelius, was presented by the limits imposed on him in the matter of
time. The lecture was to be succeeded (at the request of a clerical
member of the Institution) by a public discussion; and the secretary's
experience suggested that the lecturer would do well to reduce his
address within the compass of an hour. "Socialism is a large subject to
be squeezed into that small space," Amelius had objected. And the
secretary sighed, and answered, "They won't listen any longer."

Making notes, from time to time, of the points on which it was most
desirable to insist, and on the relative positions which they should
occupy in his lecture, the memory of Amelius became more and more
absorbed in recalling the scenes in which his early life had been
passed.

He laid down his pen, as the clock of the nearest church struck the
first dark hour of the morning, and let his thoughts take him back
again, without interruption or restraint, to the hills and vales of
Tadmor. Once more the kind old Elder Brother taught him the noble
lessons of Christianity as they came from the inspired Teacher's own
lips; once more he took his turn of healthy work in the garden and the
field; once more the voices of his companions joined with him in the
evening songs, and the timid little figure of Mellicent stood at his
side, content to hold the music-book and listen. How poor, how corrupt,
did the life look that he was leading now, by comparison with the life
that he had led in those earlier and happier days! How shamefully he
had forgotten the simple precepts of Christian humility, Christian
sympathy, and Christian self-restraint, in which his teachers had
trusted as the safeguards that were to preserve him from the foul
contact of the world! Within the last two days only, he had refused to
make merciful allowance for the errors of a man, whose life had been
wasted in the sordid struggle upward from poverty to wealth. And, worse
yet, he had cruelly distressed the poor girl who loved him, at the
prompting of those selfish passions which it was his first and foremost
duty to restrain. The bare remembrance of it was unendurable to him, in
his present frame of mind. With his customary impetuosity, he snatched
up the pen, to make atonement before he went to rest that night. He
wrote in few words to Mr. Farnaby, declaring that he regretted having
spoken impatiently and contemptuously at the interview between them,
and expressing the hope that their experience of each other, in the
time to come, might perhaps lead to acceptable concessions on either
side. His letter to Regina was written, it is needless to say, in
warmer terms and at much greater length: it was the honest outpouring
of his love and his penitence. When the letters were safe in their
envelopes he was not satisfied, even yet. No matter what the hour might
be, there was no ease of mind for Amelius, until he had actually posted
his letters. He stole downstairs, and softly unbolted the door, and
hurried away to the nearest letter-box. When he had let himself in
again with his latch-key, his mind was relieved at last. "Now," he
thought, as he lit his bed-room candle, "I can go to sleep!"

A visit from Rufus was the first event of the day.

The two set to work together to draw out the necessary advertisement of
the lecture. It was well calculated to attract attention in certain
quarters. The announcement addressed itself, in capital letters, to all
honest people who were poor and discontented. "Come, and hear the
remedy which Christian Socialism provides for your troubles, explained
to you by a friend and a brother; and pay no more than sixpence for the
place that you occupy." The necessary information as to time and place
followed this appeal; including the offer of reserved seats at higher
prices. By advice of the secretary, the advertisement was not sent to
any journal having its circulation among the wealthier classes of
society. It appeared prominently in one daily paper and in two weekly
papers; the three possessing an aggregate sale of four hundred thousand
copies. "Assume only five readers to each copy," cried sanguine
Amelius, "and we appeal to an audience of two millions. What a
magnificent publicity!"

There was one inevitable result of magnificent publicity which Amelius
failed to consider. His advertisements were certain to bring people
together, who might otherwise never have met in the great world of
London, under one roof. All over England, Scotland, and Ireland, he
invited unknown guests to pass the evening with him. In such
circumstances, recognitions may take place between persons who have
lost sight of each other for years; conversations may be held, which
might otherwise never have been exchanged; and results may follow, for
which the hero of the evening may be innocently responsible, because
two or three among his audience happen to be sitting to hear him on the
same bench. A man who opens his doors, and invites the public
indiscriminately to come in, runs the risk of playing with inflammable
materials, and can never be sure at what time or in what direction they
may explode.

Rufus himself took the fair copies of the advertisement to the nearest
agent. Amelius stayed at home to think over his lecture.

He was interrupted by the arrival of Mr. Farnaby's answer to his
letter. The man of the oily whiskers wrote courteously and guardedly.
He was evidently flattered and pleased by the advance that had been
made to him; and he was quite willing "under the circumstances" to give
the lovers opportunities of meeting at his house. At the same time, he
limited the number of the opportunities. "Once a week, for the present,
my dear sir. Regina will doubtless write to you, when she returns to
London."

Regina wrote, by return of post. The next morning Amelius received a
letter from her which enchanted him. She had never loved him as she
loved him now; she longed to see him again; she had prevailed on Mrs.
Ormond to let her shorten her visit, and to intercede for her with the
authorities at home. They were to return together to London on the
afternoon of the next day. Amelius would be sure to find her, if he
arranged to call in time for five-o'clock tea.

Towards four o'clock on the next day, while Amelius was putting the
finishing touches to his dress, he was informed that "a young person
wished to see him." The visitor proved to be Phoebe, with her
handkerchief to her eyes; indulging in grief, in humble imitation of
her young mistress's gentle method of proceeding on similar occasions.

"Good God!" cried Amelius, "has anything happened to Regina?"

"No, sir," Phoebe murmured behind the handkerchief. "Miss Regina is at
home, and well."

"Then what are you crying about?"

Phoebe forgot her mistress's gentle method. She answered, with an
explosion of sobs, "I'm ruined, sir!"

"What do you mean by being ruined? Who's done it?"

"You've done it, sir!"

Amelius started. His relations with Phoebe had been purely and entirely
of the pecuniary sort. She was a showy, pretty girl, with a smart
little figure--but with some undeniably bad lines, which only observant
physiognomists remarked, about her eyebrows and her mouth. Amelius was
not a physiognomist; but he was in love with Regina, which at his age
implied faithful love. It is only men over forty who can court the
mistress, with reserves of admiration to spare for the maid.

"Sit down," said Amelius; "and tell me in two words what you mean."

Phoebe sat down, and dried her eyes. "I have been infamously treated,
sir, by Mrs. Farnaby," she began--and stopped, overpowered by the bare
remembrance of her wrongs. She was angry enough, at that moment, to be
off her guard. The vindictive nature that was in the girl found its way
outward, and showed itself in her face. Amelius perceived the change,
and began to doubt whether Phoebe was quite worthy of the place which
she had hitherto held in his estimation.

"Surely there must be some mistake," he said. "What opportunity has
Mrs. Farnaby had of ill-treating you? You have only just got back to
London."

"I beg your pardon, sir, we got back sooner than we expected. Mrs.
Ormond had business in town: and she left Miss Regina at her own door,
nearly two hours since."

"Well?"

"Well, sir, I had hardly taken off my bonnet and shawl, when I was sent
for by Mrs. Farnaby. 'Have you unpacked your box yet?' says she. I told
her I hadn't had time to do so. 'You needn't trouble yourself to
unpack,' says she. 'You are no longer in Miss Regina's service. There
are your wages--with a month's wages besides, in place of the customary
warning.' I'm only a poor girl, sir, but I up and spoke to her as plain
as she spoke to me. 'I want to know,' I says, 'why I am sent away in
this uncivil manner?' I couldn't possibly repeat what she said. My
blood boils when I think of it," Phoebe declared, with melodramatic
vehemence. "Somebody has found us out, sir. Somebody has told Mrs.
Farnaby of your private meeting with Miss Regina in the shrubbery, and
the money you kindly gave me. I believe Mrs. Ormond is at the bottom of
it; you remember nobody knew where she was, when I thought she was in
the house speaking to the cook. That's guess-work, I allow, so far.
What is certain is, that I have been spoken to as if I was the lowest
creature that walks the streets. Mrs. Farnaby refuses to give me a
character, sir. She actually said she would call in the police, if I
didn't leave the house in half an hour. How am I to get another place,
without a character? I'm a ruined girl, that's what I am--and all
through You!"

Threatened at this point with an illustrative outburst of sobbing
Amelius was simple enough to try the consoling influence of a
sovereign. "Why don't you speak to Miss Regina?" he asked. "You know
she will help you."

"She has done all she can, sir. I have nothing to say against Miss
Regina--she's a good creature. She came into the room, and begged, and
prayed, and took all the blame on herself. Mrs. Farnaby wouldn't hear a
word. 'I'm mistress here,' she says; 'you had better go back to your
room.' Ah, Mr. Amelius, I can tell you Mrs. Farnaby is your enemy as
well as mine! you'll never marry her niece if _she_ can stop it. Mark
my words, sir, that's the secret of the vile manner in which she has
used me. My conscience is clear, thank God. I've tried to serve the
cause of true love--and I'm not ashamed of it. Never mind! my turn is
to come. I'm only a poor servant, sent adrift in the world without a
character. Wait a little! you see if I am not even (and better than
even) with Mrs. Farnaby, before long! _I know what I know._ I am not
going to say any more than that. She shall rue the day," cried Phoebe,
relapsing into melodrama again, "when she turned me out of the house
like a thief!"

"Come! come!" said Amelius, sharply, "you mustn't speak in that way."

Phoebe had got her money: she could afford to be independent. She rose
from her chair. The insolence which is the almost invariable
accompaniment of a sense of injury among Englishwomen of her class
expressed itself in her answer to Amelius. "I speak as I think, sir. I
have some spirit in me; I am not a woman to be trodden underfoot--and
so Mrs. Farnaby shall find, before she is many days older."

"Phoebe! Phoebe! you are talking like a heathen. If Mrs. Farnaby has
behaved to you with unjust severity, set her an example of moderation
on your side. It's your duty as a Christian to forgive injuries."

Phoebe burst out laughing. "Hee-hee-hee! Thank you, sir, for a sermon
as well as a sovereign. You have been most kind, indeed!" She changed
suddenly from irony to anger. "I never was called a heathen before!
Considering what I have done for you, I think you might at least have
been civil. Good afternoon, sir." She lifted her saucy little
snub-nose, and walked with dignity out of the room.

For the moment, Amelius was amused. As he heard the house-door closed,
he turned laughing to the window, for a last look at Phoebe in the
character of an injured Christian. In an instant the smile left his
lips--he drew back from the window with a start.

A man had been waiting for Phoebe, in the street. At the moment when
Amelius looked out, she had just taken his arm. He glanced back at the
house, as they walked away together. Amelius immediately recognised, in
Phoebe's companion (and sweetheart), a vagabond Irishman, nicknamed
Jervy, whose face he had last seen at Tadmor. Employed as one of the
agents of the Community in transacting their business with the
neighbouring town, he had been dismissed for misconduct, and had been
unwisely taken back again, at the intercession of a respectable person
who believed in his promises of amendment. Amelius had suspected this
man of being the spy who officiously informed against Mellicent and
himself, but having discovered no evidence to justify his suspicions,
he had remained silent on the subject. It was now quite plain to him
that Jervy's appearance in London could only be attributed to a second
dismissal from the service of the Community, for some offence
sufficiently serious to oblige him to take refuge in England. A more
disreputable person it was hardly possible for Phoebe to have become
acquainted with. In her present vindictive mood, he would be
emphatically a dangerous companion and counsellor. Amelius felt this so
strongly, that he determined to follow them, on the chance of finding
out where Jervy lived. Unhappily, he had only arrived at this
resolution after a lapse of a minute or two. He ran into the street but
it was too late; not a trace of them was to be discovered. Pursuing his
way to Mr. Farnaby's house, he decided on mentioning what had happened
to Regina. Her aunt had not acted wisely in refusing to let the maid
refer to her for a character. She would do well to set herself right
with Phoebe, in this particular, before it was too late.

CHAPTER 2

Mrs. Farnaby stood at the door of her own room, and looked at her niece
with an air of contemptuous curiosity.

"Well? You and your lover have had a fine time of it together, I
suppose? What do you want here?"

"Amelius wishes particularly to speak to you, aunt."

"Tell him to save himself the trouble. He may reconcile your uncle to
his marriage--he won't reconcile Me."

"It's not about that, aunt; it's about Phoebe."

"Does he want me to take Phoebe back again?"

At that moment Amelius appeared in the hall, and answered the question
himself. "I want to give you a word of warning," he said.

Mrs. Farnaby smiled grimly. "That excites my curiosity," she replied.
"Come in. I don't want _you,"_ she added, dismissing her niece at the
door. "So you're willing to wait ten years for Regina?" she continued,
when Amelius was alone with her. "I'm disappointed in you; you're a
poor weak creature, after all. What about that young hussy, Phoebe?"

Amelius told her unreservedly all that had passed between the discarded
maid and himself, not forgetting, before he concluded, to caution her
on the subject of the maid's companion. "I don't know what that man may
not do to mislead Phoebe," he said. "If I were you, I wouldn't drive
her into a corner."

Mrs. Farnaby eyed him scornfully from head to foot. "You used to have
the spirit of a man in you," she answered. "Keeping company with Regina
has made you a milksop already. If you want to know what I think of
Phoebe and her sweetheart--" she stopped, and snapped her fingers.
"There!" she said, "that's what I think! Now go back to Regina. I can
tell you one thing--she will never be your wife."

Amelius looked at her in quiet surprise. "It seems odd," he remarked,
"that you should treat me as you do, after what you said to me, the
last time I was in this room. You expect me to help you in the dearest
wish of your life--and you do everything you can to thwart the dearest
wish of _my_ life. A man can't keep his temper under continual
provocation. Suppose I refuse to help you?"

Mrs. Farnaby looked at him with the most exasperating composure. "I
defy you to do it," she answered.

"You defy me to do it!" Amelius exclaimed.

"Do you take me for a fool?" Mrs. Farnaby went on. "Do you think I
don't know you better than you know yourself?" She stepped up close to
him; her voice sank suddenly to low and tender tones. "If that last
unlikely chance should turn out in my favour," she went on; "if you
really did meet with my poor girl, one of these days, and knew that you
had met with her--do you mean to say you could be cruel enough, no
matter how badly I behaved to you, to tell me nothing about it? Is
_that_ the heart I can feel beating under my hand? Is _that_ the
Christianity you learnt at Tadmor? Pooh, pooh, you foolish boy! Go back
to Regina; and tell her you have tried to frighten me, and you find it
won't do."

The next day was Saturday. The advertisement of the lecture appeared in
the newspapers. Rufus confessed that he had been extravagant enough, in
the case of the two weekly journals, to occupy half a page. "The
public," he explained, "have got a nasty way of overlooking
advertisements of a modest and retiring character. Hit 'em in the eyes
when they open the paper, or you don't hit 'em at all."

Among the members of the public attracted by the new announcement, Mrs.
Farnaby was one. She honoured Amelius with a visit at his lodgings. "I
called you a poor weak creature yesterday" (these were her first words
on entering the room); "I talked like a fool. You're a splendid fellow;
I respect your courage, and I shall attend your lecture. Never mind
what Mr. Farnaby and Regina say. Regina's poor little conventional soul
is shaken, I dare say; you needn't expect to have my niece among your
audience. But Farnaby is a humbug, as usual. He affects to be
horrified; he talks big about breaking off the match. In his own self,
he's bursting with curiosity to know how you will get through with it.
I tell you this--he will sneak into the hall and stand at the back
where nobody can see him. I shall go with him; and, when you're on the
platform, I'll hold up my handkerchief like this. Then you'll know he's
there. Hit him hard, Amelius--hit him hard! Where is your friend Rufus?
just gone away? I like that American. Give him my love, and tell him to
come and see me." She left the room as abruptly as she had entered it.
Amelius looked after her in amazement. Mrs. Farnaby was not like
herself; Mrs. Farnaby was in good spirits!

Regina's opinion of the lecture arrive by post.

Every other word in her letter was underlined; half the sentences began
with "Oh!"; Regina was shocked, astonished, ashamed, alarmed. What
would Amelius do next? Why had he deceived her, and left her to find it
out in the papers? He had undone all the good effect of those charming
letters to her father and herself. He had no idea of the disgust and
abhorrence which respectable people would feel at his odious Socialism.
Was she never to know another happy moment? and was Amelius to be the
cause of it? and so on, and so on.

Mr. Farnaby's protest followed, delivered by Mr. Farnaby himself. He
kept his gloves on when he called; he was solemn and pathetic; he
remonstrated, in the character of one of the ancestors of Amelius; he
pitied the ancient family "mouldering in the silent grave," he would
abstain from deciding in a hurry, but his daughter's feelings were
outraged, and he feared it might be his duty to break off the match.
Amelius, with perfect good temper, offered him a free admission, and
asked him to hear the lecture and decide for himself whether there was
any harm in it. Mr. Farnaby turned his head away from the ticket as if
it was something indecent. "Sad! sad!" That was his only farewell to
the gentleman-Socialist.

On the Sunday (being the only day in London on which a man can use his
brains without being interrupted by street music), Amelius rehearsed
his lecture. On the Monday, he paid his weekly visit to Regina.

She was reported--whether truly or not it was impossible for him to
discover--to have gone out in the carriage with Mrs. Ormond. Amelius
wrote to her in soothing and affectionate terms, suggesting, as he had
suggested to her father, that she should wait to hear the lecture
before she condemned it. In the mean time, he entreated her to remember
that they had promised to be true to one another, in time and
eternity--Socialism notwithstanding.

The answer came back by private messenger. The tone was serious.
Regina's principles forbade her to attend a Socialist lecture. She
hoped Amelius was in earnest in writing as he did about time and
eternity. The subject was very awful to a rightly-constituted mind. On
the next page, some mitigation of this severity followed in a
postscript. Regina would wait at home to see Amelius, the day after his
"regrettable appearance in public."

The evening of Tuesday was the evening of the lecture.

Rufus posted himself at the ticket-taker's office, in the interests of
Amelius. "Even sixpences do sometimes stick to a man's fingers, on
their way from the public to the money-box," he remarked. The sixpences
did indeed flow in rapidly; the advertisements had, so far, produced
their effect. But the reserved seats sold very slowly. The members of
the Institution, who were admitted for nothing, arrived in large
numbers, and secured the best places. Towards eight o'clock (the hour
at which the lecture was to begin), the sixpenny audience was still
pouring in. Rufus recognised Phoebe among the late arrivals, escorted
by a person in the dress of a gentleman, who was palpably a blackguard
nevertheless. A short stout lady followed, who warily shook hands with
Rufus, and said, "Let me introduce you to Mr. Farnaby." Mr. Farnaby's
mouth and chin were shrouded in a wrapper; his hat was over his
eyebrows. Rufus observed that he looked as if he was ashamed of
himself. A gaunt, dirty, savage old woman, miserably dressed, offered
her sixpence to the moneytaker, while the two gentlemen were shaking
hands; the example, it is needless to say, being set by Rufus. The old
woman looked attentively at all that was visible of Mr. Farnaby--that
is to say, at his eyes and his whiskers--by the gas-lamp hanging in the
corridor. She instantly drew back, though she had got her ticket;
waited until Mr. Farnaby had paid for his wife and himself, and then
followed close behind them, into the hall.

And why not? The advertisements addressed this wretched old creature as
one of the poor and discontented public. Sixteen years ago, John
Farnaby had put his own child into that woman's hands at Ramsgate, and
had never seen either of them since.

CHAPTER 3

Entering the hall, Mr. Farnaby discovered without difficulty the
position of modest retirement of which he was in search.

The cheap seats were situated, as usual, on that part of the floor of
the building which was farthest from the platform. A gallery at this
end of the hall threw its shadow over the hindermost benches and the
gangway by which they were approached. In the sheltering obscurity thus
produced, Mr. Farnaby took his place; standing in the corner formed by
the angle it which the two walls of the building met, with his dutiful
wife at his side.

Still following them, unnoticed in the crowd, the old woman stopped at
the extremity of the hindermost bench, looked close at a
smartly-dressed young man who occupied the last seat at the end, and
who paid marked attention to a pretty girl sitting by him, and
whispered in his ear, "Now then, Jervy! can't you make room for Mother
Sowler?"

The man started and looked round. "You here?" he exclaimed, with an
oath.

Before he could say more, Phoebe whispered to him on the other side,
"What a horrid old creature! How did you ever come to know her?"

At the same moment, Mrs. Sowler reiterated her request in more
peremptory language. "Do you hear, Jervy--do you hear? Sit a little
closer."

Jervy apparently had his reasons for treating the expression of Mrs.
Sowler's wishes with deference, shabby as she was. Making abundant
apologies, he asked his neighbours to favour him by sitting a little
nearer to each other, and so contrive to leave a morsel of vacant space
at the edge of the bench.

Phoebe, making room under protest, began to whisper again. "What does
she mean by calling you Jervy? She looks like a beggar. Tell her your
name is Jervis."

The reply she received did not encourage her to say more. "Hold your
tongue; I have reasons for being civil to her--you be civil too."

He turned to Mrs. Sowler, with the readiest submission to
circumstances. Under the surface of his showy looks and his vulgar
facility of manner, there lay hidden a substance of callous villainy
and impenetrable cunning. He had in him the materials out of which the
clever murderers are made, who baffle the police. If he could have done
it with impunity, he would have destroyed without remorse the squalid
old creature who sat by him, and who knew enough of his past career in
England to send him to penal servitude for life. As it was, he spoke to
her with a spurious condescension and good humour. "Why, it must be ten
years, Mrs. Sowler, since I last saw you! What have you been doing?"

The woman frowned at him as she answered. "Can't you look at me, and
see? Starving!" She eyed his gaudy watch and chain greedily. "Money
don't seem to be scarce with you. Have you made your fortune in
America?"

He laid his hand on her arm, and pressed it warningly. "Hush!" he said,
under his breath. "We'll talk about that, after the lecture." His
bright shifty black eyes turned furtively towards Phoebe--and Mrs.
Sowler noticed it. The girl's savings in service had paid for his
jewelry and his fine clothes. She silently resented his rudeness in
telling her to "hold her tongue"; sitting, sullen, with her impudent
little nose in the air. Jervy tried to include her indirectly in his
conversation with his shabby old friend. "This young lady," he said,
"knows Mr. Goldenheart. She feels sure he'll break down; and we've come
here to see the fun. I don't hold with Socialism myself--I am for, what
my favourite newspaper calls, the Altar and the Throne. In short, my
politics are Conservative."

"Your politics are in your girl's pocket," muttered Mrs. Sowler. "How
long will her money last?"

Jervy turned a deaf ear to the interruption. "And what has brought you
here?" he went on, in his most ingratiating way. "Did you see the
advertisement in the papers?"

Mrs. Sowler answered loud enough to be heard above the hum of talking
in the sixpenny places. "I was having a drop of gin, and I saw the
paper at the public-house. I'm one of the discontented poor. I hate
rich people; and I'm ready to pay my sixpence to hear them abused."

"Hear, hear!" said a man near, who looked like a shoemaker.

"I hope he'll give it to the aristocracy," added one of the shoemaker's
neighbours, apparently a groom out of place.

"I'm sick of the aristocracy," cried a woman with a fiery face and a
crushed bonnet. "It's them as swallows up the money. What business have
they with their palaces and their parks, when my husband's out of work,
and my children hungry at home?"

The acquiescent shoemaker listened with admiration. "Very well put," he
said; "very well put."

These expressions of popular feeling reached the respectable ears of
Mr. Farnaby. "Do you hear those wretches?" he said to his wife.

Mrs. Farnaby seized the welcome opportunity of irritating him. "Poor
things!" she answered. "In their place, we should talk as they do."

"You had better go into the reserved seats," rejoined her husband,
turning from her with a look of disgust. "There's plenty of room. Why
do you stop here?"

"I couldn't think of leaving you, my dear! How did you like my American
friend?"

"I am astonished at your taking the liberty of introducing him to me.
You knew perfectly well that I was here incognito. What do I care about
a wandering American?"

Mrs. Farnaby persisted as maliciously as ever. "Ah, but you see, I like
him. The wandering American is my ally."

"Your ally! What do you mean?"

"Good heavens, how dull you are! don't you know that I object to my
niece's marriage engagement? I was quite delighted when I heard of this
lecture, because it's an obstacle in the way. It disgusts Regina, and
it disgusts You--and my dear American is the man who first brought it
about. Hush! here's Amelius. How well he looks! So graceful and so
gentlemanlike," cried Mrs. Farnaby, signalling with her handkerchief to
show Amelius their position in the hall. "I declare I'm ready to become
a Socialist before he opens his lips!"

The personal appearance of Amelius took the audience completely by
surprise. A man who is young and handsome is not the order of man who
is habitually associated in the popular mind with the idea of a
lecture. After a moment of silence, there was a spontaneous burst of
applause. It was renewed when Amelius, first placing on his table a
little book, announced his intention of delivering the lecture
extempore. The absence of the inevitable manuscript was in itself an
act of mercy that cheered the public at starting.

The orator of the evening began.

"Ladies and gentlemen, thoughtful people accustomed to watch the signs
of the times in this country, and among the other nations of Europe,
are (so far as I know) agreed in the conclusion, that serious changes
are likely to take place in present forms of government, and in
existing systems of society, before the century in which we live has
reached its end. In plain words, the next revolution is not so
unlikely, and not so far off, as it pleases the higher and wealthier
classes among European populations to suppose. I am one of those who
believe that the coming convulsion will take the form, this time, of a
social revolution, and that the man at the head of it will not be a
military or a political man--but a Great Citizen, sprung from the
people, and devoted heart and soul to the people's cause. Within the
limits assigned to me to-night, it is impossible that I should speak to
you of government and society among other nations, even if I possessed
the necessary knowledge and experience to venture on so vast a subject.
All that I can now attempt to do is (first) to point out some of the
causes which are paving the way for a coming change in the social and
political condition of this country; and (secondly) to satisfy you that
the only trustworthy remedy for existing abuses is to be found in the
system which Christian Socialism extracts from this little book on my
table--the book which you all know under the name of The New Testament.
Before, however, I enter on my task, I feel it a duty to say one
preliminary word on the subject of my claim to address you, such as it
is. I am most unwilling to speak of myself--but my position here forces
me to do so. I am a stranger to all of you; and I am a very young man.
Let me tell you, then, briefly, what my life has been, and where I have
been brought up--and then decide for yourselves whether it is worth
your while to favour me with your attention, or not."

"A very good opening," remarked the shoemaker.

"A nice-looking fellow," said the fiery-faced woman, "I should like to
kiss him."

"He's too civil by half," grumbled Mrs. Sowler; "I wish I had my
sixpence back in my pocket."

"Give him time." whispered Jervy, "and he'll warm up. I say, Phoebe, he
doesn't begin like a man who is going to break down. I don't expect
there will be much to laugh at to-night."

"What an admirable speaker!" said Mrs. Farnaby to her husband. "Fancy
such a man as that, being married to such an idiot as Regina!"

"There's always a chance for him," returned Mr. Farnaby, savagely, "as
long as he's not married to such a woman as You!"

In the mean time, Amelius had claimed national kindred with his
audience as an Englishman, and had rapidly sketched his life at Tadmor,
in its most noteworthy points. This done, he put the question whether
they would hear him. His frankness and freshness had already won the
public: they answered by a general shout of applause.

"Very well," Amelius proceeded, "now let us get on. Suppose we take a
glance (we have no time to do more) at the present state of our
religious system, first. What is the public aspect of the thing called
Christianity, in the England of our day? A hundred different sects all
at variance with each other. An established church, rent in every
direction by incessant wrangling--disputes about black gowns or white;
about having candlesticks on tables, or off tables; about bowing to the
east or bowing to the west; about which doctrine collects the most
respectable support and possesses the largest sum of money, the
doctrine in my church, or the doctrine in your church, or the doctrine
in the church over the way. Look up, if you like, from this
multitudinous and incessant squabbling among the rank and file, to the
high regions in which the right reverend representatives of state
religion sit apart. Are they Christians? If they are, show me the
Bishop who dare assert his Christianity in the House of Lords, when the
ministry of the day happens to see its advantage in engaging in a war!
Where is that Bishop, and how many supporters does he count among his
own order? Do you blame me for using intemperate language--language
which I cannot justify? Take a fair test, and try me by that. The
result of the Christianity of the New Testament is to make men true,
humane, gentle, modest, strictly scrupulous and strictly considerate in
their dealings with their neighbours. Does the Christianity of the
churches and the sects produce these results among us? Look at the
staple of the country, at the occupation which employs the largest
number of Englishmen of all degrees--Look at our Commerce. What is its
social aspect, judged by the morality which is in this book in my hand?
Let those organised systems of imposture, masquerading under the
disguise of banks and companies, answer the question--there is no need
for me to answer it. You know what respectable names are associated,
year after year, with the shameless falsification of accounts, and the
merciless ruin of thousands on thousands of victims. You know how our
poor Indian customer finds his cotton-print dress a sham that falls to
pieces; how the savage who deals honestly with us for his weapon finds
his gun a delusion that bursts; how the half-starved needlewoman who
buys her reel of thread finds printed on the label a false statement of
the number of yards that she buys; you know that, in the markets of
Europe, foreign goods are fast taking the place of English goods,
because the foreigner is the most honest manufacturer of the two--and,
lastly, you know, what is worse than all, that these cruel and wicked
deceptions, and many more like them, are regarded, on the highest
commercial authority, as 'forms of competition' and justifiable
proceedings in trade. Do you believe in the honourable accumulation of
wealth by men who hold such opinions and perpetrate such impostures as
these? I don't! Do you find any brighter and purer prospect when you
look down from the man who deceives you and me on the great scale, to
the man who deceives us on the small? I don't! Everything we eat,
drink, and wear is a more or less adulterated commodity; and that very
adulteration is sold to us by the tradesmen at such outrageous prices,
that we are obliged to protect ourselves on the Socialist principle, by
setting up cooperative shops of our own. Wait! and hear me out, before
you applaud. Don't mistake the plain purpose of what I am saying to
you; and don't suppose that I am blind to the brighter side of the dark
picture that I have drawn. Look within the limits of private life, and
you will find true Christians, thank God, among clergymen and laymen
alike; you will find men and women who deserve to be called, in the
highest sense of the word, disciples of Christ. But my business is not
with private life--my business is with the present public aspect of the
religion, morals, and politics of this country; and again I say it,
that aspect presents one wide field of corruption and abuse, and
reveals a callous and shocking insensibility on the part of the nation
at large to the spectacle of its own demoralisation and disgrace."

There Amelius paused, and took his first drink of water.

Reserved seats at public performances seem, by some curious affinity,
to be occupied by reserved persons. The select public, seated nearest
to the orator, preserved discreet silence. But the hearty applause from
the sixpenny places made ample amends. There was enough of the
lecturer's own vehemence and impetuosity in this opening
attack--sustained as it undeniably was by a sound foundation of
truth--to appeal strongly to the majority of his audience. Mrs. Sowler
began to think that her sixpence had been well laid out, after all; and
Mrs. Farnaby pointed the direct application to her husband of all the
hardest hits at commerce, by nodding her head at him as they were
delivered.

Amelius went on.

"The next thing we have to discover is this: Will our present system of
government supply us with peaceable means for the reform of the abuses
which I have already noticed? not forgetting that other enormous abuse,
represented by our intolerable national expenditure, increasing with
every year. Unless you insist on it, I do not propose to waste our
precious time by saying anything about the House of Lords, for three
good reasons. In the first place, that assembly is not elected by the
people, and it has therefore no right of existence in a really free
country. In the second place, out of its four hundred and eighty-five
members, no less than one hundred and eighty-four directly profit by
the expenditure of the public money; being in the annual receipt, under
one pretence or another, of more than half a million sterling. In the
third place, if the assembly of the Commons has in it the will, as well
as the capacity, to lead the way in the needful reforms, the assembly
of the Lords has no alternative but to follow, or to raise the
revolution which it only escaped, by a hair's-breadth, some forty years
since. What do you say? Shall we waste our time in speaking of the
House of Lords?"

Loud cries from the sixpenny benches answered No; the ostler and the
fiery-faced woman being the most vociferous of all. Here and there,
certain dissentient individuals raised a little hiss--led by Jervy, in
the interests of "the Altar and the Throne."

Amelius resumed.

"Well, will the House of Commons help us to get purer Christianity, and
cheaper government, by lawful and sufficient process of reform? Let me
again remind you that this assembly has the power--if it has the will.
Is it so constituted at present as to have the will? There is the
question! The number of members is a little over six hundred and fifty.
Out of this muster, one fifth only represent (or pretend to represent)
the trading interests of the country. As for the members charged with
the interests of the working class, they are more easily counted
still--they are two in number! Then, in heaven's name (you will ask),
what interest does the majority of members in this assembly represent?
There is but one answer--the military and aristocratic interest. In
these days of the decay of representative institutions, the House of
Commons has become a complete misnomer. The Commons are not
represented; modern members belong to classes of the community which
have really no interest in providing for popular needs and lightening
popular burdens. In one word, there is no sort of hope for us in the
House of Commons. And whose fault is this? I own it with shame and
sorrow--it is emphatically the fault of the people. Yes, I say to you
plainly, it is the disgrace and the peril of England that the people
themselves have elected the representative assembly which ignores the
people's wants! You voters, in town and county alike, have had every
conceivable freedom and encouragement secured to you in the exercise of
your sacred trust--and there is the modern House of Commons to prove
that you are thoroughly unworthy of it!"

These hold words produced an outbreak of disapprobation from the
audience, which, for the moment, completely overpowered the speaker's
voice. They were prepared to listen with inexhaustible patience to the
enumeration of their virtues and their wrongs--but they had not paid
sixpence each to be informed of the vicious and contemptible part which
they play in modern politics. They yelled and groaned and hissed--and
felt that their handsome young lecturer had insulted them!

Amelius waited quietly until the disturbance had worn itself out.

"I am sorry I have made you angry with me," he said, smiling. "The
blame for this little disturbance really rests with the public speakers
who are afraid of you and who flatter you--especially if you belong to
the working classes. You are not accustomed to have the truth told you
to your faces. Why, my good friends, the people in this country, who
are unworthy of the great trust which the wise and generous English
constitution places in their hands, are so numerous that they can be
divided into distinct classes! There is the highly-educated class which
despairs, and holds aloof. There is the class beneath--without
self-respect, and therefore without public spirit--which can be bribed
indirectly, by the gift of a place, by the concession of a lease, even
by an invitation to a party at a great house which includes the wives
and the daughters. And there is the lower class still--mercenary,
corrupt, shameless to the marrow of its bones--which sells itself and
its liberties for money and drink. When I began this discourse, and
adverted to great changes that are to come, I spoke of them as
revolutionary changes. Am I an alarmist? Do I unjustly ignore the
capacity for peaceable reformation which has preserved modern England
from revolutions, thus far? God forbid that I should deny the truth, or
that I should alarm you without need! But history tells me, if I look
no farther back than to the first French Revolution, that there are
social and political corruptions, which strike their roots in a nation
so widely and so deeply, that no force short of the force of a
revolutionary convulsion can tear them up and cast them away. And I do
personally fear (and older and wiser men than I agree with me), that
the corruptions at which I have only been able to hint, in this brief
address, are fast extending themselves--in England, as well as in
Europe generally--beyond the reach of that lawful and bloodless reform
which has served us so well in past years. Whether I am mistaken in
this view (and I hope with all my heart it may be so), or whether
events yet in the future will prove that I am right, the remedy in
either case, the one sure foundation on which a permanent, complete,
and worthy reformation can be built--whether it prevents a convulsion
or whether it follows a convulsion--is only to be found within the
covers of this book. Do not, I entreat you, suffer yourselves to be
persuaded by those purblind philosophers who assert that the divine
virtue of Christianity is a virtue which is wearing out with the lapse
of time. It is the abuse and corruption of Christianity that is wearing
out--as all falsities and all impostures must and do wear out. Never,
since Christ and his apostles first showed men the way to be better and
happier, have the nations stood in sorer need of a return to that
teaching, in its pristine purity and simplicity, than now! Never, more
certainly than at this critical time, was it the interest as well as
the duty of mankind to turn a deaf ear to the turmoil of false
teachers, and to trust in that all-wise and all-merciful Voice which
only ceased to exalt, console, and purify humanity, when it expired in
darkness under the torture of the cross! Are these the wild words of an
enthusiast? Is this the dream of an earthly Paradise in which it is
sheer folly to believe? I can tell you of one existing community (one
among others) which numbers some hundreds of persons; and which has
found prosperity and happiness, by reducing the whole art and mystery
of government to the simple solution set forth in the New
Testament--fear God, and love thy neighbour as thyself."

By these gradations Amelius arrived at the second of the two parts into
which he had divided his address.

He now repeated, at greater length and with a more careful choice of
language, the statement of the religious and social principles of the
Community at Tadmor, which he had already addressed to his two
fellow-travellers on the voyage to England. While he confined himself
to plain narrative, describing a mode of life which was entirely new to
his hearers, he held the attention of the audience. But when he began
to argue the question of applying Christian Socialism to the government
of large populations as well as small--when he inquired logically
whether what he had proved to be good for some hundreds of persons was
not also good for some thousands, and, conceding that, for some
hundreds of thousands, and so on until he had arrived, by dint of sheer
argument, at the conclusion that what had succeeded at Tadmor must
necessarily succeed on a fair trial in London--then the public interest
began to flag. People remembered their coughs and colds, and talked in
whispers, and looked about them with a vague feeling of relief in
staring at each other. Mrs. Sowler, hitherto content with furtively
glancing at Mr. Farnaby from time to time, now began to look at him
more boldly, as he stood in his corner with his eyes fixed sternly on
the platform at the other end of the hall. He too began to feel that
the lecture was changing its tone. It was no longer the daring outbreak
which he had come to hear, as his sufficient justification (if
necessary) for forbidding Amelius to enter his house. "I have had
enough of it," he said, suddenly turning to his wife, "let us go."

If Mrs. Farnaby could have been forewarned that she was standing in
that assembly of strangers, not as one of themselves, but as a woman
with a formidable danger hanging over her head--or if she had only
happened to look towards Phoebe, and had felt a passing reluctance to
submit herself to the possibly insolent notice of a discharged
servant--she might have gone out with her husband, and might have so
escaped the peril that had been lying in wait for her, from the fatal
moment when she first entered the hall. As it was she refused to move.
"You forget the public discussion," she said. "Wait and see what sort
of fight Amelius makes of it when the lecture is over."

She spoke loud enough to be heard by some of the people seated nearest
to her. Phoebe, critically examining the dresses of the few ladies in
the reserved seats, twisted round on the bench, and noticed for the
first time the presence of Mr. and Mrs. Farnaby in their dim corner.
"Look!" she whispered to Jervy, "there's the wretch who turned me out
of her house without a character, and her husband with her."

Jervy looked round, in his turn, a little doubtful of the accuracy of
his sweetheart's information. "Surely they wouldn't come to the
sixpenny places," he said. "Are you certain it's Mr. and Mrs. Farnaby?"

He spoke in cautiously-lowered tones; but Mrs. Sowler had seen him look
back at the lady and gentleman in the corner, and was listening
attentively to catch the first words that fell from his lips.

"Which is Mr. Farnaby?" she asked.

"The man in the corner there, with the white silk wrapper over his
mouth, and his hat down to his eyebrows."

Mrs. Sowler looked round for a moment--to make sure that Jervy's man
and her man were one and the same.

"Farnaby?" she muttered to herself, in the tone of a person who heard
the name for the first time. She considered a little, and leaning
across Jervy, addressed herself to his companion. "My dear," she
whispered, "did that gentleman ever go by the name of Morgan, and have
his letters addressed to the George and Dragon, in Tooley-street?"

Phoebe lifted her eyebrows with a look of contemptuous surprise, which
was an answer in itself. "Fancy the great Mr. Farnaby going by an
assumed name, and having his letters addressed to a public-house!" she
said to Jervy.

Mrs. Sowler asked no more questions. She relapsed into muttering to
herself, under her breath. "His whiskers have turned gray, to be
sure--but I know his eyes again; I'll take my oath to it, there's no
mistaking _his_ eyes!" She suddenly appealed to Jervy. "Is Mr. Farnaby
rich?" she asked.

"Rolling in riches!" was the answer.

"Where does he live?"

Jervy was cautious how he replied to that; he consulted Phoebe. "Shall
I tell her?"

Phoebe answered petulantly, "I'm turned out of the house; I don't care
what you tell her!"

Jervy again addressed the old woman, still keeping his information in
reserve. "Why do you want to know where he lives?"

"He owes me money," said Mrs. Sowler.

Jervy looked hard at her, and emitted a long low whistle, expressive of
blank amazement. The persons near, annoyed by the incessant whispering,
looked round irritably, and insisted on silence. Jervy ventured
nevertheless on a last interruption. "You seem to be tired of this," he
remarked to Phoebe; "let's go and get some oysters." She rose directly.
Jervy tapped Mrs. Sowler on the shoulder, as they passed her. "Come and
have some supper," he said; "I'll stand treat."

The three were necessarily noticed by their neighbours as they passed
out. Mrs. Farnaby discovered Phoebe--when it was too late. Mr. Farnaby
happened to look first at the old woman. Sixteen years of squalid
poverty effectually disguised her, in that dim light. He only looked
away again, and said to his wife impatiently, "Let us go too!"

Mrs. Farnaby was still obstinate. "You can go if you like," she said;
"I shall stay here."

CHAPTER 4

"Three dozen oysters, bread-and-butter, and bottled stout; a private
room and a good fire." Issuing these instructions, on his arrival at
the tavern, Jervy was surprised by a sudden act of interference on the
part of his venerable guest. Mrs. Sowler actually took it on herself to
order her own supper!

"Nothing cold to eat or drink for me," she said. "Morning and night,
waking and sleeping, I can't keep myself warm. See for yourself, Jervy,
how I've lost flesh since you first knew me! A steak, broiling hot from
the gridiron, and gin-and-water, hotter still--that's the supper for
me."

"Take the order, waiter," said Jervy, resignedly; "and let us see the
private room."

The tavern was of the old-fashioned English sort, which scorns to learn
a lesson of brightness and elegance from France. The private room can
only be described as a museum for the exhibition of dirt in all its
varieties. Behind the bars of the rusty little grate a dying fire was
drawing its last breath. Mrs. Sowler clamoured for wood and coals;
revived the fire with her own hands; and seated herself shivering as
close to the fender as the chair would go. After a while, the composing
effect of the heat began to make its influence felt: the head of the
half-starved wretch sank: a species of stupor overcame her--half
faintness, and half sleep.

Phoebe and her sweetheart sat together, waiting the appearance of the
supper, on a little sofa at the other end of the room. Having certain
objects to gain, Jervy put his arm round her waist, and looked and
spoke in his most insinuating manner.

"Try and put up with Mother Sowler for an hour or two," he said. "My
sweet girl, I know she isn't fit company for you! But how can I turn my
back on an old friend?"

"That's just what surprises me," Phoebe answered. "I don't understand
such a person being a friend of yours."

Always ready with the necessary lie, whenever the occasion called for
it, Jervy invented a pathetic little story, in two short parts. First
part: Mrs. Sowler, rich and respected; a widow inhabiting a
villa-residence, and riding in her carriage. Second part: a villainous
lawyer; misplaced confidence; reckless investments; death of the
villain; ruin of Mrs. Sowler. "Don't talk about her misfortunes when
she wakes," Jervy concluded, "or she'll burst out crying, to a dead
certainty. Only tell me, dear Phoebe, Would _you_ turn your back on a
forlorn old creature because she has outlived all her other friends,
and hasn't a farthing left in the world? Poor as I am, I can help her
to a supper, at any rate."

Phoebe expressed her admiration of these noble sentiments by an
inexpensive ebullition of tenderness, which failed to fulfill Jervy's
private anticipations. He had aimed straight at her purse--and he had
only hit her heart! He tried a broad hint next. "I wonder whether I
shall have a shilling or two left to give Mrs. Sowler, when I have paid
for the supper?" He sighed, and pulled out some small change, and
looked at it in eloquent silence. Phoebe was hit in the right place at
last. She handed him her purse. "What is mine will be yours, when we
are married," she said; "why not now?" Jervy expressed his sense of
obligation with the promptitude of a grateful man; he repeated those
precious words, "My sweet girl!" Phoebe laid her head on his
shoulder--and let him kiss her, and enjoyed it in silent ecstasy with
half-closed eyes. The scoundrel waited and watched her, until she was
completely under his influence. Then, and not till then, he risked the
gradual revelation of the purpose which had induced him to withdraw
from the hall, before the proceedings of the evening had reached their
end.

"Did you hear what Mrs. Sowler said to me, just before we left the
lecture?" he asked.

"No, dear."

"You remember that she asked me to tell her Farnaby's address?"

"Oh yes! And she wanted to know if he had ever gone by the name of
Morgan. Ridiculous--wasn't it?"

"I'm not so sure of that, my dear. She told me, in so many words, that
Farnaby owed her money. He didn't make his fortune all at once, I
suppose. How do we know what he might have done in his young days, or
how he might have humbugged a feeble woman. Wait till our friend there
at the fire has warmed her old bones with some hot grog--and I'll find
out something more about Farnaby's debt."

"Why, dear? What is it to you?"

Jervy reflected for a moment, and decided that the time had come to
speak more plainly.

"In the first place," he said, "it would only be an act of common
humanity, on my part, to help Mrs. Sowler to get her money. You see
that, don't you? Very well. Now, I am no Socialist, as you are aware;
quite the contrary. At the same time, I am a remarkably just man; and I
own I was struck by what Mr. Goldenheart said about the uses to which
wealthy people are put, by the Rules at Tadmor. 'The man who has got
the money is bound, by the express law of Christian morality, to use it
in assisting the man who has got none.' Those were his words, as nearly
as I can remember them. He put it still more strongly afterwards; he
said, 'A man who hoards up a large fortune, from a purely selfish
motive--either because he is a miser, or because he looks only to the
aggrandisement of his own family after his death--is, in either case,
an essentially unchristian person, who stands in manifest need of
enlightenment and control by Christian law.' And then, if you remember,
some of the people murmured; and Mr. Goldenheart stopped them by
reading a line from the New Testament, which said exactly what he had
been saying--only in fewer words. Now, my dear girl, Farnaby seems to
me to be one of the many people pointed at in this young gentleman's
lecture. Judging by looks, I should say he was a hard man."

"That's just what he is--hard as iron! Looks at his servants as if they
were dirt under his feet; and never speaks a kind word to them from one
year's end to another."

"Suppose I guess again? He's not particularly free-handed with his
money--is he?"

"He! He will spend anything on himself and his grandeur; but he never
gave away a halfpenny in his life."

Jervy pointed to the fireplace, with a burst of virtuous indignation.
"And there's that poor old soul starving for want of the money he owes
her! Damn it, I agree with the Socialists; it's a virtue to make that
sort of man bleed. Look at you and me! We are the very people he ought
to help--we might be married at once, if we only knew where to find a
little money. I've seen a deal of the world, Phoebe; and my experience
tells me there's something about that debt of Farnaby's which he
doesn't want to have known. Why shouldn't we screw a few five-pound
notes for ourselves out of the rich miser's fears?"

Phoebe was cautious. "It's against the law--ain't it?" she said.

"Trust me to keep clear of the law," Jervy answered. "I won't stir in
the matter till I know for certain that be daren't take the police into
his confidence. It will be all easy enough when we are once sure of
that. You have been long enough in the family to find out Farnaby's
weak side. Would it do, if we got at him, to begin with, through his
wife?"

Phoebe suddenly reddened to the roots of her hair. "Don't talk to me
about his wife!" she broke out fiercely; "I've got a day of reckoning
to come with that lady--" She looked at Jervy and checked herself. He
was watching her with an eager curiosity, which not even his ready
cunning was quick enough to conceal.

"I wouldn't intrude on your little secrets, darling, for the world!" he
said, in his most persuasive tones. "But, if you want advice, you know
that I am heart and soul at your service."

Phoebe looked across the room at Mrs. Sowler, still nodding over the
fire.

"Never mind now," she said; "I don't think it's a matter for a man to
advise about--it's between Mrs. Farnaby and me. Do what you like with
her husband; I don't care; he's a brute, and I hate him. But there's
one thing I insist on--I won't have Miss Regina frightened or annoyed;
mind that! She's a good creature. There, read the letter she wrote to
me yesterday, and judge for yourself."

Jervy looked at the letter. It was not very long. He resignedly took
upon himself the burden of reading it.

"DEAR PHOEBE,

"Don't be downhearted. I am your friend always, and I will help you to
get another place. I am sorry to say that it was indeed Mrs. Ormond who
found us out that day. She had her suspicions, and she watched us, and
told my aunt. This she owned to me with her own lips. She said, 'I
would do anything, my dear, to save you from an ill-assorted marriage.'
I am very wretched about it, because I can never look on her as my
friend again. My aunt, as you know, is of Mrs. Ormond's way of
thinking. You must make allowances for her hot temper. Remember, out of
your kindness towards me, you had been secretly helping forward the
very thing which she was most anxious to prevent. That made her very
angry; but, never fear, she will come round in time. If you don't want
to spend your little savings, while you are waiting for another
situation, let me know. A share of my pocket-money is always at your
service.

"Your friend,

"REGINA."

"Very nice indeed," said Jervy, handing the letter back, and yawning as
he did it. "And convenient, too, if we run short of money. Ah, here's
the waiter with the supper, at last! Now, Mrs. Sowler, there's a time
for everything--it's time to wake up."

He lifted the old woman off her chair, and settled her before the
table, like a child. The sight of the hot food and drink roused her to
a tigerish activity. She devoured the meat with her eyes as well as her
teeth; she drank the hot gin-and-water in fierce gulps, and set down
the glass with audible gasps of relief. "Another one," she cried, "and
I shall begin to feel warm again!"

Jervy, watching her from the opposite side of the table, with Phoebe
close by him as usual, had his own motives for encouraging her to talk,
by the easy means of encouraging her to drink. He sent for another
glass of the hot grog. Phoebe, daintily picking up her oysters with her
fork, affected to be shocked at Mrs. Sowler's coarse method of eating
and drinking. She kept her eyes on her plate, and only consented to
taste malt liquor under modest protest. When Jervy lit a cigar, after
finishing his supper, she reminded him, in an impressively genteel
manner, of the consideration which he owed to the presence of an
elderly lady. "I like it myself, dear," she said mincingly; "but
perhaps Mrs. Sowler objects to the smell?"

Mrs. Sowler burst into a hoarse laugh. "Do I look as if I was likely to
be squeamish about smells?" she asked, with the savage contempt for her
own poverty, which was one of the dangerous elements in her character.
"See the place I live in, young woman, and then talk about smells if
you like!"

This was indelicate. Phoebe picked a last oyster out of its shell, and
kept her eyes modestly fixed on her plate. Observing that the second
glass of gin-and-water was fast becoming empty, Jervy risked the first
advances, on his way to Mrs. Sowler's confidence.

"About that debt of Farnaby's?" he began. "Is it a debt of long
standing?"

Mrs. Sowler was on her guard. In other words, Mrs. Sowler's head was
only assailable by hot grog, when hot grog was administered in large
quantities. She said it was a debt of long standing, and she said no
more.

"Has it been standing seven years?"

Mrs. Sowler emptied her glass, and looked hard at Jervy across the
table. "My memory isn't good for much, at my time of life." She gave
him that answer, and she gave him no more.

Jervy yielded with his best grace. "Try a third glass," he said;
"there's luck, you know, in odd numbers."

Mrs. Sowler met this advance in the spirit in which it was made. She
was obliging enough to consult her memory, even before the third glass
made its appearance. "Seven years, did you say?" she repeated. "More
than twice seven years, Jervy! What do you think of that?"

Jervy wasted no time in thinking. He went on with his questions.

"Are you quite sure that the man I pointed out to you, at the lecture,
is the same man who went by the name of Morgan, and had his letters
addressed to the public-house?"

"Quite sure. I'd swear to him anywhere--only by his eyes."

"And have you never yet asked him to pay the debt?"

"How could I ask him, when I never knew what his name was till you told
me to-night?"

"What amount of money does he owe you?"

Whether Mrs. Sowler had her mind prophetically fixed on a fourth glass
of grog, or whether she thought it time to begin asking questions on
her own account, is not easy to say. Whatever her motive might be, she
slyly shook her head, and winked at Jervy. "The money's my business,"
she remarked. "You tell me where he lives--and I'll make him pay me."

Jervy was equal to the occasion. "You won't do anything of the sort,"
he said.

Mrs. Sowler laughed defiantly. "So you think, my fine fellow!"

"I don't think at all, old lady--I'm certain. In the first place,
Farnaby don't owe you the debt by law, after seven years. In the second
place, just look at yourself in the glass there. Do you think the
servants will let you in, when you knock at Farnaby's door? You want a
clever fellow to help you--or you'll never recover that debt."

Mrs. Sowler was accessible to reason (even half-way through her third
glass of grog), when reason was presented to her in convincing terms.
She came to the point at once. "How much do you want?" she asked.

"Nothing," Jervy answered; "I don't look to _you_ to pay my
commission."

Mrs. Sowler reflected a little--and understood him. "Say that again,"
she insisted, "in the presence of your young woman as witness."

Jervy touched his young woman's hand under the table, warning her to
make no objection, and to leave it to him. Having declared for the
second time that he would not take a farthing from Mrs. Sowler, he went
on with his inquiries.

"I'm acting in your interests, Mother Sowler," he said; "and you'll be
the loser, if you don't answer my questions patiently, and tell me the
truth. I want to go back to the debt. What is it for?"

"For six weeks' keep of a child, at ten shillings a week."

Phoebe looked up from her plate.

"Whose child?" Jervy asked, noticing the sudden movement.

"Morgan's child--the same man you said was Farnaby."

"Do you know who the mother was?"

"I wish I did! I should have got the money out of her long ago."

Jervy stole a look at Phoebe. She had turned pale; she was listening,
with her eyes riveted on Mrs. Sowler's ugly face.

"How long ago was it?" Jervy went on.

"Better than sixteen years."

"Did Farnaby himself give you the child?"

"With his own hands, over the garden-paling of a house at Ramsgate. He
saw me and the child into the train for London. I had ten pounds from
him, and no more. He promised to see me, and settle everything, in a
month's time. I have never set eyes on him from that day, till I saw
him paying his money this evening at the door of the hall."

Jervy stole another look at Phoebe. She was still perfectly unconscious
that he was observing her. Her attention was completely absorbed by
Mrs. Sowler's replies. Speculating on the possible result, Jervy
abandoned the question of the debt, and devoted his next inquiries to
the subject of the child.

"I promise you every farthing of your money, Mother Sowler," he said,
"with interest added to it. How old was the child when Farnaby gave it
to you?"

"Old? Not a week old, I should say!"

"Not a week old?" Jervy repeated, with his eye on Phoebe. "Dear, dear
me, a newborn baby, one may say!"

The girl's excitement was fast getting beyond control. She leaned
across the table, in her eagerness to hear more.

"And how long was this poor child under your care?" Jervy went on.

"How can I tell you, at this distance of time? For some months, I
should say. This I'm certain of--I kept it for six good weeks after the
ten pounds he gave me were spent. And then--" she stopped, and looked
at Phoebe.

"And then you got rid of it?"

Mrs. Sowler felt for Jervy's foot under the table, and gave it a
significant kick. "I have done nothing to be ashamed of, miss," she
said, addressing her answer defiantly to Phoebe. "Being too poor to
keep the little dear myself, I placed it under the care of a good lady,
who adopted it."

Phoebe could restrain herself no longer. She burst out with the next
question, before Jervy could open his lips.

"Do you know where the lady is now?"

"No," said Mrs. Sowler shortly; "I don't."

"Do you know where to find the child?"

Mrs. Sowler slowly stirred up the remains of her grog. "I know no more
than you do. Any more questions, miss?"

Phoebe's excitement completely blinded her to the evident signs of a
change in Mrs. Sowler's temper for the worse. She went on headlong.

"Have you never seen the child since you gave her to the lady?"

Mrs. Sowler set down her glass, just as she was raising it to her lips.
Jervy paused, thunderstruck, in the act of lighting a second cigar.

_"Her?"_ Mrs. Sowler repeated slowly, her eyes fixed on Phoebe with a
lowering expression of suspicion and surprise. "Her?" She turned to
Jervy. "Did you ask me if the child was a girl or a boy?"

"I never even thought of it," Jervy replied.

"Did I happen to say it myself, without being asked?"

Jervy deliberately abandoned Phoebe to the implacable old wretch,
before whom she had betrayed herself. It was the only likely way of
forcing the girl to confess everything. "No," he answered; "you never
said it without being asked."

Mrs. Sowler turned once more to Phoebe. "How do you know the child was
a girl?" she inquired.

Phoebe trembled, and said nothing. She sat with her head down, and her
hands, fast clasped together, resting on her lap.

"Might I ask, if you please," Mrs. Sowler proceeded, with a ferocious
assumption of courtesy, "how old you are, miss? You're young enough and
pretty enough not to mind answering to your age, I'm sure."

Even Jervy's villainous experience of the world failed to forewarn him
of what was coming. Phoebe, it is needless to say, instantly fell into
the trap.

"Twenty-four," she replied, "next birthday."

"And the child was put into my hands, sixteen years ago," said Mrs.
Sowler. "Take sixteen from twenty-four, and eight remains. I'm more
surprised than ever, miss, at your knowing it to be a girl. It couldn't
have been your child--could it?"

Phoebe started to her feet, in a state of fury. "Do you hear that?" she
cried, appealing to Jervy. "How dare you bring me here to be insulted
by that drunken wretch?"

Mrs. Sowler rose, on her side. The old savage snatched up her empty
glass--intending to throw it at Phoebe. At the same moment, the ready
Jervy caught her by the arm, dragged her out of the room, and shut the
door behind them.

There was a bench on the landing outside. He pushed Mrs. Sowler down on
the bench with one hand, and took Phoebe's purse out of his pocket with
the other. "Here's a pound," he said, "towards the recovery of that
debt of yours. Go home quietly, and meet me at the door of this house
tomorrow evening, at six."

Mrs. Sowler, opening her lips to protest, suddenly closed them again,
fascinated by the sight of the gold. She clutched the coin, and became
friendly and familiar in a moment. "Help me downstairs, deary," she
said, "and put me into a cab. I'm afraid of the night air."

"One word more, before I put you into a cab," said Jervy. "What did you
really do with the child?"

Mrs. Sowler grinned hideously, and whispered her reply, in the
strictest confidence.

"Sold her to Moll Davies, for five-and-sixpence."

"Who was Moll Davis?"

"A cadger."

"And you really know nothing now of Moll Davis or the child?"

"Should I want you to help me if I did?" Mrs. Sowler asked
contemptuously. "They may be both dead and buried, for all I know to
the contrary."

Jervy put her into the cab, without further delay. "Now for the other
one!" he said to himself, as he hurried back to the private room.

CHAPTER 5

Some men would have found it no easy task to console Phoebe, under the
circumstances. Jervy had the immense advantage of not feeling the
slightest sympathy for her: he was in full command of his large
resources of fluent assurance and ready flattery. In less than five
minutes, Phoebe's tears were dried, and her lover had his arm round her
waist again, in the character of a cherished and forgiven man.

"Now, my angel!" he said (Phoebe sighed tenderly; he had never called
her his angel before), "tell me all about it in confidence. Only let me
know the facts, and I shall see my way to protecting you against any
annoyance from Mrs. Sowler in the future. You have made a very
extraordinary discovery. Come closer to me, my dear girl. Did it happen
in Farnaby's house?"

"I heard it in the kitchen," said Phoebe.

Jervy started. "Did any one else hear it?" he asked.

"No. They were all in the housekeeper's room, looking at the Indian
curiosities which her son in Canada had sent to her. I had left my bird
on the dresser--and I ran into the kitchen to put the cage in a safe
place, being afraid of the cat. One of the swinging windows in the
skylight was open; and I heard voices in the back room above, which is
Mrs. Farnaby's room."

"Whose voices did you hear?"

"Mrs. Farnaby's voice, and Mr. Goldenheart's."

"Mrs. Farnaby?" Jervy repeated, in surprise. "Are you sure it was
_Mrs.?"_

"Of course I am! Do you think I don't know that horrid woman's voice?
She was saying a most extraordinary thing when I first heard her--she
was asking if there was anything wrong in showing her naked foot. And a
man answered, and the voice was Mr. Goldenheart's. You would have felt
curious to hear more, if you had been in my place, wouldn't you? I
opened the second window in the kitchen, so as to make sure of not
missing anything. And what do you think I heard her say?"

"You mean Mrs. Farnaby?"

"Yes. I heard her say, 'Look at my right foot--you see there's nothing
the matter with it.' And then, after a while, she said, 'Look at my
left foot--look between the third toe and the fourth.' Did you ever
hear of such a audacious thing for a married woman to say to a young
man?"

"Go on! go on! What did _he_ say?"

"Nothing; I suppose he was looking at her foot."

"Her left foot?"

"Yes. Her left foot was nothing to be proud of, I can tell you! By her
own account, she has some horrid deformity in it, between the third toe
and the fourth. No; I didn't hear her say what the deformity was. I
only heard her call it so--and she said her 'poor darling' was born
with the same fault, and that was her defence against being imposed
upon by rogues--I remember the very words--'in the past days when I
employed people to find her.' Yes! she said _'her.'_ I heard it
plainly. And she talked afterwards of her 'poor lost daughter', who
might be still living somewhere, and wondering who her mother was.
Naturally enough, when I heard that hateful old drunkard talking about
a child given to her by Mr. Farnaby, I put two and two together. Dear
me, how strangely you look! What's wrong with you?"

I'm only very much interested--that's all. But there's one thing I
don't understand. What had Mr. Goldenheart to do with all this?"

"Didn't I tell you?"

"No."

"Well, then, I tell you now. Mrs. Farnaby is not only a heartless
wretch, who turns a poor girl out of her situation, and refuses to give
her a character--she's a fool besides. That precious exhibition of her
nasty foot was to inform Mr. Goldenheart of something she wanted him to
know. If he happened to meet with a girl, in his walks or his travels,
and if he found that she had the same deformity in the same foot, then
he might know for certain--"

"All right! I understand. But why Mr. Goldenheart?"

"Because she had a dream that Mr. Goldenheart had found the lost girl,
and because she thought there was one chance in a hundred that her
dream might come true! Did you ever hear of such a fool before? From
what I could make out, I believe she actually cried about it. And that
same woman turns me into the street to be ruined, for all she knows or
cares. Mind this! I would have kept her secret--it was no business of
mine, after all--if she had behaved decently to me. As it is, I mean to
be even with her; and what I heard down in the kitchen is more than
enough to help me to it. I'll expose her somehow--I don't quite know
how; but that will come with time. You will keep the secret, dear, I'm
sure. We are soon to have all our secrets in common, when we are man
and wife, ain't we? Why, you're not listening to me! What _is_ the
matter with you?"

Jervy suddenly looked up. His soft insinuating manner had vanished; he
spoke roughly and impatiently.

"I want to know something. Has Farnaby's wife got money of her own?"

Phoebe's mind was still disturbed by the change in her lover. "You
speak as if you were angry with me," she said.

Jervy recovered his insinuating tones, with some difficulty. "My dear
girl, I love you! How can I be angry with you? You've set me
thinking--and it bothers me a little, that's all. Do you happen to know
if Mrs. Farnaby has got money of her own?"

Phoebe answered this time. "I've heard Miss Regina say that Mrs.
Farnaby's father was a rich man," she said.

"What was his name?"

"Ronald."

"Do you know when he died?"

"No."

Jervy fell into thought again, biting his nails in great perplexity.
After a moment or two, an idea came to him. "The tombstone will tell
me!" he exclaimed, speaking to himself. He turned to Phoebe, before she
could express her surprise, and asked if she knew where Mr. Ronald was
buried.

"Yes," said Phoebe, "I've heard that. In Highgate cemetery. But why do
you want to know?"

Jervy looked at his watch. "It's getting late," he said; "I'll see you
safe home."

"But I want to know--"

"Put on your bonnet, and wait till we are out in the street."

Jervy paid the bill, with all needful remembrance of the waiter. He was
generous, he was polite; but he was apparently in no hurry to favour
Phoebe with the explanation that he had promised. They had left the
tavern for some minutes--and he was still rude enough to remain
absorbed in his own reflections. Phoebe's patience gave way.

"I have told you everything," she said reproachfully; "I don't call it
fair dealing to keep me in the dark after that."

He roused himself directly. "My dear girl, you entirely mistake me!"

The reply was as ready as usual; but it was spoken rather absently.
Only that moment, he had decided on informing Phoebe (to some extent,
at least) of the purpose which he was then meditating. He would
infinitely have preferred using Mrs. Sowler as his sole accomplice. But
he knew the girl too well to run that risk. If he refused to satisfy
her curiosity, she would be deterred by no scruples of delicacy from
privately watching him; and she might say something (either by word of
month or by writing) to the kind young mistress who was in
correspondence with her, which might lead to disastrous results. It was
of the last importance to him, so far to associate Phoebe with his
projected enterprise, as to give her an interest of her own in keeping
his secrets.

"I have not the least wish," he resumed, "to conceal any thing from
you. So far as I can see my way at present, you shall see it too."
Reserving in this dexterous manner the freedom of lying, whenever he
found it necessary to depart from the truth, he smiled encouragingly,
and waited to be questioned.

Phoebe repeated the inquiry she had made at the tavern. "Why do you
want to know where Mr. Ronald is buried?" she asked bluntly.

"Mr. Ronald's tombstone, my dear, will tell me the date of Mr. Ronald's
death," Jervy rejoined. "When I have got the date, I shall go to a
place near St. Paul's, called Doctors' Commons; I shall pay a shilling
fee, and I shall have the privilege of looking at Mr. Ronald's will."

"And what good will that do you?"

"Very properly put, Phoebe! Even shillings are not to be wasted, in our
position. But my shilling will buy two sixpennyworths of information. I
shall find out what sum of money Mr. Ronald has left to his daughter;
and I shall know for certain whether Mrs. Farnaby's husband has any
power over it, or not."

"Well?" said Phoebe, not much interested so far--"and what then?"

Jervy looked about him. They were in a crowded thoroughfare at the
time. He preserved a discreet silence, until they had arrived at the
first turning which led down a quiet street.

"What I have to tell you," he said, "must not be accidentally heard by
anybody. Here, my dear, we are all but out of the world--and here I can
speak to you safely. I promise you two good things. You shall bring
Mrs. Farnaby to that day of reckoning; and we will find money enough to
marry on comfortably as soon as you like."

Phoebe's languid interest in the subject began to revive: she insisted
on having a clearer explanation than this. "Do you mean to get the
money out of Mr. Farnaby?" she inquired.

"I will have nothing to do with Mr. Farnaby--unless I find that his
wife's money is not at her own disposal. What you heard in the kitchen
has altered all my plans. Wait a minute--and you will see what I am
driving at. How much do you think Mrs. Farnaby would give me, if I
found that lost daughter of hers?"

Phoebe suddenly stood still, and looked at the sordid scoundrel who was
tempting her in blank amazement.

"But nobody knows where the daughter is," she objected.

"You and I know that the daughter has a deformity in her left foot,"
Jervy replied; "and you and I know exactly in what part of the foot it
is. There's not only money to be made out of that knowledge--but money
made easily, without the slightest risk. Suppose I managed the matter
by correspondence, without appearing in it personally? Don't you think
Mrs. Farnaby would open her purse beforehand, if I mentioned the exact
position of that little deformity, as a proof that I was to be depended
on?"

Phoebe was unable, or unwilling, to draw the obvious conclusion, even
now.

"But, what would you do," she said, "when Mrs. Farnaby insisted on
seeing her daughter?"

There was something in the girl's tone--half fearful, half
suspicious--which warned Jervy that he was treading on dangerous
ground. He knew perfectly well what he proposed to do, in the case that
had been so plainly put him. It was the simplest thing in the world. He
had only to make an appointment with Mrs. Farnaby for a meeting on a
future day, and to take to flight in the interval; leaving a polite
note behind him to say that it was all a mistake, and that he regretted
being too poor to return the money. Having thus far acknowledged the
design he had in view, could he still venture on answering his
companion without reserve? Phoebe was vain, Phoebe was vindictive; and,
more promising still, Phoebe was a fool. But she was not yet capable of
consenting to an act of the vilest infamy, in cold blood. Jervy looked
at her--and saw that the foreseen necessity for lying had come at last.

"That's just the difficulty," he said; "that's just where I don't see
my way plainly yet. Can you advise me?"

Phoebe started, and drew back from him. _"I_ advise you!" she
exclaimed. "It frightens me to think of it. If you make her believe she
is going to see her daughter, and if she finds out that you have robbed
and deceived her, I can tell you this--with her furious temper--you
would drive her mad."

Jervy's reply was a model of well-acted indignation. "Don't talk of
anything so horrible," he exclaimed. "If you believe me capable of such
cruelty as that, go to Mrs. Farnaby, and warn her at once!"

"It's too bad to speak to me in that way!" Phoebe rejoined, with the
frank impetuosity of an offended woman. "You know I would die, rather
than get you into trouble. Beg my pardon directly--or I won't walk
another step with you!"

Jervy made the necessary apologies, with all possible humility, He had
gained his end--he could now postpone any further discussion of the
subject, without arousing Phoebe's distrust. "Let us say no more about
it, for the present," he suggested; "we will think it over, and talk of
pleasanter things in the mean time. Kiss me, my dear girl; there's
nobody looking."

So he made peace with his sweetheart, and secured to himself, at the
same time, the full liberty of future action of which he stood in need.
If Phoebe asked any more questions, the necessary answer was obvious to
the meanest capacity. He had merely to say, "The matter is beset with
difficulties which I didn't see at first--I have given it up."

Their nearest way back to Phoebe's lodgings took them through the
street which led to the Hampden Institution. Passing along the opposite
side of the road, they saw the private door opened. Two men stepped
out. A third man, inside, called after one of them. "Mr. Goldenheart!
you have left the statement of receipts in the waiting-room." "Never
mind," Amelius answered; "the night's receipts are so small that I
would rather not be reminded of them again." "In my country," a third
voice remarked, "if he had lectured as he has lectured to-night, I
reckon I'd have given him three hundred dollars, gold (sixty pounds,
English currency), and have made my own profit by the transaction. The
British nation has lost its taste, sir, for intellectual recreation. I
wish you good evening."

Jervy hurried Phoebe out of the way, just as the two gentlemen were
crossing the street. He had not forgotten events at Tadmor--and he was
by no means eager to renew his former acquaintance with Amelius.

CHAPTER 6

Rufus and his young friend walked together silently as far as a large
square. Here they stopped, having reached the point at which it was
necessary to take different directions on their way home.

"I've a word of advice, my son, for your private ear," said the New
Englander. "The barometer behind your waistcoat points to a downhearted
state of the moral atmosphere. Come along to home with me--you want a
whisky cocktail badly."

"No, thank you, my dear fellow," Amelius answered a little sadly. "I
own I'm downhearted, as you say. You see, I expected this lecture to be
a new opening for me. Personally, as you know, I don't care two straws
about money. But my marriage depends on my adding to my income; and the
first attempt I've made to do it has ended in a total failure. I'm all
abroad again, when I look to the future--and I'm afraid I'm fool enough
to let it weigh on my spirits. No, the cocktail isn't the right remedy
for me. I don't get the exercise and fresh air, here, that I used to
get at Tadmor. My head burns after all that talking to-night, A good
long walk put me right, and nothing else will."

Rufus at once offered to accompany him. Amelius shook his head. "Did
you ever walk a mile in your life, when you could ride?" he asked
good-humouredly. "I mean to be on my legs for four or five hours; I
should only have to send you home in a cab. Thank you, old fellow, for
the brotherly interest you take in me. I'll breakfast with you
to-morrow, at your hotel. Good night."

Some curious prevision of evil seemed to trouble the mind of the good
New Englander. He held Amelius fast by the hand: he said, very
earnestly, "It goes against the grit with me to see you wandering off
by yourself at this time of night--it does, I tell you! Do me a favour
for once, my bright boy--go right away to bed."

Amelius laughed, and released his hand. "I shouldn't sleep, if I did go
to bed. Breakfast to-morrow, at ten o'clock. Goodnight, again!"

He started on his walk, at a pace which set pursuit on the part of
Rufus at defiance. The American stood watching him, until he was lost
to sight in the darkness. "What a grip that young fellow has got on me,
in no more than a few months!" Rufus thought, as he slowly turned away
in the direction of his hotel. "Lord send the poor boy may keep clear
of mischief this night!"

Meanwhile, Amelius walked on swiftly, straight before him, careless in
what direction he turned his steps, so long as he felt the cool air and
kept moving.

His thoughts were not at first occupied with the doubtful question of
his marriage; the lecture was still the uppermost subject in his mind.
He had reserved for the conclusion of his address the justification of
his view of the future, afforded by the widespread and frightful
poverty among the millions of the population of London alone. On this
melancholy theme he had spoken with the eloquence of true feeling, and
had produced a strong impression, even on those members of the audience
who were most resolutely opposed to the opinions which he advocated.
Without any undue exercise of self-esteem, he could look back on the
close of his lecture with the conviction that he had really done
justice to himself and to his cause. The retrospect of the public
discussion that had followed failed to give him the same pleasure. His
warm temper, his vehemently sincere belief in the truth of his own
convictions, placed him at a serious disadvantage towards the more
self-restrained speakers (all older than himself) who rose, one after
another, to combat his views. More than once he had lost his temper,
and had been obliged to make his apologies. More than once he had been
indebted to the ready help of Rufus, who had taken part in the battle
of words, with the generous purpose of covering his retreat. "No!" he
thought to himself, with bitter humility, "I'm not fit for public
discussions. If they put me into Parliament tomorrow, I should only get
called to order and do nothing."

He reached the bank of the Thames, at the eastward end of the Strand.

Walking straight on, as absently as ever, he crossed Waterloo Bridge,
and followed the broad street that lay before him on the other side. He
was thinking of the future again: Regina was in his mind now. The one
prospect that he could see of a tranquil and happy life--with duties as
well as pleasures; duties that might rouse him to find the vocation for
which he was fit--was the prospect of his marriage. What was the
obstacle that stood in his way? The vile obstacle of money; the
contemptible spirit of ostentation which forbade him to live humbly on
his own sufficient little income, and insisted that he should purchase
domestic happiness at the price of the tawdry splendour of a rich
tradesman and his friends. And Regina, who was free to follow her own
better impulses--Regina, whose heart acknowledged him as its
master--bowed before the golden image which was the tutelary deity of
her uncle's household, and said resignedly, Love must wait!

Still walking blindly on, he was roused on a sudden to a sense of
passing events. Crossing a side-street at the moment, a man caught him
roughly by the arm, and saved him from being run over. The man had a
broom in his hand; he was a crossing-sweeper. "I think I've earned my
penny, sir!" he said.

Amelius gave him half-a-crown. The man shouldered his broom, and tossed
up the money, in a transport of delight. "Here's something to go home
with!" he cried, as he caught the half-crown again.

"Have you got a family at home?" Amelius asked.

"Only one, sir," said the man. "The others are all dead. She's as good
a girl and as pretty a girl as ever put on a petticoat--though I say it
that shouldn't. Thank you kindly, sir. Good night!"

Amelius looked after the poor fellow, happy at least for that night!
"If I had only been lucky enough to fall in love with the
crossing-sweeper's daughter," he thought bitterly, _"she_ would have
married me when I asked her."

He looked along the street. It curved away in the distance, with no
visible limit to it. Arrived at the next side-street on his left,
Amelius turned down it, weary of walking longer in the same direction.
Whither it might lead him he neither knew nor cared. In his present
humour it was a pleasurable sensation to feel himself lost in London.

The short street suddenly widened; a blaze of flaring gaslight dazzled
is eyes; he heard all round him the shouting of innumerable voices. For
the first time since he had been in London, he found himself in one of
the street-markets of the poor.

On either side of the road, the barrows of the costermongers--the
wandering tradesmen of the highway--were drawn up in rows; and every
man was advertising his wares, by means of the cheap publicity of his
own voice. Fish and vegetables; pottery and writing-paper;
looking-glasses, saucepans, and coloured prints--all appealed together
to the scantily filled purses of the crowds who thronged the pavement.
One lusty vagabond stood up in a rickety donkey-cart, knee-deep in
apples, selling a great wooden measure full for a penny, and yelling
louder than all the rest. "Never was such apples sold in the public
streets before! Sweet as flowers, and sound as a bell. Who says the
poor ain't looked after," cried the fellow, with ferocious irony, "when
they can have such apple-sauce as this to their loin of pork? Here's
nobby apples; here's a penn'orth for your money. Sold again! Hullo,
you! you look hungry. Catch! there's an apple for nothing, just to
taste. Be in time, be in time before they're all sold!" Amelius moved
forward a few steps, and was half deafened by rival butchers, shouting,
"Buy, buy, buy!" to audiences of ragged women, who fingered the meat
doubtfully, with longing eyes. A little farther--and there was a blind
man selling staylaces, and singing a Psalm; and, beyond him again, a
broken-down soldier playing "God save the Queen" on a tin flageolet.
The one silent person in this sordid carnival was a Lascar beggar, with
a printed placard round his neck, addressed to "The Charitable Public."
He held a tallow candle to illuminate the copious narrative of his
misfortunes; and the one reader he obtained was a fat man, who
scratched his head, and remarked to Amelius that he didn't like
foreigners. Starving boys and girls lurked among the costermongers'
barrows, and begged piteously on pretence of selling cigar-lights and
comic songs. Furious women stood at the doors of public-houses, and
railed on their drunken husbands for spending the house-money in gin. A
thicker crowd, towards the middle of the street, poured in and out at
the door of a cookshop. Here the people presented a less terrible
spectacle--they were even touching to see. These were the patient poor,
who bought hot morsels of sheep's heart and liver at a penny an ounce,
with lamentable little mouthfuls of peas-pudding, greens, and potatoes
at a halfpenny each. Pale children in corners supped on penny basins of
soup, and looked with hungry admiration at their enviable neighbours
who could afford to buy stewed eels for twopence. Everywhere there was
the same noble resignation to their hard fate, in old and young alike.
No impatience, no complaints. In this wretched place, the language of
true gratitude was still to be heard, thanking the good-natured cook
for a little spoonful of gravy thrown in for nothing--and here, humble
mercy that had its one superfluous halfpenny to spare gave that
halfpenny to utter destitution, and gave it with right good-will.
Amelius spent all his shillings and sixpences, in doubling and trebling
the poor little pennyworths of food--and left the place with tears in
his eyes.

He was near the end of the street by this time. The sight of the misery
about him, and the sense of his own utter inability to remedy it,
weighed heavily on his spirits. He thought of the peaceful and
prosperous life at Tadmor. Were his happy brethren of the Community and
these miserable people about him creatures of the same all-merciful
God? The terrible doubts which come to all thinking men--the doubts
which are not to be stifled by crying "Oh, fie!" in a pulpit--rose
darkly in his mind. He quickened his pace. "Let me let out of it," he
said to himself, "let me get out of it!"

BOOK THE SIXTH

FILIA DOLOROSA

CHAPTER 1

Amelius found it no easy matter to pass quickly through the people
loitering and gossiping about him. There was greater freedom for a
rapid walker in the road. He was on the point of stepping off the
pavement, when a voice behind him--a sweet soft voice, though it spoke
very faintly--said, "Are you good-natured, sir?"

He turned, and found himself face to face with one of the saddest
sisterhood on earth--the sisterhood of the streets.

His heart ached as he looked at her, she was so poor and so young. The
lost creature had, to all appearance, barely passed the boundary
between childhood and girlhood--she could hardly be more than fifteen
or sixteen years old. Her eyes, of the purest and loveliest blue,
rested on Amelius with a vacantly patient look, like the eyes of a
suffering child. The soft oval outline of her face would have been
perfect if the cheeks had been filled out; they were wasted and hollow,
and sadly pale. Her delicate lips had none of the rosy colour of youth;
and her finely modelled chin was disfigured by a piece of plaster
covering some injury. She was little and thin; her worn and scanty
clothing showed her frail youthful figure still waiting for its
perfection of growth. Her pretty little bare hands were reddened by the
raw night air. She trembled as Amelius looked at her in silence, with
compassionate wonder. But for the words in which she had accosted him,
it would have been impossible to associate her with the lamentable life
that she led. The appearance of the girl was artlessly virginal and
innocent; she looked as if she had passed through the contamination of
the streets without being touched by it, without fearing it, or feeling
it, or understanding it. Robed in pure white, with her gentle blue eyes
raised to heaven, a painter might have shown her on his canvas as a
saint or an angel; and the critical world would have said, Here is the
true ideal--Raphael himself might have painted this!

"You look very pale," said Amelius. "Are you ill?"

"No, sir--only hungry."

Her eyes half closed; she reeled from sheer weakness as she said the
words. Amelius held her up, and looked round him. They were close to a
stall at which coffee and slices of bread-and-butter were sold. He
ordered some coffee to be poured out, and offered her the food. She
thanked him and tried to eat. "I can't help it, sir," she said faintly.
The bread dropped from her hand; her weary head sank on his shoulder.

Two young women--older members of the sad sisterhood--were passing at
the moment. "She's too far gone, sir, to eat," said one of them. "I
know what would do her good, if you don't mind going into a
public-house."

"Where is it?" said Amelius. "Be quick!"

One of the women led the way. The other helped Amelius to support the
girl. They entered the crowded public-house. In less than a minute, the
first woman had forced her way through the drunken customers at the
bar, and had returned with a glass of port-wine and cloves. The girl
revived as the stimulant passed her lips. She opened her innocent blue
eyes again, in vague surprise. "I shan't die this time," she said
quietly.

A corner of the place was not occupied; a small empty cask stood there.
Amelius made the poor creature sit down and rest a little. He had only
gold in his purse; and, when the woman had paid for the wine, he
offered her some of the change. She declined to take it. "I've got a
shilling or two, sir," she said; "and I can take care of myself. Give
it to Simple Sally."

"You'll save her a beating, sir, for one night at least," said the
other woman. "We call her Simple Sally, because she's a little soft,
poor soul--hasn't grown up, you know, in her mind, since she was a
child. Give her some of your change, sir, and you'll be doing a kind
thing."

All that is most unselfish, all that is most divinely compassionate and
self-sacrificing in a woman's nature, was as beautiful and as undefiled
as ever in these women--the outcasts of the hard highway!

Amelius turned to the girl. Her head had sunk on her bosom; she was
half asleep. She looked up as he approached her.

"Would you have been beaten to-night," he asked, "if you had not met
with me?"

"Father always beats me, sir," said Simple Sally, "if I don't bring
money home. He threw a knife at me last night. It didn't hurt much--it
only cut me here," said the girl, pointing to the plaster on her chin.

One of the women touched Amelius on the shoulder, and whispered to him.
"He's no more her father, sir, than I am. She's a helpless
creature--and he takes advantage of her. If I only had a place to take
her to, he should never set eyes on her again. Show the gentleman your
bosom, Sally."

She opened her poor threadbare little shawl. Over the lovely girlish
breast, still only growing to the rounded beauty of womanhood, there
was a hideous blue-black bruise. Simple Sally smiled, and said, "That
_did_ hurt me, sir. I'd rather have the knife."

Some of the nearest drinkers at the bar looked round and laughed.
Amelius tenderly drew the shawl over the girl's cold bosom. "For God's
sake, let us get away from this place!" he said.

The influence of the cool night air completed Simple Sally's recovery.
She was able to eat now. Amelius proposed retracing his steps to the
provision-shop, and giving her the best food that the place afforded.
She preferred the bread-and-butter at the coffee-stall. Those thick
slices, piled up on the plate, tempted her as a luxury. On trying the
luxury, one slice satisfied her. "I thought I was hungry enough to eat
the whole plateful," said the girl, turning away from the stall, in the
vacantly submissive manner which it saddened Amelius to see. He bought
more of the bread-and-butter, on the chance that her appetite might
revive. While he was wrapping it in a morsel of paper, one of her elder
companions touched him and whispered, "There he is, sir!" Amelius
looked at her. "The brute who calls himself her father," the woman
explained impatiently.

Amelius turned, and saw Simple Sally with her arm in the grasp of a
half-drunken ruffian; one of the swarming wild beasts of Low London,
dirtied down from head to foot to the colour of the street mud--the
living danger and disgrace of English civilization. As Amelius eyed
him, he drew the girl away a step or two. "You've got a gentleman this
time," he said to her; "I shall expect gold to-night, or else--!" He
finished the sentence by lifting his monstrous fist, and shaking it in
her face. Cautiously as he had lowered his tones in speaking, the words
had reached the keenly sensitive ears of Amelius. Urged by his hot
temper, he sprang forward. In another moment, he would have knocked the
brute down--but for the timely interference of the arm of the law, clad
in a policeman's great-coat. "Don't get yourself into trouble, sir,"
said the man good-humouredly. "Now, you Hell-fire (that's the nice name
they know him by, sir, in these parts), be off with you!" The wild
beast on two legs cowered at the voice of authority, like the wild
beast on four: he was lost to sight, at the dark end of the street, in
a moment.

"I saw him threaten her with his fist," said Amelius, his eyes still
aflame with indignation. "He has bruised her frightfully on the breast.
Is there no protection for the poor creature?"

"Well, sir," the policeman answered, "you can summon him if you like. I
dare say he'd get a month's hard labour. But, don't you see, it would
be all the worse for her when he came out of prison."

The policeman's view of the girl's position was beyond dispute. Amelius
turned to her gently; she was shivering with cold or terror, perhaps
with both. "Tell me," he said, "is that man really your father?"

"Lord bless you, sir!" interposed the policeman, astonished at the
gentleman's simplicity, "Simple Sally hasn't got father or mother--have
you, my girl?"

She paid no heed to the policeman. The sorrow and sympathy, plainly
visible in Amelius, filled her with a childish interest and surprise.
She dimly understood that it was sorrow and sympathy for _her._ The
bare idea of distressing this new friend, so unimaginably kind and
considerate, seemed to frighten her. "Don't fret about _me,_ sir," she
said timidly; "I don't mind having no father nor mother; I don't mind
being beaten." She appealed to the nearest of her two women-friends.
"We get used to everything, don't we, Jenny?"

Amelius could bear no more. "It's enough to break one's heart to hear
you, and see you!" he burst out--and suddenly turned his head aside.
His generous nature was touched to the quick; he could only control
himself by an effort of resolution that shook him, body and soul. "I
can't and won't let that unfortunate creature go back to be beaten and
starved!" he said, passionately addressing himself to the policeman.
"Oh, look at her! How helpless, and how young!"

The policeman stared. These were strange words to him. But all true
emotion carries with it, among all true people, its own title to
respect. He spoke to Amelius with marked respect.

"It's a hard case, sir, no doubt," he said. "The girl's a quiet,
well-disposed creature--and the other two there are the same. They're
of the sort that keep to themselves, and don't drink. They all of them
do well enough, as long as they don't let the liquor overcome them.
Half the time it's the men's fault when they do drink. Perhaps the
workhouse might take her in for the night. What's this you've got girl,
in your hand? Money?"

Amelius hastened to say that he had given her the money. "The
workhouse!" he repeated. "The very sound of it is horrible."

"Make your mind easy, sir," said the policeman; "they won't take her in
at the workhouse, with money in her hand."

In sheer despair, Amelius asked helplessly if there was no hotel near.
The policeman pointed to Simple Sally's threadbare and scanty clothes,
and left them to answer the question for themselves. "There's a place
they call a coffee-house," he said, with the air of a man who thought
he had better provoke as little further inquiry on that subject as
possible.

Too completely pre-occupied, or too innocent in the ways of London, to
understand the man, Amelius decided on trying the coffee-house. A
suspicious old woman met them at the door, and spied the policeman in
the background. Without waiting for any inquiries, she said, "All full
for to-night,"--and shut the door in their faces.

"Is there no other place?" said Amelius.

"There's a lodging-house," the policeman answered, more doubtfully than
ever. "It's getting late, sir; and I'm afraid you'll find 'em packed
like herrings in a barrel. Come, and see for yourself."

He led the way into a wretchedly lighted by-street, and knocked with
his foot on a trap-door in the pavement. The door was pushed open from
below, by a sturdy boy with a dirty night-cap on his head.

"Any of 'em wanted to-night, sir?" asked the sturdy boy, the moment he
saw the policeman.

"What does he mean?" said Amelius.

"There's a sprinkling of thieves among them, sir," the policeman
explained. "Stand out of the way, Jacob, and let the gentleman look
in."

He produced his lantern, and directed the light downwards, as he spoke.
Amelius looked in. The policeman's figure of speech, likening the
lodgers to "herrings in a barrel," accurately described the scene. On
the floor of a kitchen, men, women, and children lay all huddled
together in closely packed rows. Ghastly faces rose terrified out of
the seething obscurity, when the light of the lantern fell on them. The
stench drove Amelius back, sickened and shuddering.

"How's the sore place on your head, Jacob?" the policeman inquired.
"This is a civil boy," he explained to Amelius, "and I like to
encourage him."

"I'm getting better, sir, as fast as I can," said the boy.

"Good night, Jacob."

"Good night, sir." The trap-door fell--and the lodging-house
disappeared like the vision of a frightful dream.

There was a moment of silence among the little group on the pavement.
It was not easy to solve the question of what to do next. "There seems
to be some difficulty," the policeman remarked, "about housing this
girl for the night."

"Why shouldn't we take her along with us?" one of the women suggested.
"She won't mind sleeping three in a bed, I know."

"What are you thinking of?" the other woman remonstrated. "When he
finds she don't come home, our place will be the first place he looks
for her in."

Amelius settled the difficulty, in his own headlong way, "I'll take
care of her for the night," he said. "Sally, will you trust yourself
with me?"

She put her hand in his, with the air of a child who was ready to go
home. Her wan face brightened for the first time. "Thank you, sir," she
said; "I'll go anywhere along with you."

The policeman smiled. The two women looked thunderstruck. Before they
had recovered themselves, Amelius forced them to take some money from
him, and cordially shook hands with them. "You're good creatures," he
said, in his eager, hearty way; "I'm sincerely sorry for you. Now, Mr.
Policeman, show me where to find a cab--and take that for the trouble I
am giving you. You're a humane man, and a credit to the force."

In five minutes more, Amelius was on the way to his lodgings, with
Simple Sally by his side. The act of reckless imprudence which he was
committing was nothing but an act of Christian duty, to his mind. Not
the slightest misgiving troubled him. "I shall provide for her in some
way!" he thought to himself cheerfully. He looked at her. The weary
outcast was asleep already in her corner of the cab. From time to time
she still shivered, even in her sleep. Amelius took off his great-coat,
and covered her with it. How some of his friends at the club would have
laughed, if they had seen him at that moment!

He was obliged to wake her when the cab stopped. His key admitted them
to the house. He lit his candle in the hall, and led her up the stairs.
"You'll soon be asleep again, Sally," he whispered.

She looked round the little sitting-room with drowsy admiration. "What
a pretty place to live in!" she said.

"Are you hungry again?" Amelius asked.

She shook her head, and took off her shabby bonnet; her pretty
light-brown hair fell about her face and her shoulders. "I think I'm
too tired, sir, to be hungry. Might I take the sofa-pillow, and lay
down on the hearth-rug?"

Amelius opened the door of his bedroom. "You are to pass the night more
comfortably than that," he answered. "There is a bed for you here."

She followed him in, and looked round the bedroom, with renewed
admiration of everything that she saw. At the sight of the hairbrushes
and the comb, she clapped her hands in ecstasy. "Oh, how different from
mine!" she exclaimed. "Is the comb tortoise-shell, sir, like one sees
in the shop-windows?" The bath and the towels attracted her next; she
stood, looking at them with longing eyes, completely forgetful of the
wonderful comb. "I've often peeped into the ironmongers' shops," she
said, "and thought I should be the happiest girl in the world, if I had
such a bath as that. A little pitcher is all I have got of my own, and
they swear at me when I want it filled more than once. In all my life,
I have never had as much water as I should like." She paused, and
thought for a moment. The forlorn, vacant look appeared again, and
dimmed the beauty of her blue eyes. "It will be hard to go back, after
seeing all these pretty things," she said to herself--and sighed, with
that inborn submission to her fate so melancholy to see in a creature
so young.

"You shall never go back again to that dreadful life," Amelius
interposed. "Never speak of it, never think of it any more. Oh, don't
look at me like that!"

She was listening with an expression of pain, and with both her hands
lifted to her head. There was something so wonderful in the idea which
he had suggested to her, that her mind was not able to take it all in
at once. "You make my head giddy," she said. "I'm such a poor stupid
girl--I feel out of myself, like, when a gentleman like you sets me
thinking of new things. Would you mind saying it again, sir?"

"I'll say it to-morrow morning," Amelius rejoined kindly. "You are
tired, Sally--go to rest."

She roused herself, and looked at the bed. "Is that your bed, sir?"

"It's your bed to-night," said Amelius. "I shall sleep on the sofa, in
the next room,"

Her eyes rested on him, for a moment, in speechless surprise; she
looked back again at the bed. "Are you going to leave me by myself?"
she asked wonderingly. Not the faintest suggestion of immodesty--
nothing that the most profligate man living could have interpreted
impurely--showed itself in her look or manner, as she said those words.

Amelius thought of what one of her women-friends had told him. "She
hasn't grown up, you know, in her mind, since she was a child." There
were other senses in the poor victim that were still undeveloped,
besides the mental sense. He was at a loss how to answer her, with the
respect which was due to that all-atoning ignorance. His silence amazed
and frightened her.

"Have I said anything to make you angry with me?" she asked.

Amelius hesitated no longer. "My poor girl," he said, "I pity you from
the bottom of my heart! Sleep well, Simple Sally--sleep well." He left
her hurriedly, and shut the door between them.

She followed him as far as the closed door; and stood there alone,
trying to understand him, and trying all in vain! After a while, she
found courage enough to whisper through the door. "If you please,
sir--" She stopped, startled by her own boldness. He never heard her;
he was standing at the window, looking out thoughtfully at the night;
feeling less confident of the future already. She still stood at the
door, wretched in the firm persuasion that she had offended him. Once
she lifted her hand to knock at the door, and let it drop again at her
side. A second time she made the effort, and desperately summoned the
resolution to knock. He opened the door directly.

"I'm very sorry if I said anything wrong," she began faintly, her
breath coming and going in quick hysteric gasps. "Please forgive me,
and wish me good night." Amelius took her hand; he said good night with
the utmost gentleness, but he said it sorrowfully. She was not quite
comforted yet. "Would you mind, sir--?" She paused awkwardly, afraid to
go on. There was something so completely childlike in the artless
perplexity of her eyes, that Amelius smiled. The change in his
expression gave her back her courage in an instant; her pale delicate
lips reflected his smile prettily. "Would you mind giving me a kiss,
sir?" she said. Amelius kissed her. Let the man who can honestly say he
would have done otherwise, blame him. He shut the door between them
once more. She was quite happy now. He heard her singing to herself as
she got ready for bed.

Once, in the wakeful watches of the night, she startled him. He heard a
cry of pain or terror in the bedroom. "What is it?" he asked through
the door; "what has frightened you?" There was no answer. After a
minute or two, the cry was repeated. He opened the door, and looked in.
She was sleeping, and dreaming as she slept. One little thin white arm
was lifted in the air, and waved restlessly to and fro over her head.
"Don't kill me!" she murmured, in low moaning tones--"oh, don't kill
me!" Amelius took her arm gently, and laid it back on the coverlet of
the bed. His touch seemed to exercise some calming influence over her:
she sighed, and turned her head on the pillow; a faint flush rose on
her wasted checks, and passed away again--she sank quietly into
dreamless sleep.

Amelius returned to his sofa, and fell into a broken slumber. The hours
of the night passed. The sad light of the November morning dawned
mistily through the uncurtained window, and woke him.

He started up, and looked at the bedroom door. "Now what is to be
done?" That was his first thought, on waking: he was beginning to feel
his responsibilities at last.

CHAPTER 2

The landlady of the lodgings decided what was to be done.

"You will be so good, sir, as to leave my apartments immediately," she
said to Amelius. "I make no claim to the week's rent, in consideration
of the short notice. This is a respectable house, and it shall be kept
respectable at any sacrifice."

Amelius explained and protested; he appealed to the landlady's sense of
justice and sense of duty, as a Christian woman.

The reasoning which would have been irresistible at Tadmor was
reasoning completely thrown away in London. The landlady remained as
impenetrable as the Egyptian Sphinx. "If that creature in the bedroom
is not out of my house in an hour's time, I shall send for the police."
Having answered her lodger's arguments in those terms, she left the
room, and banged the door after her.

"Thank you, sir, for being so kind to me. I'll go away directly--and
then, perhaps, the lady will forgive you."

Amelius looked round. Simple Sally had heard it all. She was dressed in
her wretched clothes, and was standing at the open bedroom door,
crying,

"Wait a little" said Amelius, wiping her eyes with his own
handkerchief; "and we will go away together. I want to get you some
better clothes; and I don't exactly know how to set about it. Don't
cry, my dear--don't cry."

The deaf maid-of-all-work came in, as he spoke. She too was in tears.
Amelius had been good to her, in many little ways--and she was the
guilty person who had led to the discovery in the bedroom. "If you had
only told me, sir," she said pentitently, "I'd have kep' it secret.
But, there, I went in with your 'ot water, as usual, and, O Lor', I was
that startled I dropped the jug, and run downstairs again--!"

Amelius stopped the further progress of the apology. "I don't blame
you, Maria," he said; "I'm in a difficulty. Help me out of it; and you
will do me a kindness."

Maria partially heard him, and no more. Afraid of reaching the
landlady's ears, as well as the maid's ears, if he raised his voice, he
asked if she could read writing. Yes, she could read writing, if it was
plain. Amelius immediately reduced the expression of his necessities to
writing, in large text. Maria was delighted. She knew the nearest shop
at which ready-made outer clothing for women could be obtained, and
nothing was wanted, as a certain guide to an ignorant man, but two
pieces of string. With one piece, she measured Simple Sally's height,
and with the other she took the slender girth of the girl's
waist--while Amelius opened his writing-desk, and supplied himself with
the last sum of spare money that he possessed. He had just closed the
desk again, when the voice of the merciless landlady was heard, calling
imperatively for Maria.

The maid-of-all-work handed the two indicative strings to Amelius.
"They'll 'elp you at the shop," she said--and shuffled out of the room.

Amelius turned to Simple Sally. "I am going to get you some new
clothes," he began.

The girl stopped him there: she was incapable of listening to a word
more. Every trace of sorrow vanished from her face in an instant. She
clapped her hands. "Oh!" she cried, "new clothes! clean clothes! Let me
go with you."

Even Amelius saw that it was impossible to take her out in the streets
with him in broad daylight, dressed as she was then. "No, no," he said,
"wait here till you get your new things. I won't be half an hour gone.
Lock yourself in if you're afraid, and open the door to nobody till I
come back!"

Sally hesitated; she began to look frightened.

"Think of the new dress, and the pretty bonnet," suggested Amelius,
speaking unconsciously in the tone in which he might have promised a
toy to a child.

He had taken the right way with her. Her face brightened again. "I'll
do anything you tell me," she said.

He put the key in her hand, and was out in the street directly.

Amelius possessed one valuable moral quality which is exceedingly rare
among Englishmen. He was not in the least ashamed of putting himself in
a ridiculous position, when he was conscious that his own motives
justified him. The smiling and tittering of the shop-women, when he
stated the nature of his errand, and produced his two pieces of string,
failed to annoy him in the smallest degree. He laughed too. "Funny,
isn't it," he said, "a man like me buying gowns and the rest of it? She
can't come herself--and you'll advise me, like good creatures, won't
you?" They advised their handsome young customer to such good purpose,
that he was in possession of a gray walking costume, a black cloth
jacket, a plain lavender-coloured bonnet, a pair of black gloves, and a
paper of pins, in little more than ten minutes' time. The nearest
trunk-maker supplied a travelling-box to hold all these treasures; and
a passing cab took Amelius back to his lodgings, just as the half-hour
was out. But one event had happened during his absence. The landlady
had knocked at the door, had called through it in a terrible voice,
"Half an hour more!" and had retired again without waiting for an
answer.

Amelius carried the box into the bedroom. "Be as quick as you can,
Sally," he said--and left her alone, to enjoy the full rapture of
discovering the new clothes.

When she opened the door and showed herself, the change was so
wonderful that Amelius was literally unable to speak to her. Joy
flushed her pale cheeks, and diffused its tender radiance over her pure
blue eyes. A more charming little creature, in that momentary
transfiguration of pride and delight, no man's eyes ever looked on. She
ran across the room to Amelius, and threw her arms round his neck. "Let
me be your servant!" she cried; "I want to live with you all my life.
Jump me up! I'm wild--I want to fly through the window." She caught
sight of herself in the looking-glass, and suddenly became composed and
serious. "Oh," she said, with the quaintest mixture of awe and
astonishment, "was there ever such another bonnet as this? Do look at
it--do please look at it!"

Amelius good-naturedly approached to look at it. At the same moment the
sitting-room door was opened, without any preliminary ceremony of
knocking--and Rufus walked into the room. "It's half after ten," he
said, "and the breakfast is spoiling as fast as it can."

Before Amelius could make his excuses for having completely forgotten
his engagement, Rufus discovered Sally. No woman, young or old, high in
rank or low in rank, ever found the New Englander unprepared with his
own characteristic acknowledgment of the debt of courtesy which he owed
to the sex. With his customary vast strides, he marched up to Sally and
insisted on shaking hands with her. "How do you find yourself, miss? I
take pleasure in making your acquaintance." The girl turned to Amelius
with wide-eyed wonder and doubt. "Go into the next room, Sally, for a
minute or two," he said. "This gentleman is a friend of mine, and I
have something to say to him."

"That's an _active_ little girl," said Rufus, looking after her as she
ran to the friendly shelter of the bedroom. "Reminds me of one of our
girls at Coolspring--she does. Well, now, and who may Sally be?"

Amelius answered the question, as usual, without the slightest reserve.
Rufus waited in impenetrable silence until he had completed his
narrative--then took him gently by the arm, and led him to the window.
With his hands in his pockets and his long legs planted wide apart on
his big feet, the American carefully studied the face of his young
friend under the strongest light that could fall on it.

"No," said Rufus, speaking quietly to himself, "the boy is not raving
mad, so far as I can see. He has every appearance on him of meaning
what he says. And this is what comes of the Community of Tadmor, is it?
Well, civil and religious liberty is dearly purchased sometimes in the
United States--and that's a fact."

Amelius turned away to pack his portmanteau. "I don't understand you,"
he said.

"I don't suppose you do," Rufus remarked. "I am at a similar loss
myself to understand _you._ My store of sensible remarks is copious on
most occasions--but I'm darned if I ain't dried up in the face of this!
Might I venture to ask what that venerable Chief Christian at Tadmor
would say to the predicament in which I find my young Socialist this
morning?"

"What would he say?" Amelius repeated. "Just what he said when
Mellicent first came among us. 'Ah, dear me! Another of the Fallen
Leaves!' I wish I had the dear old man here to help me. _He_ would know
how to restore that poor starved, outraged, beaten creature to the
happy place on God's earth which God intended her to fill!"

Rufus abruptly took him by the hand. "You mean that?" he said.

"What else could I mean?" Amelius rejoined sharply.

"Bring her right away to breakfast at the hotel!" cried Rufus, with
every appearance of feeling infinitely relieved. "I don't say I can
supply you with the venerable Chief Christian--but I can find a woman
to fix you, who is as nigh to being an angel, barring the wings, as any
she-creature since the time of mother Eve." He knocked at the bedroom
door, turning a deaf ear to every appeal for further information which
Amelius could address to him. "Breakfast is waiting, miss!" he called
out; "and I'm bound to tell you that the temper of the cook at our
hotel is a long way on the wrong side of uncertain. Well, Amelius, this
is the age of exhibition. If there's ever an exhibition of ignorance in
the business of packing a portmanteau, you run for the Gold Medal--and
a unanimous jury will vote it, I reckon, to a young man from Tadmor.
Clear out, will you, and leave it to me."

He pulled off his coat, and conquered the difficulties of packing in a
hurry, as if he had done nothing else all his life. The landlady
herself, appearing with pitiless punctuality exactly at the expiration
of the hour, "smoothed her horrid front" in the polite and placable
presence of Rufus. He insisted on shaking hands with her; he took
pleasure in making her acquaintance; she reminded him, he did assure
her, of the lady of the captain-general of the Coolspring Branch of the
St. Vitus Commandery; and he would take the liberty to inquire whether
they were related or not. Under cover of this fashionable conversation,
Simple Sally was taken out of the room by Amelius without attracting
notice. She insisted on carrying her threadbare old clothes away with
her in the box which had contained the new dress. "I want to look at
them sometimes," she said, "and think how much better off I am now."
Rufus was the last to take his departure; he persisted in talking to
the landlady all the way down the stairs and out to the street door.

While Amelius was waiting for his friend on the house-steps, a young
man driving by in a cab leaned out and looked at him. The young man was
Jervy, on his way from Mr. Ronald's tombstone to Doctors' Commons.

CHAPTER 3

With a rapid succession of events the morning had begun. With a rapid
succession of events the day went on.

The breakfast being over, rooms at the hotel were engaged by Rufus for
his "two young friends." After this, the next thing to be done was to
provide Simple Sally with certain necessary, but invisible, articles of
clothing, which Amelius had never thought of. A note to the nearest
shop produced the speedy arrival of a smart lady, accompanied by a boy
and a large basket. There was some difficulty in persuading Sally to
trust herself alone in her room with the stranger. She was afraid, poor
soul, of everybody but Amelius. Even the good American failed to win
her confidence. The distrust implanted in her feeble mind by the
terrible life that she had led, was the instinctive distrust of a wild
animal. "Why must I go among other people?" she whispered piteously to
Amelius. "I only want to be with You!" It was as completely useless to
reason with her as it would have been to explain the advantages of a
comfortable cage to a newly caught bird. There was but one way of
inducing her to submit to the most gently exerted interference. Amelius
had only to say, "Do it, Sally, to please me." And Sally sighed, and
did it.

In her absence Amelius reiterated his inquiries, in relation to that
unknown friend whom Rufus had not scrupled to describe as "an
angel--barring the wings."

The lady in question, the American briefly explained, was an
Englishwoman--the wife of one of his countrymen, established in London
as a merchant. He had known them both intimately before their departure
from the United States; and the old friendship had been cordially
renewed on his arrival in England. Associated with many other
charitable institutions, Mrs. Payson was one of the managing committee
of a "Home for Friendless Women," especially adapted to receive poor
girls in Sally's melancholy position. Rufus offered to write a note to
Mrs. Payson; inquiring at what hour she could receive his friend and
himself, and obtain permission for them to see the "Home." Amelius,
after some hesitation, accepted the proposal. The messenger had not
been long despatched with the note before the smart person from the
shop made her appearance once more, reporting that "the young lady's
outfit had been perfectly arranged," and presenting the inevitable
result in the shape of a bill. The last farthing of ready money in the
possession of Amelius proved to be insufficient to discharge the debt.
He accepted a loan from Rufus, until he could give his bankers the
necessary order to sell out some of his money invested in the Funds.
His answer, when Rufus protested against this course, was
characteristic of the teaching which he owed to the Community. "My dear
fellow, I am bound to return the money you have lent to me--in the
interests of our poor brethren. The next friend who borrows of you may
not have the means of paying you back."

After waiting for the return of Simple Sally, and waiting in vain,
Amelius sent a chambermaid to her room, with a message to her. Rufus
disapproved of this hasty proceeding. "Why disturb the girl at her
looking-glass?" asked the old bachelor, with his quaintly humorous
smile.

Sally came in with no bright pleasure in her eyes this time; the girl
looked worn and haggard. She drew Amelius away into a corner, and
whispered to him. "I get a pain sometimes where the bruise is," she
said; "and I've got it bad, now." She glanced, with an odd furtive
jealousy, at Rufus. "I kept away from you," she explained, "because I
didn't want _him_ to know." She stopped, and put her hand on her bosom,
and clenched her teeth fast. "Never mind," she said cheerfully, as the
pang passed away again; "I can bear it."

Amelius, acting on impulse, as usual, instantly ordered the most
comfortable carriage that the hotel possessed. He had heard terrible
stories of the possible result of an injury to a woman's bosom. "I
shall take her to the best doctor in London," he announced. Sally
whispered to him again--still with her eye on Rufus. "Is _he_ going
with us?" she asked. "No," said Amelius; "one of us must stay here to
receive a message." Rufus looked after them very gravely, as the two
left the room together.

Applying for information to the mistress of the hotel, Amelius obtained
the address of a consulting surgeon of great celebrity, while Sally was
getting ready to go out.

"Why don't you like my good friend upstairs?" he said to the girl as
they drove away from the house. The answer came swift and straight from
the heart of the daughter of Eve. "Because _you_ like him!" Amelius
changed the subject: he asked if she was still in pain. She shook her
head impatiently. Pain or no pain, the uppermost idea in her mind was
still that idea of being his servant, which had already found
expression in words before they left the lodgings. "Will you let me
keep my beautiful new dress for going out on Sundays?" she asked. "The
shabby old things will do when I am your servant. I can black your
boots, and brush your clothes, and keep your room tidy--and I will try
hard to learn, if you will have me taught to cook." Amelius attempted
to change the subject again. He might as well have talked to her in an
unknown tongue. The glorious prospect of being his servant absorbed the
whole of her attention. "I'm little and I'm stupid," she went on; "but
I do think I could learn to cook, if I knew I was doing it for _You."_
She paused, and looked at him anxiously. "Do let me try!" she pleaded;
"I haven't had much pleasure in my life--and I should like it so!" It
was impossible to resist this. "You shall be as happy as I can make
you, Sally," Amelius answered; "God knows it isn't much you ask for!"

Something in those compassionate words set her thinking in another
direction. It was sad to see how slowly and painfully she realized the
idea that had been suggested to her.

"I wonder whether you _can_ make me happy?" she said. "I suppose I have
been happy before this--but I don't know when. I don't remember a time
when I was not hungry or cold. Wait a bit. I do think I _was_ happy
once. It was a long while ago, and it took me a weary time to do
it--but I did learn at last to play a tune on the fiddle. The old man
and his wife took it in turns to teach me. Somebody gave me to the old
man and his wife; I don't know who it was, and I don't remember their
names. They were musicians. In the fine streets they sang hymns, and in
the poor streets they sang comic songs. It was cold, to be sure,
standing barefoot on the pavement--but I got plenty of halfpence. The
people said I was so little it was a shame to send me out, and so I got
halfpence. I had bread and apples for supper, and a nice little corner
under the staircase, to sleep in. Do you know, I do think I did enjoy
myself at that time," she concluded, still a little doubtful whether
those faint and far-off remembrances were really to be relied on.

Amelius tried to lead her to other recollections. He asked her how old
she was when she played the fiddle.

"I don't know," she answered; "I don't know how old I am now. I don't
remember anything before the fiddle. I can't call to mind how long it
was first--but there came a time when the old man and his wife got into
trouble. They went to prison, and I never saw them afterwards. I ran
away with the fiddle; to get the halfpence, you know, all to myself. I
think I should have got a deal of money, if it hadn't been for the
boys. They're so cruel, the boys are. They broke my fiddle. I tried
selling pencils after that; but people didn't seem to want pencils.
They found me out begging. I got took up, and brought before the
what-do-you-call-him--the gentleman who sits in a high place, you know,
behind a desk. Oh, but I was frightened, when they took me before the
gentleman! He looked very much puzzled. He says, 'Bring her up here;
she's so small I can hardly see her.' He says, 'Good God! what am I to
do with this unfortunate child?' There was plenty of people about. One
of them says, 'The workhouse ought to take her.' And a lady came in,
and she says, 'I'll take her, sir, if you'll let me.' And he knew her,
and he let her. She took me to a place they called a Refuge--for
wandering children, you know. It was very strict at the Refuge. They
did give us plenty to eat, to be sure, and they taught us lessons. They
told us about Our Father up in Heaven. I said a wrong thing--I said, 'I
don't want him up in Heaven; I want him down here.' They were very much
ashamed of me when I said that. I was a bad girl; I turned ungrateful.
After a time, I ran away. You see, it was so strict, and I was so used
to the streets. I met with a Scotchman in the streets. He wore a kilt,
and played the pipes; he taught me to dance, and dressed me up like a
Scotch girl. He had a curious wife, a sort of half-black woman. She
used to dance too--on a bit of carpet, you know, so as not to spoil her
fine shoes, They taught me songs; he taught me a Scotch song. And one
day his wife said _she_ was English (I don't know how that was, being a
half-black woman), and I should learn an English song. And they
quarrelled about it. And she had her way. She taught me 'Sally in our
Alley'. That's how I come to be called Sally. I hadn't any name of my
own--I always had nicknames. Sally was the last of them, and Sally has
stuck to me. I hope it isn't too common a name to please you? Oh, what
a fine house! Are we really going in? Will they let _me_ in? How stupid
I am! I forgot my beautiful clothes. You won't tell them, will you, if
they take me for a lady?"

The carriage had stopped at the great surgeon's house: the waiting-room
was full of patients. Some of them were trying to read the books and
newspapers on the table; and some of them were looking at each other,
not only without the slightest sympathy, but occasionally even with
downright distrust and dislike. Amelius took up a newspaper, and gave
Sally an illustrated book to amuse her, while they waited to see the
Surgeon in their turn.

Two long hours passed, before the servant summoned Amelius to the
consulting-room. Sally was wearily asleep in her chair. He left her
undisturbed, having questions to put relating to the imperfectly
developed state of her mind, which could not be asked in her presence.
The surgeon listened, with no ordinary interest, to the young
stranger's simple and straightforward narrative of what had happened on
the previous night. "You are very unlike other young men," he said;
"may I ask how you have been brought up?" The reply surprised him.
"This opens quite a new view of Socialism," he said. "I thought your
conduct highly imprudent at first--it seems to be the natural result of
your teaching now. Let me see what I can do to help you."

He was very grave and very gentle, when Sally was presented to him. His
opinion of the injury to her bosom relieved the anxiety of Amelius:
there might be pain for some little time to come, but there were no
serious consequences to fear. Having written his prescription, and
having put several questions to Sally, the surgeon sent her back, with
marked kindness of manner, to wait for Amelius in the patients' room.

"I have young daughters of my own," he said, when the door was closed;
"and I cannot but feel for that unhappy creature, when I contrast her
life with theirs. So far as I can see it, the natural growth of her
senses--her higher and her lower senses alike--has been stunted, like
the natural growth of her body, by starvation, terror, exposure to
cold, and other influences inherent in the life that she has led. With
nourishing food, pure air, and above all kind and careful treatment, I
see no reason, at her age, why she should not develop into an
intelligent and healthy young woman. Pardon me if I venture on giving
you a word of advice. At your time of life, you will do well to place
her at once under competent and proper care. You may live to regret it,
if you are too confident in your own good motives in such a case as
this. Come to me again, if I call be of any use to you. No," he
continued, refusing to take his fee; "my help to that poor lost girl is
help given freely." He shook hands with Amelius--a worthy member of the
noble order to which he belonged.

The surgeon's parting advice, following on the quaint protest of Rufus,
had its effect on Amelius. He was silent and thoughtful when he got
into the carriage again.

Simple Sally looked at him with a vague sense of alarm. Her heart beat
fast, under the perpetually recurring fear that she had done something
or said something to offend him. "Was it bad behaviour in me," she
asked, "to fall asleep in the chair?" Reassured, so far, she was still
as anxious as ever to get at the truth. After long hesitation, and long
previous thought, she ventured to try another question. "The gentleman
sent me out of the room--did he say anything to set you against me?"

"The gentleman said everything that was kind of you," Amelius replied,
"and everything to make me hope that you will live to be a happy girl."

She said nothing to that; vague assurances were no assurances to
her--she only looked at him with the dumb fidelity of a dog. Suddenly,
she dropped on her knees in the carriage, hid her face in her hands,
and cried silently. Surprised and distressed, he attempted to raise her
and console her. "No!" she said obstinately. "Something has happened to
vex you, and you won't tell me what it is. Do, do, do tell me what it
is!"

"My dear child," said Amelius, "I was only thinking anxiously about
you, in the time to come."

She looked up at him quickly. "What! have you forgotten already?" she
exclaimed. "I'm to be your servant in the time to come." She dried her
eyes, and took her place again joyously by his side. "You did frighten
me," she said, "and all for nothing. But you didn't mean it, did you?"

An older man might have had the courage to undeceive her: Amelius
shrank from it. He tried to lead her back to the melancholy story--so
common and so terrible; so pitiable in its utter absence of sentiment
or romance--the story of her past life.

"No," she answered, with that quick insight where her feelings were
concerned, which was the only quick insight that she possessed. "I
don't like making you sorry; and you did look sorry--you did--when I
talked about it before. The streets, the streets, the streets; little
girl, or big girl, it's only the streets; and always being hungry or
cold; and cruel men when it isn't cruel boys. I want to be happy! I
want to enjoy my new clothes! You tell me about your own self. What
makes you so kind? I can't make it out; try as I may, I can't make it
out."

Some time elapsed before they got back to the hotel. Amelius drove as
far as the City, to give the necessary instructions to his bankers.

On returning to the sitting-room at last, he discovered that his
American friend was not alone. A gray-haired lady with a bright
benevolent face was talking earnestly to Rufus. The instant Sally
discovered the stranger, she started back, fled to the shelter of her
bedchamber, and locked herself in. Amelius, entering the room after a
little hesitation, was presented to Mrs. Payson.

"There was something in my old friend's note," said the lady, smiling
and turning to Rufus, "which suggested to me that I should do well to
answer it personally. I am not too old yet to follow the impulse of the
moment, sometimes; and I am very glad that I did so. I have heard what
is, to me, a very interesting story. Mr. Goldenheart, I respect you!
And I will prove it by helping you, with all my heart and soul, to save
that poor little girl who has just run away from me. Pray don't make
excuses for her; I should have run away too, at her age. We have
arranged," she continued, looking again at Rufus, "that I shall take
you both to the Home, this afternoon. If we can prevail on Sally to go
with us, one serious obstacle in our way will be overcome. Tell me the
number of her room. I want to try if I can't make friends with her. I
have had some experience; and I don't despair of bringing her back
here, hand in hand with the terrible person who has frightened her."

The two men were left together. Amelius attempted to speak.

"Keep it down," said Rufus; "no premature outbreak of opinion, if you
please, yet awhile. Wait till she has fixed Sally, and shown us the
Paradise of the poor girls. It's within the London postal district, and
that's all I know about it. Well, now, and did you go to the doctor?
Thunder! what's come to the boy? Seems as though he had left his
complexion in the carriage! He looks, I do declare, as if he wanted
medical tinkering himself."

Amelius explained that his past night had been a wakeful one, and that
the events of the day had not allowed him any opportunities of repose.
"Since the morning," he said, "things have hurried so, one on the top
of the other, that I am beginning to feel a little dazed and weary."
Without a word of remark, Rufus produced the remedy. The materials were
ready on the sideboard--he made a cocktail.

"Another?" asked the New Englander, after a reasonable lapse of time.

Amelius declined taking another. He stretched himself on the sofa; his
good friend considerately took up a newspaper. For the first time that
day, he had now the prospect of a quiet interval for rest and thought.
In less than a minute the delusive prospect vanished. He started to his
feet again, disturbed by a new anxiety. Having leisure to think, he had
thought of Regina. "Good heavens!" he exclaimed; "she's waiting to see
me--and I never remembered it till this moment!" He looked at his
watch: it was five o'clock. "What am I to do?" he said helplessly.

Rufus laid down the newspaper, and considered the new difficulty in its
various aspects.

"We are bound to go with Mrs. Payson to the Home," he said; "and, I
tell you this, Amelius, the matter of Sally is not a matter to be
played with; it's a thing that's got to be done. In your place I should
write politely to Miss Regina, and put it off till to-morrow."

In ninety-nine cases out of a hundred, a man who took Rufus for his
counsellor was a man who acted wisely in every sense of the word.
Events, however, of which Amelius and his friend were both ignorant
alike, had so ordered it, that the American's well-meant advice, in
this one exceptional case, was the very worst advice that could have
been given. In an hour more, Jervy and Mrs. Sowler were to meet at the
tavern door. The one last hope of protecting Mrs. Farnaby from the
abominable conspiracy of which she was the destined victim, rested
solely on the fulfilment by Amelius of his engagement with Regina for
that day. Always ready to interfere with the progress of the courtship,
Mrs. Farnaby would be especially eager to seize the first opportunity
of speaking to her young Socialist friend on the subject of his
lecture. In the course of the talk between them, the idea which, in the
present disturbed state of his mind, had not struck him yet--the idea
that the outcast of the streets might, by the barest conceivable
possibility, be identified with the lost daughter--would, in one way or
another, be almost infallibly suggested to Amelius; and, at the
eleventh hour, the conspiracy would be foiled. If, on the other hand,
the American's fatal advice was followed, the next morning's post might
bring a letter from Jervy to Mrs. Farnaby--with this disastrous result.
At the first words spoken by Amelius, she would put an end to all
further interest in the subject on his part, by telling him that the
lost girl had been found, and found by another person.

Rufus pointed to the writing-materials on a side table, which he had
himself used earlier in the day. The needful excuse was, unhappily,
quite easy to find. A misunderstanding with his landlady had obliged
Amelius to leave his lodgings at an hour's notice, and had occupied him
in trying to find a new residence for the rest of the day. The note was
written. Rufus, who was nearest to the bell, stretched out his hand to
ring for the messenger. Amelius suddenly stopped him.

"She doesn't like me to disappoint her," he said. "I needn't stay
long--I might get there and back in half an hour, in a fast cab."

His conscience was not quite easy. The sense of having forgotten
Regina--no matter how naturally and excusably--oppressed him with a
feeling of self-reproach. Rufus raised no objection; the hesitation of
Amelius was unquestionably creditable to him. "If you must do it, my
son," he said, "do it right away--and we'll wait for you."

Amelius took up his hat. The door opened as he approached it, and Mrs.
Payson entered the room, leading Simple Sally by the hand.

"We are all going together," said the genial old lady, "to see my large
family of daughters at the Home. We can have our talk in the carriage.
It's an hour's drive from this place--and I must be back again to
dinner at half-past seven."

Amelius and Rufus looked at each other. Amelius thought of pleading an
engagement, and asking to be excused. Under the circumstances, it was
assuredly not a very gracious thing to do. Before he could make up his
mind, one way or the other, Sally stole to his side, and put her hand
on his arm. Mrs. Payson had done wonders in conquering the girl's
inveterate distrust of strangers, and, to a certain extent at least,
winning her confidence. But no early influence could shake Sally's
dog-like devotion to Amelius. Her jealous instinct discovered something
suspicious in his sudden silence. "You must go with us," she said, "I
won't go without you."

"Certainly not," Mrs. Payson added; "I promised her that, of course,
beforehand."

Rufus rang the bell, and despatched the messenger to Regina. "That's
the one way out of it, my son," he whispered to Amelius, as they
followed Mrs. Payson and Sally down the stairs of the hotel.

They had just driven up to the gates of the Home, when Jervy and his
accomplice met at the tavern, and entered on their consultation in a
private room.

In spite of her poverty-stricken appearance, Mrs. Sowler was not
absolutely destitute. In various underhand and wicked ways, she
contrived to put a few shillings in her pocket from week to week. If
she was half starved, it was for the very ordinary reason, among
persons of her vicious class, that she preferred spending her money on
drink. Stating his business with her, as reservedly and as cunningly as
usual, Jervy found, to his astonishment, that even this squalid old
creature presumed to bargain with him. The two wretches were on the
point of a quarrel which might have delayed the execution of the plot
against Mrs. Farnaby, but for the vile self-control which made Jervy
one of the most formidable criminals living. He gave way on the
question of money--and, from that moment, he had Mrs. Sowler absolutely
at his disposal.

"Meet me to-morrow morning, to receive your instructions," he said.
"The time is ten sharp; and the place is the powder-magazine in Hyde
Park. And mind this! You must be decently dressed--you know where to
hire the things. If I smell you of spirits to-morrow morning, I shall
employ somebody else. No; not a farthing now. You will have your
money--first instalment only, mind!--to-morrow at ten."

Left by himself, Jervy sent for pen, ink, and paper. Using his left
hand, which was just as serviceable to him as his right, he traced
these lines:--

"You are informed, by an unknown friend, that a certain lost young lady
is now living in a foreign country, and may be restored to her
afflicted mother on receipt of a sufficient sum to pay expenses, and to
reward the writer of this letter, who is undeservedly, in distressed
circumstances.

"Are you, madam, the mother? I ask the question in the strictest
confidence, knowing nothing certainly but that your husband was the
person who put the young lady out to nurse in her infancy.

"I don't address your husband, because his inhuman desertion of the
poor baby does not incline me to trust him. I run the risk of trusting
you--to a certain extent--at starting. Shall I drop a hint which may
help you to identify the child, in your own mind? It would be
inexcusably foolish on my part to speak too plainly, just yet. The hint
must be a vague one. Suppose I use a poetical expression, and say that
the young lady is enveloped in mystery from head to foot--especially
the foot?

"In the event of my addressing the right person, I beg to offer a
suggestion for a preliminary interview.

"If you will take a walk on the bridge over the Serpentine River, on
Kensington Gardens side, at half-past ten o'clock to-morrow morning,
holding a white handkerchief in your left hand, you will meet the
much-injured woman, who was deceived into taking charge of the infant
child at Ramsgate, and will be satisfied so far that you are giving
your confidence to persons who really deserve it."

Jervy addressed this infamous letter to Mrs. Farnaby, in an ordinary
envelope, marked "Private." He posted it, that night, with his own
hand.

CHAPTER 4

"Rufus! I don't quite like the way you look at me. You seem to think--"

"Give it tongue, my son. What do I seem to think?"

"You think I'm forgetting Regina. You don't believe I'm just as fond of
her as ever. The fact is, you're an old bachelor."

"That is so. Where's the harm, Amelius?"

"I don't understand--"

"You're out there, my bright boy. I reckon I understand more than you
think for. The wisest thing you ever did in your life is what you did
this evening, when you committed Sally to the care of those ladies at
the Home."

"Good night, Rufus. We shall quarrel if I stay here any longer."

"Good night, Amelius. We shan't quarrel, stay here as long as you
like."

The good deed had been done; the sacrifice--already a painful
sacrifice--had been made. Mrs. Payson was old enough to speak plainly,
as well as seriously, to Amelius of the absolute necessity of
separating himself from Simple Sally, without any needless delay. "You
have seen for yourself," she said, "that the plan on which this little
household is ruled is the unvarying plan of patience and kindness. So
far as Sally is concerned, you can be quite sure that she will never
hear a harsh word, never meet with a hard look, while she is under our
care. The lamentable neglect under which the poor creature has
suffered, will be tenderly remembered and atoned for, here. If we can't
make her happy among us, I promise that she shall leave the Home, if
she wishes it, in six weeks' time. As to yourself, consider your
position if you persist in taking her back with you. Our good friend
Rufus has told me that you are engaged to be married. Think of the
misinterpretations, to say the least of it, to which you would subject
yourself--think of the reports which would sooner or later find their
way to the young lady's ears, and of the deplorable consequences that
would follow. I believe implicitly in the purity of your motives. But
remember Who taught us to pray that we may not be led into
temptation--and complete the good work that you have begun, by leaving
Sally among friends and sisters in this house."

To any honourable man, these were unanswerable words. Coming after what
Rufus and the surgeon had already said to him, they left Amelius no
alternative but to yield. He pleaded for leave to write to Sally, and
to see her, at a later interval, when she might be reconciled to her
new life. Mrs. Payson had just consented to both requests, Rufus had
just heartily congratulated him on his decision--when the door was
thrown violently open. Simple Sally ran into the room, followed by one
of the women-attendants in a state of breathless surprise.

"She showed me a bedroom," cried Sally, pointing indignantly to the
woman; "and she asked if I should like to sleep there." She turned to
Amelius, and caught him by the hand to lead him away. The ineradicable
instinct of distrust had been once more roused in her by the too
zealous attendant. "I'm not going to stay here," she said; "I'm going
away with You!"

Amelius glanced at Mrs. Payson. Sally tried to drag him to the door. He
did his best to reassure her by a smile; he spoke confusedly some
composing words. But his honest face, always accustomed to tell the
truth, told the truth now. The poor lost creature, whose feeble
intelligence was so slow to discern, so inapt to reflect, looked at him
with the heart's instantaneous perception, and saw her doom. She let go
of his hand. Her head sank. Without word or cry, she dropped on the
floor at his feet.

The attendant instantly raised her, and placed her on a sofa. Mrs.
Payson saw how resolutely Amelius struggled to control himself, and
felt for him with all her heart. Turning aside for a moment, she
hastily wrote a few lines, and returned to him. "Go, before we revive
her," she whispered; "and give what I have written to the coachman. You
shall suffer no anxiety that I can spare you," said the excellent
woman; "I will stay here myself to-night, and reconcile her to the new
life."

She held out her hand; Amelius kissed it in silence. Rufus led him out.
Not a word dropped from his lips on the long drive back to London.

His mind was disturbed by other subjects besides the subject of Sally.
He thought of his future, darkened by the doubtful marriage-engagement
that was before him. Alone with Rufus, for the rest of the evening, he
petulantly misunderstood the sympathy with which the kindly American
regarded him. Their bedrooms were next to each other. Rufus heard him
walking restlessly to and fro, and now and then talking to himself.
After a while, these sounds ceased. He was evidently worn out, and was
getting the rest that he needed, at last.

The next morning he received a few lines from Mrs. Payson, giving a
favourable account of Sally, and promising further particulars in a day
or two.

Encouraged by this good news, revived by a long night's sleep, he went
towards noon to pay his postponed visit to Regina. At that early hour,
he could feel sure that his interview with her would not be interrupted
by visitors. She received him quietly and seriously, pressing his hand
with a warmer fondness than usual. He had anticipated some complaint of
his absence on the previous day, and some severe allusion to his
appearance in the capacity of a Socialist lecturer. Regina's
indulgence, or Regina's interest in circumstances of more pressing
importance, preserved a merciful silence on both subjects.

"It is a comfort to me to see you, Amelius," she said; "I am in trouble
about my uncle, and I am weary of my own anxious thoughts. Something
unpleasant has happened in Mr. Farnaby's business. He goes to the City
earlier, and he returns much later, than usual. When he does come back,
he doesn't speak to me--he locks himself into his room; and he looks
worn and haggard when I make his breakfast for him in the morning. You
know that he is one of the directors of the new bank? There was
something about the bank in the newspaper yesterday which upset him
dreadfully; he put down his cup of coffee--and went away to the City,
without eating his breakfast. I don't like to worry you about it,
Amelius. But my aunt seems to take no interest in her husband's
affairs--and it is really a relief to me to talk of my troubles to you.
I have kept the newspaper; do look at what it says about the bank, and
tell me if you understand it!"

Amelius read the passage pointed out to him. He knew as little of
banking business as Regina. "So far as I can make it out," he said,
"they're paying away money to their shareholders which they haven't
earned. Now do they do that, I wonder?"

Regina changed the subject in despair. She asked Amelius if he had
found new lodgings. Hearing that he had not yet succeeded in the search
for a residence, she opened a drawer of her work-table, and took out a
card.

"The brother of one of my schoolfellows is going to be married," she
said. "He has a pretty bachelor cottage in the neighbourhood of the
Regent's Park--and he wants to sell it, with the furniture, just as it
is. I don't know whether you care to encumber yourself with a little
house of your own. His sister has asked me to distribute some of his
cards, with the address and the particulars. It might be worth your
while, perhaps, to look at the cottage when you pass that way."

Amelius took the card. The small feminine restraints and gentlenesses
of Regina, her quiet even voice, her serene grace of movement, had a
pleasantly soothing effect on his mind after the anxieties of the last
four and twenty hours. He looked at her bending over her embroidery,
deftly and gracefully industrious--and drew his chair closer to her.
She smiled softly over her work, conscious that he was admiring her,
and placidly pleased to receive the tribute.

"I would buy the cottage at once," said Amelius, "if I thought you
would come and live in it with me."

She looked up gravely, with her needle suspended in her hand.

"Don't let us return to that," she answered, and went on again with her
embroidery.

"Why not?" Amelius asked.

She persisted in working, as industriously as if she had been a poor
needlewoman, with serious reasons for being eager to get her money. "It
is useless," she replied, "to speak of what cannot be for some time to
come."

Amelius stopped the progress of the embroidery by taking her hand. Her
devotion to her work irritated him.

"Look at me, Regina," he said, steadily controlling himself. "I want to
propose that we shall give way a little on both sides. I won't hurry
you; I will wait a reasonable time. If I promise that, surely you may
yield a little in return. Money seems to be a hard taskmaster, my
darling, after what you have told me about your uncle. See how he
suffers because he is bent on being rich; and ask yourself if it isn't
a warning to us not to follow his example! Would you like to see _me_
too wretched to speak to you, or to eat my breakfast--and all for the
sake of a little outward show? Come, come! let us think of ourselves.
Why should we waste the best days of our life apart, when we are both
free to be happy together? I have another good friend besides
Rufus--the good friend of my father before me. He knows all sorts of
great people, and he will help me to some employment. In six months'
time I might have a little salary to add to my income. Say the sweetest
words, my darling, that ever fell from your lips--say you will marry me
in six months!"

It was not in a woman's nature to be insensible to such pleading as
this. She all but yielded. "I should like to say it, dear!" she
answered, with a little fluttering sigh.

"Say it, then!" Amelius suggested tenderly.

She took refuge again in her embroidery. "If you would only give me a
little time," she suggested, "I might say it."

"Time for what, my own love?"

"Time to wait, dear, till my uncle is not quite so anxious as he is
now."

"Don't talk of your uncle, Regina! You know as well as I do what he
would say. Good heavens! why can't you decide for yourself? No! I don't
want to hear over again about what you owe to Mr. Farnaby--I heard
enough of it on that day in the shrubbery. Oh, my dear girl, do have
some feeling for me! do for once have a will of your own!"

Those last words were an offence to her self-esteem. "I think it's very
rude to tell me I have no will of my own," she said, "and very hard to
press in this way when you know I am in trouble." The inevitable
handkerchief appeared, adding emphasis to the protest--and the becoming
tears showed themselves modestly in Regina's magnificent eyes.

Amelius started out of his chair, and walked away to the window. That
last reference to Mr. Farnaby's pecuniary cares was more than he had
patience to endure. "She can't even forget her uncle and his bank," he
thought, "when I am speaking to her of our marriage!"

He kept his face hidden from her, at the window. By some subtle process
of association which he was unable to trace, the image of Simple Sally
rose in his mind. An irresistible influence forced him to think of
her--not as the poor, starved, degraded, half-witted creature of the
streets, but as the grateful girl who had asked for no happier future
than to be his servant, who had dropped senseless at his feet at the
bare prospect of parting with him. His sense of self-respect, his
loyalty to his betrothed wife, resolutely resisted the unworthy
conclusion to which his own thoughts were leading him. He turned back
again to Regina; he spoke so loudly and so vehemently that the
gathering flow of her tears was suspended in surprise. "You're right,
you're quite right, my dear! I ought to give you time, of course. I try
to control my hasty temper, but I don't always succeed--just at first.
Pray forgive me; it shall be exactly as you wish."

Regina forgave him, with a gentle and ladyl